Sunday, December 28, 2008

tapat.

Ang puso pagnabasag masakit. Mga matatalim na bubog susugat sa iyong kamay na gustong pulutin ang mga pwede pang ipagdikit.

Pero di ko alam.

Wala yata akong puso. Di ko talaga alam. Anong babasagin kng wala namang mabasag?

Di ko alam. Di ko alam...

Friday, December 26, 2008

upset?

oo, medyo...
i don't know.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

+/-

I had a dream. I was on Anonas. I was having a drink with faceless people along the sidewalk in front of Hightop Anonas branch. Fluorescent lamps kept the night glowing; blurred by weary eyes of mine. I saw someone walking towards our group.

The person's face was familiar. I greeted her. We talked. Kamustahan. Tawanan. But superficial things. During our conversation, she told me she already has a job. Late shifts. Customer service maybe. Superficial stuffs. We said our good byes. I hesitated to give her a peck because of the smell of alcohol. I kissed her cheeks. She smiled. I gave my best smile. I was happy for her. Alone and maybe waiting for another pitstop with her, I woke up.

The lamps were still on. Blurred. Glowing.

It was 330am. She texted me. I fell asleep.

malamig at di alam kung bakit...

Siguro kung naglalaro pa rin kami ngayon...ako yung guguho.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

mga angulo

may mga angulo na...

pero tulad ng buhay, may iba't ibang angulo...

trining. pollux. pegasus.

i've been waiting

next time.

Friday, December 19, 2008

i don't but...

give up?

kung ganito lang ako palagi at...magulo ang kanyang isipan...

di ko alam...

ewan.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Hanggang mahulog ang mga tala.

it is easy to be free from all responsibilities.

Nagpapakulo ng sopas.

"oo nagaaway din kami." - Robert

"di maiiwasan. maliit na bagay. mababaw minsan. pointless and meaningless." - Anne

She gingerly nibbles her nail. Sips her coffee. Her lipstick smudges on the cup. She looks at her. Smiles. Her straight teeth. Her sad eyes. Coffee stained tissue napkin. Leftover oreo cheese cake. - starbucks.

Bakit lahat ng babaeng na iinlove ako puro naguumpisa sa letrang Z ang kanilang pangalan?
Si Zoraida.Si Zaturna. Si Zosimo.

A fragment of reality
The mother clutches on her daughter's pillow. She feels empty. Her hair is messed up. Her eyes, tired of crying, tells the gravity of her mourning.

"Kakagaling ko lang sa simbahan. Nagdasal para sa masayang Pasko na paparating. Ikaw ang natagpuan, nakahandusay, wala ng buhay." - Salamat.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Wigs

I'll bleach my hair
so you won't forget me.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Yey!

1. watchmen graphic novel
2. ateneo lanyard
3. ateneo t-shirt
4. e-heads anthology part 2
5. photoshop/lay-outing skill
6. calculus skills
7. megaman t-shirt

yun lang naman. superficial things. the thought matters. haha!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

bastos ang tadhana

I believe that there is an instance in our lives that we want to go missing.

Famous people did it. Why not tayo!

Elvis
Amelia Earhart
Agatha Christie
Joc Joc Bolante
Garci

Boy: If...you know...nawala na tayo...maala pa ba tayo?
Girl: Siguro kung maawa sila sa atin.
Boy: Maawa saan?
Girl: Because of pity...Deep inside they know we like attention. So they'll just spare us some space sa utak nila.
Boy: We'll be just their memory?
Girl: Malamang.
Boy: A footnote in history.
Girl: Footnote amputa.
Boy: Tama lang naman yng analogy ko ah.
Girl: Mali kaya. Footnotes are meant to be significant.
Boy: So di talaga natin kaya maging significant?
Girl: Exactly.
Boy: Putcha. Eh bakit pa ba natin gagawin 'to?
Girl: Ewan ko.
Boy: Sabaw.
Girl: Oy. Wala ng bukas alam mo ba?
Boy: yeah.
Girl: So?
Boy: ...So? Di ko alam bigla. I'm having second thoughts.
Girl: Second thoughts. Nakakaasar.
Boy: Bakit naman?
Girl: Ikaw yung nagyaya tapos...
Boy: Alam mo kasi birds go with the same feathers.
Girl: Puta. Maling mali yun ah.
Boy: Ayun.
Girl: Changing topic.
Boy: Okay. Wait bigyan mo ako ng oras.
Girl: Wala ng oras.
Boy: Ha!
Girl: Basta ayoko na dito.
Boy: Awa lang pala noh?
Girl: Oo, awa. Sinasabi ko na sa iyo.
Boy: Ma-mimiss ko sya.
Girl: Kaya ba nagaalinlangan?
Boy: Medyo.
Girl: Akala ko tatagal din kami nung sa akin. Pero...
Boy: Bakit ganun ang relationships?
Girl: ?
Boy: I mean uhm...we enjoy everything in a relationship. She will be your inspiration. She will be your love. Your confidant. Your lover. Your bestfriend. You invest a lot of faith and trust, then both of you will find out that you're not compatible. Tanga natin.
Girl: Maybe may feeling ng regret after a relationship, tipong nalugi ka. Remorse maybe the right word.
Boy: Tama...Tama. Yung feeling na sana siya na lang sana during that time na kayo nung girlfriend or boyfriend mo.
Girl: No, not that. Masyadong selfish naman yun.
Boy: Ganon?
Girl: Oo.
Boy: Basta.
Girl: Ewan ko sa iyo.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

one more chance to relieve the days

Standing on a hill that was once my school.

Iibigin ka hanggang mamatay ang araw at buwan.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

a fight for nothing

Tatawanan na lang natin ang lahat ng nangyari sa ating buhay pagtanda natin tulad ng:

unrequited love: boy likes girl. boy cares for girl. girl does nothing. girl ignores boy. boy feels there is something between him and girl. girl thinks there is nothing.

well, tatawa na lang tayo hanggang maiyak tayo sa tuwa, then sa lungkot na naalala natin yun.

"wasting time on a saturday night, pondering little moments, mostly composed of grammatical errors, incompletes sentences, and wrong spellling...wrong."

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Kelan tayo tatanda?

kelan pa kaya tayo tatanda?

Is it when you achieve a certain age?

Is it when you talk like adults; tipong having a facade that covers the ignorance?

Is it killing the child within?

Hahaha! Kelan pa...kelan pa...

Maturity, age, freedom, jobs, money, love, death....

"Relationships are detours." - an excuse to polygamy

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sexy Sky

We only love once.

After losing love's grasp, we'll be looking for distractions just to ease the pain.

We'll have husbands and wives yet they're just substitutes of lost love.

Yes we only love once.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Liquid paper ang katapat sa dungis ng buhay

Bago magumpisa ang paborito nating cartoon tuwing sabado nung huling dekada, magtiis muna tayo ng misa sa TV na ginaganap sa sa Mega Mall, pagkatapos maaliw sa Chinese opera.

Riddles stream from your smile.
Confused. Am i feeling the same?
Adored. Glances and forty winks.
Patay na patay sa iyo.
Naliligaw sa aking nararamdaman.
Moonbeams to guide me into your heart.
Let's kiss the moment, put down your smile.

Gusto
Sa bingit ng kahihiyan, ayaw ko tumigin sa iyong mga mata.
Mabagal at walang ginagawa nahuli mo akong tumitingin.
Nakakahiya. Nakakaluha. Naliligaw. Nangliligaw.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Dekada Cinemanila

Walang magawa sa bahay? Manood na ng Dekada Cinemanila!

150Php ticket price!
100Php naman pag estudyante! Show your school ID! (parang jeep lang ah)

I find these two films interesting...

I'm A Cyborg But That's Ok (Chan-Wook Park)



A girl who thinks she is a combat cyborg checks into a mental hospital, where she encounters other psychotics. Eventually, she falls for a man who thinks he can steal people's souls.
- IMDb

Cool title. Cool poster. Hanggang dun lang ba yan? Tingnan natin!


Saturday, October 25
Cinema 4
6:30pm I'm A Cyborg But That's Ok (105 mins.)

Sunday, October 26
Cinema 4
12:30pm I’m A Cyborg but That’s OK (105 mins.) Korea

Wednesday, October 29
Cinema 3
5:00pm I’m a Cyborg But That's OK (Korea) – 105 mins.

PVC 1 (Spiros Stathoulopoulos)


A woman and her family became the victims of an unusual act of terrorism. Unable to pay a ransom, the mother of three is turned into a human time bomb and is now trapped in a physical and mental circumstance from which she and her family try to break free.
- IFC

One shot lang ito! Full 90 minutes! No cuts!

Wednesday, October 29
Cinema 2
4:00 PVC 1 (Colombia) – 85 mins.

*schedules of screening c/o Dekada Cinemanila

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Dehado kung dehado

and one of the most disturbing video ever.

David Archuleta is having a crush.
Clay Aiken is a daddy.
Nobody knows who is who.
Rico Maihoffer admires Sarah Geronimo.
Where's my Goldbar?
Jai Reyes in slow motion.


Saturday, October 18, 2008

Tatahimik na lang at titiklop

Bawat sandali...

Despite the miracle that happened miles away from me, I gaze at your unsettling eyes; hungry for you to take notice of me.

Sa isang classroom puno ng arm chairs tadtad ng ari ng lalake, lumingon ako sa aking likuran para matiyak ang nasulyapan. Isang babaeng palayo sa dalampasigan, sabi ni Joseph. Di na ako nagtaka kunwari pa walang napansin.

Ba't ba tayo gutom sa katotohanan? Minsan di na kailangan mag-isip. Minsan di mo naman kailangan patunayan. Minsan di mo na kailangan malaman.

Isang babala: Jonas is making Karol shine! Oh baby! Oh baby!

Ah.....its ok to be envious because you know they listened to Him. :)