Ayoko na magkwento.

gagawa ako ng pelikula na ang title ay

A week with Sunny.

and this thought of kableesh will end.

bahala na hahahaha!

Ano ba ang hinahanap ko?

It starts with myself.
Then other people (family, friends, lovers; yes all the labels)
Then you give value to them. More for her. Less for her. More for him. Less for him.

Sometimes ayaw talaga. Kahit anong pilit ayaw talaga. Di handa or wala lang. Wag muna.

Ayaw ibigay. Di mo matanggap.

Ok story.

Ok uhm...hmmm.

everything is fine.

I'm addressing this entry to whom it may concern.

So eto...

Mas malala pa sa violation report ko nung grade school ang mga nangyari sa mga nakalipas na dalawang linggo. Two weeks of not knowing your status in life. Two weeks of desolation. Two weeks of dying of regrets and guilts.

Yes, with the help of my closest friends...I'm recovering from an academic setback that will change my life in Ateneo forever.

I hate it. I hate this!!

Sorry ranting na ito.

A friend of mine: Kailangan mahalin ang course.

Tama.

Ok.

First. I'll miss my blockmates. My barkada in comtech. My friends. One of the main reasons why I want to go to school every single day. Na iimagine ko na di ako magpupuyat kasama mga blockmates ko. Di nako magsusuot ng formal attire during marketing presentations (even though i choke every presentation in front of my block). Di nako makakasomba kasama si jackie. Di nako matututo magedit ng premiere o magphotoshop. Di nako makakapili ng track. Di nako magkakaroon ng LS class. and nasabi ko na di nako comtech? :(

Second. THE COURSE! I like my course. Yun lang at walang ng iba.

Third. Ugh...

nakakalungkot...

yet di pa tapos ang lahat. di pa katapusan ng mundo. whew...

My only post till everything is fine.

those with wounded knees are the ones
who reach the top
and get to stay there.

Wala ng tama

Shit.