One down, three to go!

My heart was pumping when I texted my reference number to 231 to know if i pass or not DLSU. Seconds after, I recieved a message stating that I passed!!!

The text message was misleading! I heard it was stated on the message Congrtaulations on those received by those who didn't pass. Many thought they passed yet when they went on the link instructioned on the text, they found out they weren't accepted.

Nakakasira ng expectations! Nakaka deflate ng balloon of expectations! Embarassment, shame, and disappointment are all mixed!

Finding out the result of DLSU is a make or break moment during this Holiday vacation because the result may bring happiness or a haunting of rude awakening throughout the vacation!

Hope!!! Faith!!! All we need to believe and change!!!

One down, three to go!!!

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Update the result is not yet official due to messed-up text messages.

SHIT

Hihikbi

Katipunan Kids!
Harap ng ATENEO namigay kami ng mga pagkain sa mga kaibigan naming street children. Mga bagong mukha at di malimutan tawanan at ngiti ang bigay ng kuonting pagkain at pagkakaibigan.

Mga ilang eksena...

Bryle: Kanino galing ang pagkain?

Kids: ???

Bryle: Sa LA SALLE galing yan!

Kids: ???

Seph: Kay Papa Jesus yan!

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Bryle: Saan kami nagaaral?

Kids: ???

Seph and Bryle: LA SALLE GREEN HILLS

Kid: SALSAL raw!

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Seph: Anong paborito niyong regalong natanggap?

Kids: SHORTS! Yung may number!


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! HAHAHA!!! MWAH!!

WISH LIST
1. MAKAPASA SA MGA UNIVERSITIES!
2. WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH LOVED ONES
3. A GOOD YEAR TO COME!
4. MWAH!

Hihikbi

Katipunan Kids!
Harap ng ATENEO namigay kami ng mga pagkain sa mga kaibigan naming street children. Mga bagong mukha at di malimutan tawanan at ngiti ang bigay ng kuonting pagkain at pagkakaibigan.

Mga ilang eksena...

Bryle: Kanino galing ang pagkain?

Kids: ???

Bryle: Sa LA SALLE galing yan!

Kids: ???

Seph: Kay Papa Jesus yan!

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Bryle: Saan kami nagaaral?

Kids: ???

Seph and Bryle: LA SALLE GREEN HILLS

Kid: SALSAL raw!

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Seph: Anong paborito niyong regalong natanggap?

Kids: SHORTS! Yung may number!


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! HAHAHA!!! MWAH!!

WISH LIST
1. MAKAPASA SA MGA UNIVERSITIES!
2. WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH LOVED ONES
3. A GOOD YEAR TO COME!
4. MWAH!

Isa pa! Isa pang chicken joy!

Ang set-up...

Ubas.
Sosyal kapag kumakian kami ng ubas (seedless pa) kapag nanunood ng TV sa bahay.

Ang mahiwagang batuta ni Mang Roger!!

I know, I know; shame on me for not inspiring my classmates to be active on our event. Confidence and fear would creep in my skin; not sure if the class would listen and digest whatever message/announcement i would say.

Paalamananananananananananaanananana!

Bukas, ngayon, kahapon! Saan tutungo ang kalituhan ng pangako! May mga bagay na kailangan iwanan para marating ang pinangakong daan; ang upuan na puno ng drawing ng marijuana, at kodigo sa physics at mathematics; ang mga SDR at VR na inipon na parang pokemon cards nung kabataan.

Blue, Green, Yellow, Maroon! Saan tutungo ang kulay na kinagisnan! Kapag pinaghalo nga lahat ng kulay na ito ang lalabas ay isang maliwanag na itim!

Huling pagkakataon, ako'y hihikbi at ibubulong ang naging buhay sa lsgh: "oooh baby i love your way everyday!"

Ang ayoko ang minamaliit ako at ang mga kasama ko. Ayoko ng taong akala niya alam niya lahat. Ayoko ng tao na kung magsalita akala mo bossing. Ayoko ng tao bigla active sabay wala sa huli. Ayoko ng tao na tatamad tamad sa trabaho. Ayoko ng tao na biglang mawawala. Ayoko ng tao na ang yabang ng dating pero wala namang ibubuga. Ayoko ng tao na pakitang tao. Ayoko ng tao na puno ng pride. Ayoko ng tao na mahilig pumapel pero sa huli hanggang buga lang.

...At ang mundo'y huminto

Ayaw kita dahil mukha kang pasas.


Fact. For the past two weeks, high school life was very stressful.

Fact. Hey! Tumataba ako, hahaha one step closer of my life long dream na maging kasing taba ni Mark Henry! Hahahaha bullshit...

Fact. Siga/Angas raw ang dating ko sa class? Hahaha maybe it a mix of stress and lousy eye brow movement..

Fact. Never watch gay porn if you're straight. Nightmares and flashbacks of intimate scenes will haunt you for days. Experience?? Hahaha

Fact. There is such a thing as Murphy's Law! It states: "Things will go wrong in any given situation, if you give them a chance." That's why!

Fact. School ID and Search-In pendant got lost! May pumitik!


At Mundo'y Huminto

Pakiramdaman ang kaluskos ng mga dahon
Ang patak ng ulan sa bubungan
Ang init ng kaligayahan

Parating na ang mga paalam

Parating na ang mga huling halakhakan

Bawat araw hinihintay
Katapusan pilit ayaw tandaan
Huling pasalamat, at mundo'y hihinto

gago

Para pala kaming mga gago noon sa music video namin noon... hahahaha...



Memories...

Controversial

I admit it. I was a sell-out during our first softball game. I didn't think my classmates would react that way. And it was controversial. My classmates would hiss and say their shattered aspirations for the game but in the end it stopped and almost forgotten.

Yet this morning, our softball game ended controversially... Hisses were heard again, and sins from last week surfaced. The game was hard-fought as the team of Degu battle it out to keep up with Vinci's team, which I belonged with. It was the last inning. The score was 9 to 10; our team was on the lead. 2 outs and Arel was batting. Arel batted it hard. Arel ran towards the second base and stepped on the base; at the same time, Raffy caught the ball and stepped on the base too... And Coach yelled: "OUT!".

Heart breaking and controversial... Controversy stirs the passion and enthusiasm.

Kumukutikutitap

Audition for Schoolture Shock yesterday went well according to Wacky...

Argh... sobrang busy... pero... haaaay...


Hahahaha...

Hindi ko pa ramdam ang pasko sa bahay... wala lang... cguro kasi wala pa kaming Christmas tree. Ano ba talaga ang totoong himig ng Pasko? Diba ang ipagdiwang ang pagkaanak ni Hesus? Hahaha naging malamig na ba ang puso ko...?

Hahahaha...

I like Cubao during the evening... Kumukutikutitap! I love to capture every twinkling and colorful lights with my eyes. Hehehe I wish my eyes are like cameras!

Hahahaha...

Ukay Ukay on December 1! Hahaha... Birthday ni Anton sa December 2! Oh shit... December na!

Oras

Oras...

Kumukonti ang oras...
Hindi ako hinihintay nito...
Pwes! Sasabay ako sa alon...

Pakikinggan ko ang bulong...
At isisigaw ko ang aking hangarin...
Tatapusin ang naumpisahan...

Oras...
Walang katapusan...

Schoolture Shock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ATTENTION: ALL HIGH SCHOOL GIRL BANDS

Inviting all high school all-girl bands to audition for
the first ever “Schoolture Shock:: all-girl battle of
the bands competition” happening on Feb. 16,
2007.

Auditions will be on Nov.25 and Dec.2 ,2006 at
Maria Pilapil Hall, La Salle Greenhills from 8:30 am
to 4:30 pm. Sound system and drum-set will be
provided. Bring your own necessary instruments.

Join and download your application form at

http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/schooltureshock_l
sgh

For more details, please contact us at
09163727262.

Galit

Pagkagising ko umiilaw ang aking cellphone. Sinagot ko at walang sumasagot sa kabilang linya. Ang kanta lang na Panalangin ang umaalingawngaw sa akin parinig na galing sa radyo sa kabilang linya.

Tahimik...


Patawad...

Spending my days with you...

Hindi ko alam...

Nakangiti ako habang tinatype ko 'tong entry...

Bliss, a state of extreme happiness.

Sa dilim tayo magtago, kung saan ang alab ng nilalaman ay pwedeng pakawalan. Ibuga na ang tamis na walang katulad sa aking pisngi. Hawakan mo na ang di maabot na langit...

Sa dilim kung saan ang libangan ng puso, walang humpay na saya aking nadarama. Kasama ang alab ng aking puso, gusto kong isigaw ang pag-ibig na walang katulad...

Sobrang saya ng araw... Alapaap nga...

F*ck

The Departed

Leonardo Di Caprio stars in The Departed. He is an undercover cop who went inside the underbelly of Boston, the Mob. Matt Damon meanwhile is a rat among the police force. He is planted by Jack Nicholson as his informant. Matt and Leonardo struggles to survive and retain what is left behind of their identities.

Violent. Witty dialogues. All-star cast. What can you ask for? The movie delivered a masterpiece from the east and made it a classic american juxtapose of superb acting and storytelling. Jack Nicholson's portrayal of a sick and dark crime boss is no suprise. He delivered it smoothly. All I can say is wow... as in naglalaway ako sa sinehan.

Why am I laughing while watching this movie? Hmmmm hahahaha...

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Shit... Kelan pa ba ako makakabawi..

LOCK - IN

The light....


LOCK - IN
What: LYC event
When: Oct. 21 - 22, 2007 8pm - 6am!
Where: LSGH, St. Benilde Gym

A make or break event of LYC, Lock - In empowered the one lasalle vision in the Philippines. It was a night of music, fashion, friendship, and that distinctly unmatchable LSGH's signature enthusiasm!!!

We, the LSGH boys, are no match if we're talking about the level of enthusiasm and zeal for the event! Walang hiyaan kasi naman turf namin ang St. Benilde Gym!

Kundirana's the best! Hahaha we were super hyper when they performed. The stage was small so their choreography wasn't that good...but in fairness I got chills when they sang! College girls from antipolo were screaming out loud because of Aaron, a mestizo Kundirana. Hahah unforgettable was the YMCA routine! GH boys were standing up and singing with actions yng Y-M-C-A!!! hahahah fun!

Fashion Show! Oh my my my! The beautiful stars landed on the catwalk and showed their booty! Hahaha L.A. and Justin Quirino were GH models so everytime they came out, the GH boys would be chanting! On LA, the chant was an 'Ole-Ole-Ole' from soccer games but instead of Ole it was 'L.A.-L.A.-L.A.'! The chant for Justin was "Mcdonalds!" because he starred in a Mcdo commercial!

I met old friends from the formation camp I attended last December. Everybody changed. I met new friends like Hannah, Christine, GH juniors and many many Lasallians.

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pics courtesy of corals

Last weekend

Search-In retreat went well. Unforgettable as always, the retreat revealed a different side of me...

I will miss Search-In... Singing my heart out loud even if sintunado or can't reach high keys of Sandi Patti or MYMP or Wency Cornejo... I will miss the awe-struck reaction of retreatants... I will miss the endless tales of being busted by Pao Alvarez... I will miss laughtrips with Migs Palispis... I will miss the lowest and highest points of Search-In...

As Louie A. said: "Search-In is a slice of heaven..."


Busy Busy Week
-Modification of our event proposal on Kabihasnan Fair
-LYC Lock-In
-Filipino Dialogue
-Money!

This weekend
-Wala na naman ako sa bahay...

Buti ka pa

Buti ka pa
Mahilig tayo humiwalay sa katotohanan. Maraming guni guni na magkakatuluyan pa. Mga nanaginip ng gising sa mundong ibabaw, kala'y ang lahat ay makukulay na anino gumagala sa isipan.

Buti ka pa nandun ka sa masayang araw niya, sana'y andun rin ako pinapanood ang tawanan ang saya na dulot ng pagkakaibigan na walang katulad. Buti ka pa walang hiya ka lang nagkikwentuhan sa mga nangyari sa nakaraang mga buwan. Halong inggit at tuwa ang umaapaw sa aking puso sa aking naririnig at nakikita. Naroon ngunit wala sa iyo.

Walang katuturan...

Pahirapan blues

Yeah yeah... Kakatapos lang ng DLSU exams... hmmmmmmmm! Di ko masabi kung mahirap o madali, hintayin ko na lang yng results.

Project deadlines. Naasar na talaga ako kung bakit dumating pa ang bagyo. Sirang-sira ang schedule. Di pa yata matatapos ang mga projects namin.

Tuloy ang search-in this weekend. Isang floor lang ang gagamitin sa retreat house.

Malalamig na gabi, mainit na pagbubunyag. Mga kandilang lumiwiliwanag sa dilim. Ayan na tayo sa tatlong araw walang tulugan...

Interschool all-girl band competition...Argh inaayos na namin ang lahat malapit na!!!


We are next in line
Sing this song with me...
Sing this song with me...

Stainless Longganisa ni Bob Ong
Binasa ko ang mga huling pahina ng libro, nabasa ko ang mga advice nya.... Mangarap palagi nga raw.

Milenyo

Milenyo

Saktong binabasa ko sa 100 years of Solitude ay yung umulan ng 4 na taon sa Macondo... Feel na feel ko yng story dahil sa labas ng bahay ay hangin at ulan... Nakahiga sa aking kama, pinapanood ko sa bintana ang bagyo. Hinihinay ko ang isang puno na hinahampas ng bagyo na tumumba...

what a great thing to end september.... :(


Badtrip...

Hindi natuloy ang Circle 136
Walang signal ang SUN
Walang communication mula sa labas for 2 days...
Mi manchi alapaap...

Kabihasnan fair

4I and 4J are in charge of the special event on the night of Feb. 16! Hahaha oh yeah... working title ng event/contest/concert(?) namin ay:

Femme Fatale (band contest...with a twist)

stand up, be proud - mojofly

Nik nik

Isang gabi, kumikislap ang disco ball.... tila bumalik sa panahon ng doobie, nik nik, at chedeng...

hindi makalimutan ang saya...
Mga ngiti at tawanan bumubulong sa isipan...

kaibigan di ko makakalimutan...

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summer pa ito... hmmmmmm... retro...

Huling Pasada ni Mang Sergio Escolar

Huling Pasada ni Mang Sergio Escolar (ramblings)

Naniniwala ako na ang buhay ay hawak ng oras at ang tadhana ang nagpapaikot nito...




Hintayin natin bumuhas ang ulan na walang katapusan. Kamustahin ang lamig at dilim na dala nito sa buhay. Panoorin ang nabubuong sapa sa kalsada. Amuyin ang masamang singaw ng lupa. Pagtimpla ng kape at umupo sa bintana. Pakiramdaman ang nagtatagong mga maya. Mabasa sa talsik ng tubig. Ubusin ang kape at sumayaw sa ulan. Basain ang buhok, paliguan ang katawan na matagal ng sumisigaw ng kasayahan...

Crispylicious!!!!!
Anton and I watched Game One of UAAP finals. ADMU vs. UST! We were on the ADMU side but I prefer the intensity of UST in cheering. We observed that DLSU's cheers were much better than ADMU's and UST's! Hahaha that's the fact!!! Yeah, biased noh?

Oh! I miss the UAAP crowd!!! When I entered Araneta, I was overwhelmed with the yellow and blue colors of both schools!!! Haaaaay, if only DLSU was not suspended...

hahahah It's a heartbreaking loss for UST because ADMU won by a lay up buzzer beater!! The crowd became ecstatic and the whole coliseum rocked!!!

Shoot me in the back, we cheered for ADMU! My heart quivered when I shouted: "One Big Fight!" Arghhhh... guilt... passion... nostalgia...



Project:
One Sound, One LaSalle!
Oh yeah!!!!! Sana maayos ng maaga ito!!!

Scope

Line advertisment...

P500.oo

Full page...

P4000.oo

4J giving their money to Scope...

P102,500.oo + 12,000.00(Mikey's)

Double quota!


There are things money can't buy...

uhm in case of Scope...it's different.

xoxoxo

Recently, I've been eating a lot. Maybe i'm drowning my joy with food. Pizza ng Yellowcab, kare-kare ng Cabalen, limang sisig ng wok dis way, peanuts, chicken, dan eric's ice cream, dirty ice cream sa bun, buko juice, pasta, eat-all-you-can siomai...


Yeah yeah... 3rd honors sa batch... Sana matupad ang mga hangarin ko ngayon... Hmmmmm!
Among the carousel of fireflies,
Blazing through my broken dreams...

Black & White

Dinala ako ng aking tsinelas sa kung saan saan....

The Ateneo

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Blue Eagle... Help me Lord...

She

Alapaap

She is a big fish for all the lives she has crossed path with. May it be with her family, friends, or classmates; she shares a unique string with them that weaves everyone caught in its tangle to appreciate and treasure her. An anecdote I want to share is when she invited me and her friends to stargaze on her place. I can feel the magic that echoes throughout that one stargazing night; the string that makes her big fish to her family, friends, and classmates is her love.

Our paths had crossed many times yet we only got to know each other this past summer. When I went to a friend’s party, she was there and her beauty was truly mind-blowing. She caught my sight because her skin was white as a powder; she had big beautiful round eyes; her height made her stand-out among her friends. She had a very keen sense of her fashion. Maybe I was shell-shocked because I hid somewhere, overpowered by her looks, yet she found me. My impression of her back then was she is very shy but it all changed when I got to know her deeper. She had ups and downs on her personal relationships with significant people on her life. She got scarred from people whom she had placed her love and trust. I imagined how grave her situations back then. I sometimes wished I met her earlier and somewhat comforted her. A great friend indeed she was; I had opened my self to her. I trust her with all my heart.

As you can see, I got tangled on her string. She became a big fish to me. She held out her arms and grabbed mine. I refuse to let go because these hands would guide me through a long journey; and in this journey I would learn to love and face reality. I would like to share a moment which best describe the string she and I share, it was a dance: In the heart of the dance floor, everything was slow. I whispered to her about yesterday and the night we were having. Love songs after love songs, we danced. Our swaying bodies came closer and closer. I held her arm, i saw the pearl bracelet and the rosary bracelet. Her head on my shoulder. My other hand on her waist...and I closed my eyes. My big fish, my significant one.

Intramural Diary

"Pwede na akong mamatay..." Byron, after 4j won a do-or-die basketball match.

5 seconds left on the game. Jason dribbled the ball towards the hoop. He lost his balance, and went down on the floor. The opponent tried to steal the ball. Jason protected the ball then he saw Gerald running towards the hoop. Jason bounced passed the ball to Gerald. Gerald layed it up and the buzzer echoed throughout FMAC.

Parada ng daan daang lalake

Intrams Opening Parada... The glitz and glamour of testosterone jam-packed gym was a blinding experience of nostalgic passion...Muses of different beauty blossomed throughout the whole parade. Stampede may happen any moment when the lower years were cheering. Waves of Hurrah from ours, the seniors, had stolen the show yet the booming cheer of the freshmen plunged the whole Gym to a stoic mess.

Ah yes... Ang Parada...

Black Day

Black Friday and Happy Birthday

Support or protest? Oh yeah...

Emperador Poblador

Ang daming bawal sa mundo, sinasakal nila tayo...

SEX

Ang sex hinihintay hintay na mga kalalakihan noong sila'y namulat sa hubad na katotohanan.

Nakaupo lang ako sa jeep. Nakakahilo ang biyahe. Ang bilis ng pasada ng jeep. Mga tuyo na samapguita nakasabait, sumasayaw sa bilis ng jeep. Pinagpapawisan na ako. Tumingin ako sa mga pasahero. Mga nagtatrabaho sa opisina, mga kasambahay na inutusan bumili sa Farmer's, at kung sino-sino pa ang aking nakita, mga ordinaryong tao pero ang nakaagaw pansin sa akin ang isang pamilya. Kandong kandong ng ina ang kanyang anak habang ang tatay nilalaro ang anak. Tinitigan ko ang anak, magkahawig kami dahil malaki ang ulo niya kasi tanda ko noon walang magkasyang t-shirt sa akin dahil di makapasok ang ulo ko. Ikinupira ko ang itsura ng anak sa kanyang magulang. Mukhang di sila magkakahawig. Genetics at hereditary ang pumasok sa ulo ko. Napangiti ako, at napaisip sa buhay.

Pamilya. Buhay. Babae. Lalake. Relihiyon. Jeep. Love. Sex. Lust. Siya. Ikaw.

DRUGS

Sumasakit ang ulo ko pagkatapos namin mag ikot sa Lipa. Humingi ako ng biogesic sa office ng mga GK fulltimers. Kumikirot ang ulo, para bang mahuhulog ang aking kaliwang mata sa sakit. Gagana pa ng gamot after 15 minutes ang bulong ko sa sarili. Hinimas ko isang parte ng kamay ko malapit thumb. Sakit ang naramdaman ngunit sabay nawawala ang mga batok sa aking ulo. Hilot at drugs. Happy Sauna at Shabu. Special service at wata. Drugs.

Distorted images of colors and shapes...

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Bawal....

Hiwaga at Pangako

Hiwaga at Pangako

Huwag kang matakot. Andito lang ako para ikaw ay gabayan sa kadiliman na pumupukaw sa iyo. Akina ang iyong kamay at kumapit ng mahigpit. Huwag kang bibitaw aking mahal malalampasan natin ang paghihinakit sa walang karunungan.

Huwag kang matakot. Kasabay mo ako sa agos na ito. Matututo tayo sa hampas ng panahon. Di tayo malulunod sa iyak at sigaw ng nabigo. Aahon tayo.

Huwag kang matakot. Wala ng sasaya pa sa ilaw na iyong inaangkin. Wala ng tatalo sa iyong pagmamahal na sana ay walang katapusan. Sana ay nadadama mo ang kasayahan at pagnanais na makasama ka hanggang katapusan ng mundo.

Huwag kang matakot dahil walang katapusan ang buhay natin.

ayoko ko na

Pa-Cool and his Coleman.

Ang ingay ko sa classroom!

Eh di cool ka na?

Pumitik ako ng candy sa office ni Alma!

Eh di cool ka na?

Brown-out!

Eh di cool ka na?

Binastos ko yung isang teacher!

Eh di cool ka na?

Sa bagay...pwede na...cool nga...sa pananaw ng gradeschool!!!

GROW-UP!!! Seniors na tayo!!!! Wala ng cool cool!!!

A message to all F*cking miserable misunderstood seniors out there who are just floating deadwood bumping to each other making useless noise in the campus!!!!

Hindi Maitindihan

Tamis!!!
Macapuno or cocojam?

I can't decide.

The next day I was planning to stop by on Farmers to buy a flower but I would be late, so I went to school instead.

Dismissal time. I passed by the COOP/Linggo ng Wika tables, I saw a chocolate candy rose. I borrowed P10 from niki then bought a chocolate candy rose.

Macapuno to cocojam, finally on a candy rose...Sweetness, it may satisfy hunger and tintilate taste buds yet it's short-lived.

The candy rose I bought is not to satisfy but to cheer up and make a big fish happy...



Oh yeah! That GK haka and that face!!!

Blind Item!

Under the coconut trees, strolling down the muddy path, the gloomy sky above them hinting rain, I saw them talking.... laughing... Friendship!

Living life to the fullest

"It's a movement...." - Pdo of Gawad Kalinga

22 representatives from LSGH went to Batangas to experience Gawad Kalinga. They experienced more than Gawad Kalinga; they experienced a glitter of hope for our nation.

Gawad Kalinga is no socio reach-out thing, nor an organization, and definitely not your sunday community services. It is a movement....

Magda drive ako hanggang Batangas......

Sana'y makita kita muli....

Huling ligaya sa mundong ibabaw...

Bastos ang tadhana...

Change

Change

Change defines a person. It is a journey of introspecting in the depths of spirituality; recognizing weaknesses; removing the fear of rejection; taking off the mask that hides the scars left by the past. If a person sees his true self from within and utilizes them to change then we can see an authentic self, which is a definition of a person.

It was Search-In, a psycho-spiritual weekend retreat offered to third year high school students, that helped me change and define myself as a person. This was no ordinary retreat because there was a time during the retreat it became mystical, mixed with love and suffering that I just cannot explain. I realized my weaknesses and strengths through this process, analyzed them so I can improve on and strengthen myself. This was a significant process in my life because it opened my eyes to a more intensified experience and deeper appreciation of the Christian faith. It served as the point of no return, I have experienced it and I must live it to the fullest. Thus I decided to change for the better knowing it is a process that will take a long time. In the ups and downs of it I will grow and transform myself.

Search-In became the catalyst of my young adulthood. With the life-changing experience in Search-In, it ushered new things in my life. I became more mature in handling situations and right decision making. I gained better leadership skills and more self-confidence without a hint of cockiness. I became more active in joining extra-curricular activities in school and became an instrument in spreading humility; in fact, I am one of the school coordinators of Lasallian Youth Commission, an organization catering for the welfare of the children and empowerment of the youth in the Philippines. It strengthened my soul by becoming more honest and optimistic in life. Never did it cross in my mind to give up on life after the retreat. I became more honest, open, and appreciative in my relationship with my family, friends, and classmates. It was like doing anything by keeping my feet on the ground, knowing I am not perfect and acknowledging all the mistakes, defects, and weaknesses that I once denied.

Accepting who you are and desiring to change, I always thank God for the opportunity to change myself at this early stage of my adulthood. All that I have gained can help me achieve my goals and aspirations in life. There is this classic one-liner in Search-In that truly captures the root of changing oneself: “God is the center of my life.”

Nagbabalik

Nagbabalik...

I'm back!!! Ang tagal ko ng di nakapagsulat!!


Go Tiburcio! Go! Ang Pakikipagsapalaran ng Kamao

"Kaya pa ba?" tanong ni Lester habang minamasahe si Tiburcio.

Hindi makasagot si Tiburcio. Hindi niya halos naintindihan ang tanong. Pudpod ng pasa at sugat ang mukha niya. Nagdudugo pa ang labi, dahil sa malakas na hook ng kalaban, kaya masakit magsalita.

Bakit ba nagkakaganito?

Bakit ayaw gumana ang mga suntok?

Bakit ayaw pumalag?

Bakit?

Bumabagabag sa isipan ni Tiburcio ang mga tanong na pilit hinahanap ang mga sagot. Mga dahilan ng nakalipas bumabagabag, nagkulang sa insayo; nasobrahan sa bisyo; nawalan na ng pera; nawalan ng pocus. Hindi lang alam ni Tiburcio kung paano mamulat sa katotohanan at makuha ang mga dahilan sa kanyang sitwasyon kahit ang resulta ng nakaraan ay ang kinahaharap niya. Isang malaking balagid ang kinahaharap niya para muling matikman ang tamis ng nakaraan

"Kaya pa ba?!" muling sumigaw sa utak ni Tiburcio ang pagtanong ni Lester habang pinapahiran ng gamot ang mukha ni Tiburcio.

Huminga ng malalim si Tiburcio. Tumingin ng diretso sa kaniyang kalaban. Nakangisi ang kalaban, para bang nangaasar sabay lumakas ang tibok ng puso ni Tiburcio. Hinigpitan ang kamao at inayos ang upo.

"Ano Tiburcio?!"

Bahala na! Hindi mapigilan ang muling paglakas ng pagliyab ng namamatay na apoy sa puso ni Tiburcio. Minsan siya'y naging kampeon ng nakakarami, ng masa, ng bayan. Minsan. Kaya pa ba ibalik ang natamong kasikatan, kayamanan at kabayanihan?

"Ano ba!?" sigaw ni Lester, hawak na ang twalya para tapusin ang laban dahil di pa sumasagot ang bata niya. Ayaw naman ni Lester mapuruhan ng todo si Tiburcio.

Biglang tumayo si Tiburcio. Pinagsusuntok ang ulo at sumigaw. Nagulat si Lester pero napangiti sa nakitang alab ng alaga.

"Kaya pa!" ang sigaw ni Tiburcio.

TIIIIING!

Buhos na Ulan Aking Mundo'y Lunuring Tuluyan

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Candles, their light illuminating the ceiling above. Spilled wax hardened fast by cold air. Endless nights of "wala pa sa kalahati...", kapit, and ballpens. Can't wait for it. Can you feel it?


Happiness
Happines springs from anything. It can be a song, which tune can make somebody dance and forget all sadness in life; a compliment which uplifts a tormented soul; it can be friends, whose companionship lights loneliness in the darkness of rejection and peer pressure; it can be anything. No matter how or big, shallow or deep it is, if it brings a smile on a face, it is definitely happiness.

I like to dwell into my memory because there have been instances I want to relieve and experience the happiness I felt. I reminisce on the past, biting and chewing every last meat of happiness. To dwell in my past, I always thank the Lord for giving sparks of joy and the small things that played their part to weave the very fabric of my happiness.

One example of this happiness was an unforgettable night. I was stucked in the juxtaposedof emotionsand stars. The sky was filled with magic, lust for better, and love. I gazed upon the stars. I was enjoying the stars, wishing I may catch one and hold it on my bare hands. Beside me was someone special, knowing this may never happen again, I cherished this unforgettable first. I felt the chilly air, I counted the stars, I breathe life at its best: love.

Man cannot always get his wants, desires, and needs. But the experience of eternal bliss, it is already in front of him. God never hinders us from happiness. Man sometimes gets blinded by glitz and vanity of his desires that he himself created. Man must learn to see the true happiness in ever small things, every precious moments and every breathe he takes.

Wet Republic part 2

Wet Republic
Ang kaaway ng commuter ay ulan. Jarryd Bello and I coincidentally met on a bus. First, I didn't recognized him because I didn't have my glasses. We talked about which class will dominate the basketball intrams (Our best bet is 4G - JC Nayve, athletic; Kim Dela Paz, Mr. Basketball; Jeric Octaviano, shooting machine) and our commercial skits in Filipino (My group's commercial was about an energy drink called Agimat, it makes anybody who drinks it will inherit the strengths of the different ethnic groups in the Philippines while Jarryd's group was a commercial about a security agency in which you can hire Ifugaos and other ethnic groups).

Jarryd and I got off the bus exactly in rained so hard. I had an umbrella, it had battled different typhoons which it's a veteran, and we shared it. We went through the rain, laughing, and cursing the rain. We saw Ms. Mereille, the cute English teacher, bouncing and jumping through puddles of water on the sidewalk. We greeted her and she complained too about the rain. Wet we were. We were prepared but the umbrella and the jackets were not enough to keep us dry. Got to love the rain...

Classes were suspended! We were expecting it. My classmates went berserk after the teacher announced it. Our teacher, Mrs. Castillo, just kept quiet and waited for our class to settle down. Gerald Felarca, the sports moderator, stood up and came marching in front of the class then banged the blackboard. He barked at the class, "Guys! Be quiet! Para makalabas na!". The class then shouted, "Tama na guys! SHHHHHH!". It just became worse. Imagine forty-plus seniors shouting at each other asking for peace and quiet. How ironic...

Water! Niki and I saw Pirates of the Carribean 2 after classes were suspended! Personally I got confused with the story but eventually the movie unravels its twists and suprises. The movie was like a ride, non-stop, action packed... A summer feast! The movie was a catalyst for the third installment. Its not a perfect movie but it is fun! Its a sure hit in the box office! Johnny Depp...oh yeah!

Close Encounter of the grape kind

Grapes
Have you ever felt that tingling feeling when you're in a mall you might see someone you want to catch up with time? Yesterday it happened for me...

Pataas ang escalator na sinasakyan ko ng may nakita akong mukha. Alam kong kilala ko sya... Pababa na sya ng nakita ko ng maigi kung sino siya... si Fatima pala! Tinitingnan ko sya kala ko nga makikita nya ako pero hindi sya tumingin. Na sa taas na ako ng naisip kong bumaba ulit...

Bumaba ako, saktong nakita niya ako...hahaha nagusap kami....tumitibok puso ko at naglalambot ako kasi matagal ko na sya hindi nakita at nakausap hahaha...

Habang naguusap kami nakita ko yng earrings niya... Natawa ako sa loob kasi grapes yng earrings niya hahahhaa...

Catching up with times...

Grapes

Names that matters most today: Liza, Lap, Fati, Anton, Jaime, Enif, Chin, Gino, Bamboo, Oreo, Raffy, Corals...

The Kids of Ortigas Ave.

We're doing a project: "Alay Lasalyano". A group of GH boys will go once a week on the streets of Ortigas and intertact with the children. This project is a hands-on of the true values of the La Sallian gentleman.

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Para bang nanlamig ang puso ko ng nalaman ko itinapon na ang mga bulaklak. Galit pumasok sa isip ko. Biglang kumirot ang puso ng dumaan ang mga alaala dala ng mga bulaklak...

Ang laman ng mga bulaklak ay mga alaala ng nakaraan na minsan akala ko'y huminto ang gabi. Mga sayawan na di makalimutan, mga pamahiin ng nadadama, mga ngiti, halkhak, pagtibok ng puso.....Mga alaala ayokong kalimutan, ayokong iwanan.

Mapanghi, tuyo, wrinkled, at maganda. Iyan ang mga bulaklak ko na nawala ng parang bula. Minsan sila'y sinabit ko sa aking americana na binili pa sa SM shoemart, Cubao branch. Mga bulaklak...

Alaala...wag kang mawala. Sa gabi ng sayawan at kainan aking pilit nilalampasan hindi ko makalimutan. Bastos man ang tadhana sa mga ngiting aking nasaksihan kasama ang mga kaibigan, tunay din na alaalang di ko ipagpapalit.

Itong mga bulaklak ay sana'y huling hiyaw ng mga gabi na kumakaripa sa aking damdamin.

Panaginip

Nanaginip ako na kasali ako sa Pinoy Big Brother!!!! Yng panaginip ko ay kakagising ko lang tapos na sa loob na ako ng bahay ni kuya!!!! Whatta!!! Anyway kamusta na kaya yng Atenista na sumali..... Hmmmmm!

Bilog

Buntis.

Kahapon lang nanaginip ako. Sa panaginip ko nagaalala ako kung nakabuntis ako ng isang babae. Ang masama dun ako ay nagaalala!!! Dapat nga matuwa pero dahil cguro hindi pa ako handa...

Timebombs

Tumitibok. Ilang segundo na lang ito'y sasabog. Malapitan niraramdaman ang di mapigilang panggigil. Pinipigilan ngunit kusang lumalakas ang pagtibok. Walang patutunguhan kundi wlang humpay na ligaya at ang pagtikim sa kalangitan. Humihigpit ang hawak sa isa't isa. Ayaw humiwalay sa init na dala ng kanilang pagibig.

Pasabog ang dala ng pinaghalong pagnanasa at pag-ibig. Ilang segundo na lang...

BATCH SPIRIT

Pep Rally. Boring... For the past three years, pep rallies were a waste of time. The seniors back then were rude and were cheering for ADMU!

But no! It didn't happen yesterday! Our batch showed the enthusiasm to cheer and shout for victory!!! Teachers were amazed by the spirit we showed!!!

I felt our batch became one. No cliques, no class, no nothing! We were one!!!

It's our last year in a great school, LSGH. We must cherish and enjoy every moment. Go LASALLE!!!

Bilog

Buntis.

Kahapon lang nanaginip ako. Sa panaginip ko nagaalala ako kung nakabuntis ako ng isang babae. Ang masama dun ako ay nagaalala!!! Dapat nga matuwa pero dahil cguro hindi pa ako handa...

Timebombs

Tumitibok. Ilang segundo na lang ito'y sasabog. Malapitan niraramdaman ang di mapigilang panggigil. Pinipigilan ngunit kusang lumalakas ang pagtibok. Walang patutunguhan kundi wlang humpay na ligaya at ang pagtikim sa kalangitan. Humihigpit ang hawak sa isa't isa. Ayaw humiwalay sa init na dala ng kanilang pagibig.

Pasabog ang dala ng pinaghalong pagnanasa at pag-ibig. Ilang segundo na lang...

BATCH SPIRIT

Pep Rally. Boring... For the past three years, pep rallies were a waste of time. The seniors back then were rude and were cheering for ADMU!

But no! It didn't happen yesterday! Our batch showed the enthusiasm to cheer and shout for victory!!! Teachers were amazed by the spirit we showed!!!

I felt our batch became one. No cliques, no class, no nothing! We were one!!!

It's our last year in a great school, LSGH. We must cherish and enjoy every moment. Go LASALLE!!!

The Last First Day of High school

Ganito ba kaarte ang mga Lasalista?

THe first three days of school was full of whining, complaining, swearing and my favorite...sweating.

La Salle built a power station inside the campus but when first day came, the station was used to the max so brown-out.

No lights and no aircon.

Nagbiruan nga na ito yata ang experience ng ADMU High school everyday...shit...Karma yata ito.

Polo Barong: Sakit ng Seniors
Senioritism. Isang uri ng sakit ng mga seniors sa LSGH. Kapag suot mo na ang polo barong para bang wala ng makakapigil na lower years sa iyo dahil nasa taas kana ng food chain. Ang sakit na ito ay nagbibigay ng kayabangan. Minsan pa-easy easy lang sa buhay kasi ilang buwan na lang ay gagraduate na.

Isang halimbawa ng sakit na ito ay nangyari kahapon, dinapuan ako ng sakit na ito. Naglalakad ako sa ramp papuntang gym ng may nakaharang at mabagal maglakad na lower years dahil may pinaguusapan silang bastos. Nagmamadali ako pero rinig ko ang pinaguusapan nila kaya natatawa ako ng biglang dumaan ako sa gitna nila. Wlang pangungdangan silang napatahimik, napahiya dahil sa pinaguusapn nila, natakot. Para bang naglakad si Moses sa red sea.

Hahaha! Senioritism.

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Ang bilis ng panahon.

The last day of summer and the beginning of my first day in my last year in LSGH

Tapos na ang summer...

Pumapatak na ang ulan...

Enjoy it...

Mga hindi ko nagawa this summer

-Pumuntang Summer Caravan
-Mag-upload ng pictures
-Lumabas kasama ang ibang kaibigan
-Mag-beach

I glad I went to

-stargaze
-pumuntang formation seminar
-mag expert review...

Summer...

Last days of Summer

Hinihintay ko na lang matapos ang summer...

Death Penalty ay wala na.

Yung Kim ang nanalo sa PBB.

Cavite movie nakakakuha ng B+ sa entertainment's weekly.

Hinihintay ko yng bagong music video ng Urbandub.

Pasukan na naman...

666 wla naman nanyari... Duh!

hmmmmmmm....

100 kisses to forget this 6-6-06!

Shou-out:
Maganda ka pa rin! wahahahaha seryoso! Hmmmmmmm...

Ayoko maniwala dati na ako pala ay ang bata sa: The Boy From Araby. Pero yup i was the boy, madly blinded by the pure vanity of the innocent eye catcher of mine. Bye bye boy...


love
It is an art. It needs discipline. It is an act of will. Whatever happens, you are committed.

Hahahaha... wahahaha nabasa ko sa isang libro.

Gusto ko ng drunken misery...

May gusto sana akong isulat pero nakita ko yng mga pics namin nung last wednesday... sumaya na ako!

When the meeting is over...it's time to drink and have fun.

Sabi nga sa Beer music video ng itchyworms:

Inuman hanggang magka-LIGHT!

Green Cab Pizza vs. Yellow Cab Pizza

Kahapon, nagpadeliver kami ng Green Cab pizza. Malapit lang sa amin yun. Malapit sa Proj. 4 Wet Market katapat ng mga hintayan ng tricycle. Hinintay namin ng 30 mins. eh bumili ako ng Coca Cola. Nakita ko dumating yng pizza by tricycle cguro para makatipid.

Expectation ko sa pizza ay cheap imitation ng Greenwich pero iba nman. Mozarella cheese ang cheese nila. Hahaha. Masarap naman or matagal lang ako di nakakain ng pizza na parang Greenwich. Kuonti lang yng toppings. Tipid hahaha! Medyo mahal for an upstart pizza bakery.

Wait kung ang Green Cab ay para lang Greenwich bakit ko pa sya kinocompare sa Yellow Cab? First of all, lasang typical pizza ang yellow cab... Pra syang Dominoes (?) ayun... mahal nga lang. Medyo tingin ko dun ay "luxury pizza". hahahah nakakabusog sobra!!!!

Ok back to comparing the brands... hahaha cguro green cab is a cheap imitation of the name yellow cab. Para syang apple for the apple iPod?? hahaha basta para syang spoof. Hahaahah basta ang importante ay yng pizza nila! If you want pizza cheap sa Green Cab. Kung mahal at medyo masarap sa Yellow Cab!!!

Pics galing kay Anton!!!

paalis na kami wahahahahha....

Sunny Day, getting up in the morning.

Pinapatapon ako ng basura ng mom ko. Hawak-hawak ko na yng basura tapos bigla ba nmang nagalit mom ko dahil bakit ko raw winawagayway yng black bag. Sabi niya pa umagang-umaga ginagalit ko na siya. Simpleng instruction di ko magawa. Ako naman bigalng nagulat dahil wala namang akong ginagawa as in sumusunod lang ako.

Gusto ko sana sumigaw. Gusto ko sana sumagot. Gusto kong tumangi at sabihin na: "Wala naman akong ginagawa. Tuwang-tuwa nga ako na may inutos ka Ma! Tapos nakita mo lang ako init agad ulo mo!!!".

Pero...

Tumahik ako. Ayoko magkagulo. I love her inspite(?) na ganoon ang tingin niya sa akin, isang: painit ulo ng buhay nya.

Hanggang dun lang.

Na-realize ko hanggang dun na lang...

Hanggang tingin, ngiti, tawa... Hanggang dun lang ang lahat.

Hanggang dun na lang... Minsan masakit kapag iniisip ko bakit nagkaganoon.

Hanggang dun na lang...

A year of attachment, a year of that heartbreaking feeling...hahahahahahaha....

Ngyn, malapit na mawala ang lahat...pilit pa rin tinatandaan at ayaw bumigay sa nararamdaman... Huling hinga ng aking pusong matagal ng bukas at nagdudugo gustong isigaw ang nararamdaman!!!

hahaha hay gusto ko ng magHABAGAT!

Mahiwagang Bigote: Mababaw na Pananaw sa Buhok

Bigote. Isang tanda ng pagiging binata o matanda. Buhok lang nman siya na tumutubo sa area ng bibig; sa mga iba shinishave o pinapatubo, dadag machismo cguro. Hindi lang sa mga lalake ang meron nito, pati ang mga ibang babae ay meron. May napanood nga ako na kapag gusto mo malaman ang itsura ng iyong girlfriend o asawa kapag tumanda siya, tingnan mo ang kanyang ina, kapag ang gf o asawa ay may bigote tingnan mo ang kanyang ama.

Last summer, inahit ko ang aking "bigote" dahil nagmumukha akong matanda kasi sumasali ako sa liga noon eh kinuquestion yng edad ko kaya ko inahit at mas clean look, pogi points cguro hahaha! Pero ngayon, kabakliktaran ang ginagawa ko, pinapatubo ko ulit ang pagdagdag machismo na bigote!

Nagsimula ito noong last month, naguusap kami ni Quico. Pinaguusapan namin paano makanood ng The Da Vinci Code kasi Rated 18 (Nakakaasar itong ratings ng mtrcb! Eh kung sa National Bookstore nga ok lang bumili at magbasa ng The Da Vinci Code, take note mas detailed at "blasphemy" at "heretic" ang libro kaysa movie!), isang plano namin ay magpatubo ng bigote para makapasok! Biro-biro lang pero sineryoso ko kaya after ng review ko sa Expert, hindi na ako nagahit.

This month lang, may feeling ako noon na manonood family ko kaya handang handa na ang one-week-di-pa-inahit bigote ko at totoo nga ang feeling ko! Pumunta na kami sa Gateway, bumibili na ang mom at tita ko ng ticket ng nalaman nila 7pm pa yng showing tapos nabuking ako ng tinuro ako ng mom ko at sinabi niya argh!!!!! Sayang ang pinapatubo kong bigote....sayang.

At ngyn, ako'y may bigoteng ewan, nangangarap na makanood ng sine gamit ito...Mga buhok na matulis at panget ang tubo, mga buhok...buhok...buhok... Haaaay.... Bigiote.

Tumpak!

Quote of the day:

"Overwhelmed ka...Don't be scared." - Carl Abaya

Search-In...
God has a reason. We all have great roles in Search-In. . We must be confident yet humbled because we are all equal. One affects another. I hate the idea of crab mentality and exclusivity. There may be titles beside our names but its just a title. We are all equal. This is not a competition, there are no positions... Pare, we are all equal.

Pagkababaw
Ang babaw pero natawa ako dun sa pagkasabi ng isang vj sa MTV imbis Hoobastank ang rinig ko ay..........."UBASstank"!


Senseless ramblings
Nawawala na ako sa iyo. Marami pa nman ang ang nagbibigay ng kaligayahan sa iyo. Ang tanging dasal ko lang na matandaan ang maliit na nakaraan...Kasi minsan tayo'y naging tunay na magkaibigan. HAHAHAHA wow ang cliche with the italics and the line from a song!


Quote from the other day:

"Teoxon! Tama na yan!" - pabirong sabi ni Ms. Jo-anne kasi may kausap ako sa phone.

Ginoong Laurio's favorite student???????? Ahahhhahha grabe natawa tuloy ako! Nakita ko si Laurio sa LSGH!!! Wahahahah at kasama pa si Ms. Jo-anne! Pumayat ng todo si ms. jo-anne!!!

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Natapos na ang review...kung kelan pa nman gumaganda ang lahat dun pa magtatapos.

Summary ng anong nangyari...

Nakita ko si Jarryd Bello. Nakita ko si ki; handang-handa magbanda!!!

Quote of the other day:

"Alamat na walang pamagat" - kuya julius



Girls having big time crush!
Na-witness ko sa review class ko ang reaction ng mga girls na may sobrang malaking crush sa isang boy(duh!).

Ganito kasi, kumakain ako ng sandwich noong dismissal, tapos nakita ko yng dalawang classmates ko na tumitingin sa baba... tapos nagsisigawan sila kasi nasa baba na yng crush nilang naka orange na matangakad na may piercing! Eh di nila alam kilala ko yun!

The next day tinanong nila ako kung may kilala akong matangkad na may piercing tapos ganyan ganyan... sabi ko oo tapos nagtanong kung sino siya ganyan ganyan tapos nagsigawan sila tapos pinagalitan sila ng instructor.

Fast forward last day... Yng isang girl na may crush tumitingin sa window kasi andyan na crush niya. Tapos grabe...grabe...grabe natatawa lang ako kapag naalala... Ang cute ng reaction niya dahil pinopoiny point niya yng cheeks niya tapos...hahhaha!

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Oh my gosh...

Review day!!!!

Ayoko na magkeeptrack sa days!!!! Countdown na lang!!!

Ahem and ehem...

Aha galing...habang kumakain sa Shakey's biglang may nagtxt sa akin...wahahahah nagulat ako at si Alex pala! hahahaha!

Argh kailagan ko na maligo...asar ang daming kwentong isusulat ko sana!!!! Hahaahaha wait.... medyo basta ang dami kong naisip!!!!

Argh!!!!

Review day two and three

Cramming...Argh! I hate that feeling!

Review day two
Ayoko maki socialize sa mga review mates ko hahaha loser pero ok lang... Gusto ko matuto! Noong tapos na yng classes, pumunta ako sa Mcdo at umupo parang may hinihintay pero walan namang dumadating.

Review day three
Mas dumami mga batchmates ko sa lsgh. Hmmmm wala lang nakakamiss isang kaibigan ko, si kookles. Hahaha hmmm hapon pumunta ako sa ADMU kasama si Bryle, inikot namin ang ADMU papuntang ISO building kung saan yng LSC review classes. Ang layo grabe...pero wala lang enjoy. Pumunta pa kami sa Xavier Hall ewan ko kung bakit tapos naglakad pabalik sa Katipunan strip. Habang naglalakad pabalik, nagshortcut kami sa isang college complex (di ko alam yng pangalan pero college part na siya) at napa WOW dahil ang ganda. Maganda yng environment at yng aura... Napabulong ako sa sarili: "Ang sarap magaral dito." Hanggang salita na llang siguro ako...

Quote of the day: galing kay JL

"Di na kayo naubusan ng birthday!" - ang sabi ng nanay ni JL dahil sa mga labas nila this summer.

Review

Review day one
"Ahem..." sabi ko sa sarili. "Ang baba naman..."

Yeah yeah yeah...those review blues!

Ang ganda ng scene sa classroom namin. Yng malaking Mcdonald yellow arches tapos napapalibutan ng trees...

Hmmm ako lang yng nagiisang lasalista halos lahat girls and galing sa SPCP.

Nakita ko si LA and friends. Lumaki katawan niya or according to him: "Tumaba lang ako!"

Name of the day:

"TIBURCIO"

Pic of the day: MC prom (nakita ko sa friendster ni MJ)

Last days of summer

I've witnessed all this summer!

Review classes
Wala pa akong kilalang batchmate na kasama ko sa Expert schedule na kinuha ko! Hahaha hmmm katipunan...katipunan...so near yet far!

Nakakainis
Argh!!! wala lang inis lang talaga ako...isang araw may ginawa ako... alam mo yun ang tagal na tapos ayun na yung opportunity biglang nauwi sa wala...kainis...hahah pero malay natin kaya ganoon dahil may mga reason na di ko alam...

Mushy
ARGGGGHGHGHGHHH! Hahahha parang gusto ko magsulat ng mushy stuff pero!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH hay grabe....

Feeling ko nagmamadali ako masyado!!! hahahahaha wait...tinatandaan ko lang yng sinabi ni niki...gusto ko may magconfide sa isang kaibigan...pero shit...

Thank you for reading: Senseless ramblings with Seph!

Hmmm that I know that thing but not sure why I deny

Quote of the other day:

"Joseph, wag mo kiss yung girl. Baka mabuntis..." - mama


Maybe...this is the the thing I wanted for a long time...but i'm afraid when this thing will happen...I might isolate my friends...feel ko na may mga na-isolate na ako...parang wala na ako...

Para akong nangboboso gamit ang blog na ito...wala lang...I take a peek on life of others by reading the words, attached with memories, angst, moments of happiness, and all those things. on other's blogs...Sa pagiging mangboboso, ito na lang ang paraan para makita sila muli...

Hmmmm still...sana...pero di nangyari, ayaw talaga ng Diyos. Hahaha pero hmmm...

LSGH featured sa latest issue ng CANDY! Hahaha tngkol sa all-boys school yng atricle! Featured ang batch namin sa mga pix.

Quote of the day:
"Madaling maging tao, mahirap magpakatao"

Kaleidoscope

Kaleidoscope
The boy shook the kaleidoscope. He took a peek again and saw random shapes forming unspeakable plastic beauty multiplied by mirrors.

Oh baby that's the word: Puberty
Dumating si pinsan from their province. Mabuti nanood ako ng PBB teen edition para may mapagusapan kami ng pinsan ko...

Bakit ganoon...talagang ayaw or nagkulang lang ako?

Gusto ko ng kaleidoscope...nakakainspire yung word na ito.

Senseless rambling
I put down the cards, hands on my pocket...She's the dame
Yeah... but dupapapa no no, you can't have her...
Uh-huh, she seems the right girl for you boy...
Don't let your eyes betray you...
Don't be a fool like your folks who have forgotten each other...
Laugh now for it's funny but no no, you can't have her...
She told her name to every boy she met...
Oh baby she's the queen of spades still you betta lure your heart out of her stare...
Uh-huh, digging her lips for the first time...nah-nah you're a goner for sure

pic of the day: mr. dino and red boy

Sino ba siya?

Fati! Sino si Soxy Topacio?

A Moment with: Soxy Topacio

Unang pumasok sa aking sistema ang mahiwagang pangalan na yan noong 2nd year. Si keith musngi biglang tinawag akong soxy... sabi ko: Sinong soxy?

"si soxy topacio, yng matabang bakla, tabloid writer yata..." sagot niya.

Tapos bigla niyang ginaya si soxy topacio, sumasayaw na parang may malaking tiyan.

Ever since yun ang tawag niya sa akin... soxy.

Noong holy week, ang soxy topacio ay nakita ko sa isang pelikula, ang "Tatlo, Dalawa, Isa". Isa syang addict na dumadaan sa isang rehab kasama ang bidang si Jay Ilagan. May eksena doon na tumatak sa aking isipan...

Ang eksena ay nasa isang session ng "Fraternal Correction" ang mga patient ng rehab... turn na ng isang taga rehab para sabihin ang sasaloobin niya kay soxy topacio...

"Bakit ka ba nakatingin sa akin araw-araw.....(basta mura siya ng mura)"

Sagot ni soxy topacio, nahihiya pa siya: "Hindi, kasi naiingit ako sa katawan mo..."

"Bakit nman? anong masama sa pagiging maitim at mataba ha? Bakit ha!? ha!? ha!?"

Biglang may humirit, si Bembol Rocco, ng: "Bakit? Bakla ka ba!?"

Medyo tinamaan si Soxy Topacio pero hindi niya pinahalata...

Soxy: (natawa pa siya ng kuonti kahit seryoso ang sitwasyon cguro kasi ninerbyos)

"Bakit ka natawa?" tanong ng isa na naka aviator.

Soxy: "Kasi bago ako pumasok dto ...yng sinabi ni.... ganun ako..."

"Bakla ka?" diin na sinabi ng isa.

"Bakit mo sinisikreto sa amin yan ha?" diniin pa ng isa.

"Kasi...baka...kasi...nakakahiya...na maging..." sagot ni soxy.

"Kinakakahiya mo maging BAKLA!" sigaw ng isa.

Tapos sunod sunod ng nagsigawan ang mga ka-group session ni soxy ang salitang: "BAKLA"

"BAKLA!"

"BAKLA!"

"BAKLA!"

Naiiyak na si soxy, naawa si jay ilagan...

Tapos yun humagulgol na si soxy.... Yng lider ng session pinatigil niya yng iba at pinuntahan si soxy at niyakap...

WOW...yan si soxy... pero ang layo ahem...

Si soxy ay isang batikang director....mas kilala siya sa larangan ng teatro. Siya ay isang stage actor at lumalabas sa TV at pelikula!

Filmography

Actor
1. "Bahay mo ba 'to"
- Kasal-Kasalan (2005) TV Episode (as Soxie Topacio)
2. Big Time (2005) .... Victim
3. Funeraria Toti, La (2005)
4. Magtoning muna tayo (1981)
5. High School Circa '65 (1979)
6. Tsimay at ang tambay, Ang (1977)
7. Hiwaga ng pag-asa, Mga (????) (as Socrates Topacio)

Director
1. Puso 3- (2006)

Hahaha wala lang!!

Pic of the day: That Cueshe guy (dahil ang hinhin niya)

Anton in Studio 23!

Anton nasa studio 23!! Go lasalista go!!!! Promoting LYC Summer Caravan and sharing the youth's point of view on issues concerning every young Filipino.

Quote of the day: Anton's in Breakfast

"I think the same." - anton, when asked what's his opinion on the issue concerning jeepney prices...

It's been so good since I last saw you

It's been so good since I last saw you...

Stucked in the juxtaposed of emotions and stars, the sky that night was filled with magic, betrayal of minds, lust for something real, young love, the same love that killed romeo and juliet, that hopefully lasts forever, and the very stars I gazed upon that unforgettable Antipolo night.

Everything is different. It is like a cliche of romantic love on every show I watched...but this is something real; body, heart, lust, and love all playing significant roles in which they get tangled at the very fabric of each young soul's existence.

Under a postlight, endless whispers of undying love and commitment were said. Senseless to us, meaningful to them... You and I against the world... Guess what!? New romance... Hopefully it will last. I hate to think that relationships are lessons in life. No relationship is a failure because you learn they say. I refuse to believe...

Nothing happened between us...Enjoying the stars, wishing we may catch a shooting star, and just knowing someone special is beside me, were the moments I kept for myself. Knowing this may never happen again but to cherish something first was definitely unforgettable. Sometimes I regret why I can't share moments of silence and to just wonder in awe what God gave us with people I want to see, laugh, cry, and just talk endlessly.

Her feet were cold as what she told. I look up and saw her face, she was looking on my hand, she noticed my wound from a basketball game I got earlier that day...

Hopes and wishes were said. I caught three shooting stars put them on my pocket and listen for the voice I was talking to.

To enjoy summer is to catch a breather from the expectations of parents, to escape reality...and to reminisce on the past and foresee the future.

Man cannot always get what he wants... I desire, I hate, I miss, I regret... still God's there, my family's there, friends and enemies are there, and yes...this is real.





It's been so good since I last saw you...

Ang Gwapo ni Niki

May ewan na nangyayari sa akin...

Anyhow... Life is pretty fat!

Yeah hahaha food galore sa kamayan...medyo matagal na akong di nabubusog ng ganun...shet ang sama ng feeling...habang nasa banyo na ako kala ko susuka na ako...bad!

Pagkain!!
1. Caldereta
2. Lechon
3. Spinach Na malutong?
4. hmm kanin
5. halo-halo

hmmmm ewan ewan ewan ewan!!!!

Magulo...di ko na alam...bakit kaya ganoon...punyetang mga libro yan at magazines...bakit kailangan ko pa mabasa ang libro na yun...susmaryosep...bakit pa ako napanood ng FLAMES, GIMIK at kng anu-ano pa sa lokal nung bata pa ako!!! Ahhahaha...eto yata nararamdaman ng mga tao sa kabilang bakuran... AAAAAHHHH medyo stalker ako ah... hahhahahah anyway young love you say??? ahahaha no-no-no just deny it... shit, masyadong magawa...can it be just that or aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! Nangyari ito sa isang kilala ko and hmmmm wat a bad experience for him...ang saya nila sa summer tapos nagsawa ng pasukan na...aaahahaha ewan...nakita ko na ang mga pics...siguro hinahanap hanap ko yung naramdaman ko noon...at ngayon...yakap na lang ang unan...at at at hahaha ewan may kausap sa dilim....ahahahah just a summer senseless rambling with joseph erico p. teoxon....

"Wala na si Joseph" - tita becky

Wala na nga ako...

Easter my dear, easter

Ab contest 2006
What a silly new year resolution: ang magkaroon ng abs by the end of the year! At ginawa pa naming contest ng sister ko ito-yes, my sister-ang unang magkaroon ng abs ay panalo!!! Ang babaw pero...hmmm mga pandesal ni joseph tapos lalagyan ng butter or strawberry jam galing sa Baguio...hmmmmmmmmmmmm! (what a daydream yucky :P)

Walang magawa kaya nanood ng local tv.... at ang saya! Mga obra ni Lino Brocka at kung anu-ano pa!!

Tatlo, Dalawa, Isa
Walang magawa kundi humiga at manood ng TV! Isang obramaestra ni Lino Brocka ang aking napanood ang: "Tatlo, Dalawa, Isa". Tatlong istorya tungkol sa iba't-ibang buhay ng Pilipino. Maganda ang pagkakuha ng araw araw ng buhay ng mga Pilipino tulad sa "Hellow Soldier" episode sa movie... Drama...Lukaret....Addict...Pagkabigo....Pagkalinlang...Hilda Koronel?? hahaha! Masaya manood ng Philippine movies!!!

Tinimbang Ka Ngunit Kulang
Entertaining at ma-drama! Starring Christopher De Leon bilang Junior...buhay teenager, young love, barkada, may tatay na playboy(Eddie Garcia-RACHEL!), may girlfriend(hilda koronel) na flirt sa ibang lalake, may lover na kolehiyala, mabait na bata...lumalaki siya sa isang barrio sa nueva ecija na masasama, prejudicial, walang paki sa mga tao na panget, tsismosa, at kung anu-ano pang masamang ugali ng mga Pilipino... nakipagkaibigan siya sa dalawang outcast ng barrio: si Kuala(na may sikreto at dahilan bakit siya naging lukaret) at si Berto(Mario O' Hara), may ketong. At sa pagkakaibigan na ito natagpuan niya ang isang langit kung saan nakakaalis siya sa isang society na sira pero nalaman din ni Junior ang mga sikreto ng nakaraan at ang baho ng barrio... Do not judge a book by its cover..

HIMALA
Wlang Himala!!!!!

Jose Rizal
Lahat ng tinuro ni G. Laurio ay naging...palabas!? Yup, history and the life of Jose Rizal. MAganda ang pagkagawa yng script, lighting, cinematography, costume... Para tlagang nasa panahon ni Rizal ang mga tao noon ay nagsasalita ng kastila at mga mestizo at may mga kastila talaga hindi ng mga ibang Rizal ewan na napapanood ko sa BAYANI(sa BAYANI, ang gumanap kay Rizal ay si Eric Quizon). Cesar Montano bilang Rizal, grabe magaling na aktor...as in sobra...Maganda... May part sa movie, isang pagbibigay pugay sa isang eskwelahan, nagmamarch na sila Rizal Patungo sa Bagumbayan ng nakita niya ang isang gusali at sinabi niya: "Ateneo, kung saan ang aking masasayang taon..." hmmmmmmmmmm baka nga...

Soxy Topacio

HAPPY EASTER!!! ITLOG, ITLOG, ITLOG!!!

chika mo chika ko

What a get-up kahapon for me...black shirt, black chucks, medyo sira-sirang pair of pants, black school belt, and dark green Flying V cap!

Interview kahapon sa Summer Caravan ng LYC, hindi ko alam yng mga pinagsasabi ko. Hindi ko rin nakuha report card ko...ha!

Mi manchi
Mi manchi, this month ko lang siya narinig. Kala ko flavor ng potchi, kala ko rin parang Mojacko...pero hmmm ewan mi manchi...hmmmm hahaha basta para siyang pagkain.

Car?! Where!?
If ever napansin nyo sa First of Summer video ng Urbandub na may finofocus na kotse habang nagdadrag-racing...maybe it's a clue for their next video...

Palm Sunday...

Sa Letrang Q!

This week with him
It was this week, I watched a Lito Lapid action movie on ABC 5...and I enjoyed it.

Another week, walang magawa kundi tumingala sa TV screen at kumain ng Carabeef(siguro galing sa carabao).

So...boring noh? Anyway anytime this month I'm going to watch only one channel for a whole day and the lucky channel will be CINEMA ONE: ang buhay ay parang sine. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Kahapon, masayang magpaLSS na ibang tao kaya yun ang ginawa ko sa sister ko. Kakantahin ko lang ang chorus ng kanta ni Top Suzara(kala ko pangalan ng yoyo) tapos tatapusin lang ng sister ko bigla. Agony...

Tatapusin ko ang Final Fantasy 9...disc 2 pa lang.


Listahan ng Ewan
1. I watch Project Runway and it went into my mind that i want to became a fashion designer.
2. I saw Nasaan Ka Man...tumaas lang balahibo ko sa part na kala ko nagpakita si Jericho(aka Joven) sa mga nanaynanayan niya yun pala si Claudine(aka Pilar) lang ang nakakakita.
3. Sprakatutu means "small bird".
4. I hate Kim Lacson.
5. I love watching Chika shows.
6. I love chismis.
7. I love stargazing hanggang makatulog...how girly.
8. Well-written movies I love seeing again: Before Sunset and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotlessmind.

"Frankly, my dear I don't give a damn"
CHA-CHA. When I was a freshman, Ms. Miranda, social science teacher, told our class PGMA was planning to make the Philippine government into parliamentary. She told us this government would not be suitable for our culture of granting favors. Yeah the attitude of: Nakakahiya naman kay Kompare, umutang ako sa kaniya noon at kailangan ko ito bayaran ng *toooot*!"

CHA-CHA. Many don't like without knowing what is it... Sabi ng isang manang mas gusto niya yung may binonoboto...artista ang habol. Bago sana pumirma o magreact ng over sa CHA-CHA alamin sana kung ano ito at kung makakatulong ito sa ating bansa.


Kisapmata
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata...
hiling ng nakaraan tayo'y kinalimutan.
Hagulgol ng aking utak walang katulad iyong pinakinggan.
Pagsubok ang lahat...bigla namang nawala.
Isang oras nawala ang diyos ni Rizal...Diyos ni Rizal: isang diyos na hindi ganoon kasama para sunugin ang kaluluwa ng mga patay.
Kamatayan sagot sa lahat ng sakit at hirap sa mundo.

Magastos
Ako ay isang magastos na bata. Mahilig lumabas pero ayaw kumain. Bow

uh-huh...

"uh-huh."

"Tell me not to say words i cannot bear to say" - ewan

"uh-huh."

Du-pa-ri-pap-pap-chudaweep-parapapap-buda-peep-bap-bad-a-pap-nah-nah-badap-peep-shuwaree-ap!

"uh-huh."

Gusto ko makakita ng isang movie tungkol sa pagkakapatay ni Ninoy Aquino...yeah pero parang ginaya lang ang JFK movie ni Oliver Stone.

"uh-huh."

Gusto ko magkaroon ng videocam at mapa-ayos na ang bulok naming PC.

"uh-huh."

Gusto ko mag-aral.

"uh-huh."

Gusto ko kumain sa labas kasama ang mga kaibigan.

"uh-huh."


Cheating is bad
"Teox," pabulong sinabi ni Vergel De Dios. "Anong sagot sa 6?"

Renaissance."Ewan ko."

"Anong ewan?" galit na sinabi ni VDD. "Bakit may sinulat ka diyan? Ang labo mo!"

"Teoxy," pabulong na sinabi ni Ponce. "Anong sagot sa 9?"

"[inaudible]"

"ANO?!"

"[inaudible]"

"Pare naman, lakasan mo!"

"[inaudible]"

"Bahala ka...ang baba ng boses mo-[inaudible]-sus."

Cheating is bad...tsk tsk eh kung sa election nga lang ng Pilipinas pa...

Secrets of Sarah Jane

Memory full or memory pool?
Hindi ko malagay ang mga pictures kaya naghahanap ako ng mga pc sa tabi-tabi para maikabit ang digicam! Kung ma-download ko na ang mga pix...it's all glamour and vanity! Oh yeah!

Faster and deeper
Has anyone studied pinoy action films?

Secrets of Sarah Jane: MYX
I hate MYX for rubbing it on their viewers and competition that they were the first "who ROCKED our world" like they "first" introduced pinoy rock. They have mainstreamed many rock bands and for that fact alone they were bragging for ROCKING our lives! It is arrogant, self-loathing, and a childish act. Sure they contributed big time on reviving OPM but first to ROCK, hell no! Uhm maybe MYX, you heard about radio stations??

So what happens if the OPM Rock bubble bursted and everybody went to Hip-Hop and RNB again? It is a big possibility...and then MYX will just brag that they introduced RAP...bullcrap, what a lame attitude.

I have great respect for MYX but the commercial they were showing was a turn off.

Who are they trying to impress? Maybe their ego.

Fumes of Summer Wreck!

Tama si niki
Niki is right. Our main priority is to study. Reap the investment of our parents. Achieve goals and just face reality. Time will test us. Time may beat us but still the desire to achieve and persevere is there.

Grounded
Lately, I have been abusing the freedom my mom gave me. Yeah... I'm not proud of what i have been doing for the past few days; going home past 12, spending money, being a bum.

Yesterday, my mom got mad because I forgot to text her when will i go home. I knew I was dead meat. I came home 3am...my mom said i'm grounded. No more going out and no more retreats(search-in & LYC). Grounded.

I will miss the Search-In Formation Camp...Sayang I love Search-In but I made a big chicken steak mistake!!! I can't go anymore to any trips of LYC in helping children!!!

I was stupid. I was abusive. I was stubborn. I was insensitive. To sum it all I was not a good son and I have made my mom's life a living hell.

Too sweet
Syrup. Sugar. Honey. They're all sweet. Too much of these may kill anybody. It is not healthy. It may ruin our teeth and it is fatenning.

Sweetness hides the undesirable tastes man cannot stand to try.

LYC

Call to arms of shovel and hammer!!!! Go Lasalyano go!!!!

Name that band..

Naming a band is hard! It takes time and effort! To have a band name, the name should be witty, catchy, and (sometimes) a reflection of the band's music or image.

Sleepless and restless, I came up with a list of bandnames for the aspiring bands out there without a name!

1. Jojo Diaz and the Huguenots
2. Karma
3. Sleepyheads
4. Shylock
5. Romanov
6. Burgerhut
7. Betsin
8. Yellow Tocino
9. Sopas
10. Catch The Band
11. Espanya's Best
12. Tolero
13. Boldstar
14. Bandarito
15. Sprakatutu
16. Fushnini
17. Kirimba
18. Melted vase
19. Sponge Cake
20. Electric mouse
21. Celophane
22. Smiling monkeys
23. Machete
24. TYF
25. IOU
26. Heavy Load for Martin
27. Gibraltar
28. Sun of the Rising Mercury
29. Statement Shirts
30. It's Past 7
31. Recess
32. Flying Cow
33. Cancel the way
34. Backspace
35. 13:04
36. 0921
37. Moonies
38. Spam
39. Shidlings
40. Shaun and the Krystals
41. Skyshoots
42. Shooting stars
43. No sugarless
44. Oilers
45. Dina's
46. Danny's
47. Clisters
48. Harlequins
49. Castrated Vienna Sausages
50. Crying Owls
51. Blueberry Muffin Dolls
52. Ken's Bed
53. Pulburon
54. Crackling Yema

Corny but fun...

summer bum

Bum...

Officially ako ay isang bum...

Summer bum...

Kain, tulog, nood TV, kain, Internet surfing, tulog...sa bahay, buhay baboy

Walang magawa kaya labas lang ng labas...ginagabi sa pag-uwi, gastos diyan, gastos dun...ayoko ko na...

Kelan pa ba? Bukas? Mamaya? Next century?

Tama, naging summer bum na ako...

Ayoko na...sawa na ako...gusto ko na lumaya...

extimox

Kalimutan ko muna ang tinuro ni Ginoong Laurio sa paggawa ng susulatin tungkol sa kasalanan!

Fati

And yeah here she is fati! Fatim!? Potchi...Hahaha talented, as in sobra, dahil sa mga kanta, acting, photo, video making...hahaha ang dami noh?? Saan niya nakukuha ang lakas? Hmmm maybe good karma! Anyway hindi ko pa talaga napasalamatan si Fati sa pagtatiyaga niya nagmagreply sa kakatxt galore ko at hindi pa ako nagsorry sa kakakengkoyan na pinaggagawa ko at sa mga ewan na punong-puno ng kaelklatan. Uhm yes...fati has a beautiful smile! hahaha yah da dimples and smile, smile, smile... Di ko siya nakita na sumimangot...at ayoko makita dahil ewan. Hmmmm hahaha ang galing galing...Nakailang reco letter na ako sa kanya and every word i mean it di ko lang masabi ng diretsahan pero hahaha may papel at ballpen kaya yun. Alam ko na hmmmm may kasalanan ako...kasi ang kasalanan ko ay may halong pagsisisi na sobrang ewan...minsan natutulala na lang ako...oh my may sayad yata ako. Minsan na lang kami magusap or ym or txt kasi kasalanan ko rin dahil sobrang nahihiya na ako...yah sa sobrang kapal ng mukha ko sumayaw sa dancefloor ng mga pinuntahang kong events tulad ng mga party...nahihiya ako. Yeah napakaloser! Wah! Nasabi ko na yng smile? And ang sarap kakwentuhan, no dull moments dahil sa kaniya. Tandaan ko pa nung pinagdisketahan namin ang KAMAO at at at at...Think its cliche? ha...cliche na kung cliche kung ganun talaga ang isang kaibigan...At ito na sobra akong na wow kay Fati ay dahil napasa niya ang ATENEO! Yes, tama, ang school na may malaking ibon na kala ko nung bata pa ako ay sabungan! Honestly, naging siyang motivation sa akin para magexcel sa academics, sa awa nman ng Diyos wala namang bagsak! I'm proud for her...sobra...I mean yung ginawa niya ay achievement na mismo! Nung nakuha namin yng EXPERTS na brochure hinanap ko name ni fati and wow...pinagyabang ko pa sa mga katabi ko na kaibigan ko toh! Kung nasabi ko lang sa kaniya...nothing will happen pero...Hahaha Yes she's Fatima...and she's d best...at siya palagi yng maalala ko kapag toy r us na ang dreamscape! hahaha labo...pero may mas malabo pa...ang mata ni Ray Charles at ni stevie wonder!

alex

Si alex ang babaeng diyosa sa kanila, balita ko dami niyang fans sa don bosco! Minsan tatahimik, minsan woah! Paano ba kami nagkakilala? Aha dahil sa isang dinosaur, itong dinosaur na ito ay ewan! Hahahaha and yeah she's always there sa Proj. 3! Hahaha dalawang tricycle ayun na sa bahay niya! Hahaha diretsahan niya sinabi sa akin na torpe ako. Waw... hahaha and alex is a friend na gagawin lahat para lang sa isang kaibigan. Yah...tanda ko pa yun...Ay naku kung alam lang ni alex na isang gabi bago kami lumabas, nanaginip ako at si alex ay naandun. Alam ko na premonition na yun...bigla akong nagising at tiningnan ang cellphone ko...nagtxt si fati na di tuloy ang lakad dahil nagkasakit si alex...So yun, naniniwala ako sa premonition na yan isang halimbawa nga ay si Alex! hahaha to be honest ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng kaibigan tulad ni alex, as in kahit maliliit na bagay na sinasabihan niya ako, na dapat walang hiya hiya na or mga bagay bagay na ginagawa niya, as in ang laking bagay na sa akin yun... hindi ko talaga makakalimutan and sa mga bagay na yun hindi ko magawa si Alex pa tlaga ang gagawa na kng ano-ano.......Si Alex talaga.

These two friends of Joseph will always be a part of him...they won't be memories of the past that he'll going to tell but they'll be his friends...

Hope you don't find this mushy or anything because this is a tribute... :D

Di ko alam bakit nagkaganito-ganito ang buhay...may purpose ang lahat...di ko lang ma-take ang walang hanggang kasalanan na mas malala pa sa lahat ng kasalanan: ang walang ginagawa!

First of Summer

Joseph, kung ikaw lang ay naging babae, siguro ikaw ay isang p*k p*k. The actual words my mom had said about me.

Vainsanity
Can this be a beginning of Marlon's party career? Vainsanity, a batch party organized by Marlon and SPAS(Sexy Princesses and Sluts), was a success.

I heard from Cj Maloles that it was wild and fun. He said he was shocked "na naghahalikan sila". One thing that happened raw according to Cj was all the SPAS went inside a room "at magpapalit sila". Hmmmmmmmm...


This all happened within 24 hours... March 22-23

Kapitolyo's very own Tippy

Tippy celebrated her 17th birthday on a house, on a tricycle, on the street of Ortigas, on ice, on Marlon's mansion...literally everywhere!

I went to Philip's place and Mike was already there. Sabay sabay na kami pumunta sa Kapitolyo where Tippy lives. Kasalanan ni Mike na pinuntahan namin ang house ni Tippy, hindi naman dapat dahil sa house ng tita niya. Wla na ang transpo ni Philip, nawala kami sa napakalaking lugar ng Kapitolyo. Naiwan ko pa bag ko sa car ni Philip. Nagtrike kami papunta sa house ng tita niya pero pagbaba namin hindi pa namin mahanap. Lakad ng lakad ng lakad kami hanggang pinagpapawisan na kami, nagdecide kaming magtrike ulit. Wala pang ten seconds, andun na kami sa bahay ng tita ni tippy.

Pagdating namin, si Aaron ay nagluluto ng chicken steak with mushroom sauce! Haha dumating na rin sila lap and mga kabarkada ni tippy. Haha ang dami kong nakilala, mga familiar faces na di ko kilala, mom and tita ni tippy, kapatid ni tippy and lourdes friends...grabe ang dami. Dumating na rin sila Tippy tapos sila Agie, Tala, at Aset. Kami naman nila Mike, Philip, at Aaron ay nagpahinga at ginamit ng todo-todo ang 29K pesos na camera ni Philip. Pinabayaan muna namin sila Tippy para magsaya. Uhm actually nahihiya lang kami dahil apat lang kaming lalake tapos sila woah...

Kumain na rin kami at ang sarap ng handa. Masarap naman yung niluto ni Aaron pero ang layo ng itsura sa tinuro ni Mr. Nicdao. Sunog sunog...haha sorry aaron pero sabi nga ni Mike "masarap ang sunog". Yung dinala ko na Butterscotch na gawa ng mom ko ay masarap according sa mom ni tippy. Wow haha thank you.

Pagkatapos kumain, kinabit nila ang Magic Singalong (www.enter-tech.com). Magaling si aaron dito as in wlang hiya ang pagkanta. Ako naman...ang sama di ako makasabay sa beat. Sumakit ng kuonti ang tiyan ko dahil sa red wine. Hmmm tama nga si Lap, wag ako uminom bka mangati ako, allergy na namana sa Mom ko. Dapat may presentation at sumayaw nga ang iba. Si Mike ay tinuruan pa ni Agie, dating kinakatakutan ni Mike, sumayaw ng moves na woah...kung-babae-ka-lang-kaya-mo-ito-gawin-dance moves. Nahiya pa sila aaron at naglaro ng billiards. May number ako kaya sinayaw ko na... Shattered Dreams! Kung may Madonna nga lang pwede ko na gawin yng tinuro sa circle 134! hahaha! Nang sumasayaw na ako sumali na si Aaron! Ang galing talaga ni Aaron! Hahaha showstopper!!!

Hahaha! Ewan ko pero palaging masikip sa inuupuan ko noon sa birthday ni Tippy. Yup, si Lap ay nasa party. Wow, pinagdisketahan ng mga kaibigan ni Lap yng pic niya. Nakataas kasi yng big toe niya hmmm tapos yng background walang katulad...scotch-taped at tie-dyed!! Napagplanuhan na mag ice skating sa MegaMall. Hahaha nakakita na ba kayo ng limang babae sa isang tricycle? Hahaha yun ang nakita ko!!! Sumakay kami sa tricycle papuntang MegaMall. Nag-ice skating kami and first time ko.... (flashback: shit! sayang noon!) haha yun ilang hulog at dapa... natuto na rin!

Natapos din ang lahat sa Mcdo ng St. Francis Square! Wow... naguwian na ang iba...natira na lang sila tippy pero di pa tapos ang gabi namin nila mike, aaron at philip dahil may class party pa kami kila Marlon. Ininvite nila Aaron sila Tippy. Pero para sa akin...medyo hindi naisip nila na sobrang hassle kila tippy dahil gabing gabi na and wala namang transpo taxi lang naman kami. Kinausap ko si Philip tungkol dito na nakakahiya kila tippy. Dapat sasama si Lap pero nagtxt mom niya na umuwi na sya... mabuti naman kasi nakakahiya.

3G party!

Late na kami nakarating sa party pero ok pa rin. Pagdating namin smoking galore ang 3G! Yup...teenage smoking is bad! Takbo agad ako sa loob ng mansion ni Marlon at yun ang 3G nagiinuman at seryoso sa Poker!!! Ang saya ng feeling na ganito, makikita mo ang mga kaibigan, kaaway at mga ka-goodvibes na wala sila sa kanilang uniform...mga teenager lang ang lahat! Walang manga pa-cool at kung anu-ano! Aaminin ko astig ang fashion ng 3G!

May videoke, mga gay magazine, TV na nagoverheat na naging 3D glasses ang kailangan para makanood, may boy bawang, may turon(favorite), may gin pomelo, may tequilla, may ice, may fin, may shot glasses, may aso, may pusa, may... hahaha ang dami!!!

Sa sobrang bangag ng class, nakuha pa naming magstrip taguan! Taguan siya na kapag nahanap ka kailangan mag strip...what a fun and stupid game! Grabe ang transformation ko...from boy next door porma na naging karpinetro look! Ay grabe swear hindi ako naglasing...tlagang bogsa lang talaga ako dahil sa sobrang hyper! hahaha dis one's for you niki!!!

Nalasing si Aaron at sila Tippy dahil naman pinupod sila ng mga drinks! Sorry tippy and tala...Haha hmmm si LA talaga sayang daw sabi ni Tippy! hahaha anyway may kiss naman cguro sila! Late na umalis sila Tippy and nagaalala si Lap ng sobra kaya yun hindi siya makatulog. Sinamahan nila aaron at didik, na sobrang proud ako na napakagentleman at tunay na searc-in bro ko, sila Tippy pauwi. Nagkaroon nga ng conflict kila Vic and Aaron, actually medyo over lang si Aaron, mabuti na-settle ng maayos dahil kay Didik!

Kinalimutan ko muna ang mga problema at nagpakasaya sa ilalim ng buwan at mga tala... Salamat 3G! Salamat kay Niki dahil kung wala siya nung start ng skul year walang tatawa sa mga jokes ko at hindi ako naging mainstream(haha parang banda). Salamat kay Marlon for the venue haha sa pagiging open! Salamat kay LA dahil siya ang muse namin. Salamat kay Jaime kahit wala siya. Salamat kay Vic dahil nakauwi ako. Salamat kay Aaron, Mike at Philip dahil sa woagh! Salamat kay jeric and the basketball team dahil nakatikim na rin ako ng championship sa buhay! Salamat mga search-in bro's ko sa 3g! Salamat kay Dae for the glasses! Salamat... kita kits muli 3G!

Nakauwi naman ako pero personally gusto ko matulog sa couch at huling marinig ko ang mga halakhak, kantahan, at kulitan bago ako makatulog....

tapos next day Miriam prom...susmaryosep.

CONGRATULATIONS SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO SA SHS! GRADUATE NA SILA!! YIHEEE!!! FATI! GEC! ALEX! KI! IZELL! atbp!!!! wuhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

SUMMER...walang pasok...walang tulugan...walang problema....