tapat.

Ang puso pagnabasag masakit. Mga matatalim na bubog susugat sa iyong kamay na gustong pulutin ang mga pwede pang ipagdikit.

Pero di ko alam.

Wala yata akong puso. Di ko talaga alam. Anong babasagin kng wala namang mabasag?

Di ko alam. Di ko alam...

upset?

oo, medyo...
i don't know.

+/-

I had a dream. I was on Anonas. I was having a drink with faceless people along the sidewalk in front of Hightop Anonas branch. Fluorescent lamps kept the night glowing; blurred by weary eyes of mine. I saw someone walking towards our group.

The person's face was familiar. I greeted her. We talked. Kamustahan. Tawanan. But superficial things. During our conversation, she told me she already has a job. Late shifts. Customer service maybe. Superficial stuffs. We said our good byes. I hesitated to give her a peck because of the smell of alcohol. I kissed her cheeks. She smiled. I gave my best smile. I was happy for her. Alone and maybe waiting for another pitstop with her, I woke up.

The lamps were still on. Blurred. Glowing.

It was 330am. She texted me. I fell asleep.

malamig at di alam kung bakit...

Siguro kung naglalaro pa rin kami ngayon...ako yung guguho.

mga angulo

may mga angulo na...

pero tulad ng buhay, may iba't ibang angulo...

trining. pollux. pegasus.

i've been waiting

next time.

i don't but...

give up?

kung ganito lang ako palagi at...magulo ang kanyang isipan...

di ko alam...

ewan.

Hanggang mahulog ang mga tala.

it is easy to be free from all responsibilities.

Nagpapakulo ng sopas.

"oo nagaaway din kami." - Robert

"di maiiwasan. maliit na bagay. mababaw minsan. pointless and meaningless." - Anne

She gingerly nibbles her nail. Sips her coffee. Her lipstick smudges on the cup. She looks at her. Smiles. Her straight teeth. Her sad eyes. Coffee stained tissue napkin. Leftover oreo cheese cake. - starbucks.

Bakit lahat ng babaeng na iinlove ako puro naguumpisa sa letrang Z ang kanilang pangalan?
Si Zoraida.Si Zaturna. Si Zosimo.

A fragment of reality
The mother clutches on her daughter's pillow. She feels empty. Her hair is messed up. Her eyes, tired of crying, tells the gravity of her mourning.

"Kakagaling ko lang sa simbahan. Nagdasal para sa masayang Pasko na paparating. Ikaw ang natagpuan, nakahandusay, wala ng buhay." - Salamat.

Wigs

I'll bleach my hair
so you won't forget me.

Yey!

1. watchmen graphic novel
2. ateneo lanyard
3. ateneo t-shirt
4. e-heads anthology part 2
5. photoshop/lay-outing skill
6. calculus skills
7. megaman t-shirt

yun lang naman. superficial things. the thought matters. haha!

bastos ang tadhana

I believe that there is an instance in our lives that we want to go missing.

Famous people did it. Why not tayo!

Elvis
Amelia Earhart
Agatha Christie
Joc Joc Bolante
Garci

Boy: If...you know...nawala na tayo...maala pa ba tayo?
Girl: Siguro kung maawa sila sa atin.
Boy: Maawa saan?
Girl: Because of pity...Deep inside they know we like attention. So they'll just spare us some space sa utak nila.
Boy: We'll be just their memory?
Girl: Malamang.
Boy: A footnote in history.
Girl: Footnote amputa.
Boy: Tama lang naman yng analogy ko ah.
Girl: Mali kaya. Footnotes are meant to be significant.
Boy: So di talaga natin kaya maging significant?
Girl: Exactly.
Boy: Putcha. Eh bakit pa ba natin gagawin 'to?
Girl: Ewan ko.
Boy: Sabaw.
Girl: Oy. Wala ng bukas alam mo ba?
Boy: yeah.
Girl: So?
Boy: ...So? Di ko alam bigla. I'm having second thoughts.
Girl: Second thoughts. Nakakaasar.
Boy: Bakit naman?
Girl: Ikaw yung nagyaya tapos...
Boy: Alam mo kasi birds go with the same feathers.
Girl: Puta. Maling mali yun ah.
Boy: Ayun.
Girl: Changing topic.
Boy: Okay. Wait bigyan mo ako ng oras.
Girl: Wala ng oras.
Boy: Ha!
Girl: Basta ayoko na dito.
Boy: Awa lang pala noh?
Girl: Oo, awa. Sinasabi ko na sa iyo.
Boy: Ma-mimiss ko sya.
Girl: Kaya ba nagaalinlangan?
Boy: Medyo.
Girl: Akala ko tatagal din kami nung sa akin. Pero...
Boy: Bakit ganun ang relationships?
Girl: ?
Boy: I mean uhm...we enjoy everything in a relationship. She will be your inspiration. She will be your love. Your confidant. Your lover. Your bestfriend. You invest a lot of faith and trust, then both of you will find out that you're not compatible. Tanga natin.
Girl: Maybe may feeling ng regret after a relationship, tipong nalugi ka. Remorse maybe the right word.
Boy: Tama...Tama. Yung feeling na sana siya na lang sana during that time na kayo nung girlfriend or boyfriend mo.
Girl: No, not that. Masyadong selfish naman yun.
Boy: Ganon?
Girl: Oo.
Boy: Basta.
Girl: Ewan ko sa iyo.