Spending my days with you...

Hindi ko alam...

Nakangiti ako habang tinatype ko 'tong entry...

Bliss, a state of extreme happiness.

Sa dilim tayo magtago, kung saan ang alab ng nilalaman ay pwedeng pakawalan. Ibuga na ang tamis na walang katulad sa aking pisngi. Hawakan mo na ang di maabot na langit...

Sa dilim kung saan ang libangan ng puso, walang humpay na saya aking nadarama. Kasama ang alab ng aking puso, gusto kong isigaw ang pag-ibig na walang katulad...

Sobrang saya ng araw... Alapaap nga...

F*ck

The Departed

Leonardo Di Caprio stars in The Departed. He is an undercover cop who went inside the underbelly of Boston, the Mob. Matt Damon meanwhile is a rat among the police force. He is planted by Jack Nicholson as his informant. Matt and Leonardo struggles to survive and retain what is left behind of their identities.

Violent. Witty dialogues. All-star cast. What can you ask for? The movie delivered a masterpiece from the east and made it a classic american juxtapose of superb acting and storytelling. Jack Nicholson's portrayal of a sick and dark crime boss is no suprise. He delivered it smoothly. All I can say is wow... as in naglalaway ako sa sinehan.

Why am I laughing while watching this movie? Hmmmm hahahaha...

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Shit... Kelan pa ba ako makakabawi..

LOCK - IN

The light....


LOCK - IN
What: LYC event
When: Oct. 21 - 22, 2007 8pm - 6am!
Where: LSGH, St. Benilde Gym

A make or break event of LYC, Lock - In empowered the one lasalle vision in the Philippines. It was a night of music, fashion, friendship, and that distinctly unmatchable LSGH's signature enthusiasm!!!

We, the LSGH boys, are no match if we're talking about the level of enthusiasm and zeal for the event! Walang hiyaan kasi naman turf namin ang St. Benilde Gym!

Kundirana's the best! Hahaha we were super hyper when they performed. The stage was small so their choreography wasn't that good...but in fairness I got chills when they sang! College girls from antipolo were screaming out loud because of Aaron, a mestizo Kundirana. Hahah unforgettable was the YMCA routine! GH boys were standing up and singing with actions yng Y-M-C-A!!! hahahah fun!

Fashion Show! Oh my my my! The beautiful stars landed on the catwalk and showed their booty! Hahaha L.A. and Justin Quirino were GH models so everytime they came out, the GH boys would be chanting! On LA, the chant was an 'Ole-Ole-Ole' from soccer games but instead of Ole it was 'L.A.-L.A.-L.A.'! The chant for Justin was "Mcdonalds!" because he starred in a Mcdo commercial!

I met old friends from the formation camp I attended last December. Everybody changed. I met new friends like Hannah, Christine, GH juniors and many many Lasallians.

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pics courtesy of corals

Last weekend

Search-In retreat went well. Unforgettable as always, the retreat revealed a different side of me...

I will miss Search-In... Singing my heart out loud even if sintunado or can't reach high keys of Sandi Patti or MYMP or Wency Cornejo... I will miss the awe-struck reaction of retreatants... I will miss the endless tales of being busted by Pao Alvarez... I will miss laughtrips with Migs Palispis... I will miss the lowest and highest points of Search-In...

As Louie A. said: "Search-In is a slice of heaven..."


Busy Busy Week
-Modification of our event proposal on Kabihasnan Fair
-LYC Lock-In
-Filipino Dialogue
-Money!

This weekend
-Wala na naman ako sa bahay...

Buti ka pa

Buti ka pa
Mahilig tayo humiwalay sa katotohanan. Maraming guni guni na magkakatuluyan pa. Mga nanaginip ng gising sa mundong ibabaw, kala'y ang lahat ay makukulay na anino gumagala sa isipan.

Buti ka pa nandun ka sa masayang araw niya, sana'y andun rin ako pinapanood ang tawanan ang saya na dulot ng pagkakaibigan na walang katulad. Buti ka pa walang hiya ka lang nagkikwentuhan sa mga nangyari sa nakaraang mga buwan. Halong inggit at tuwa ang umaapaw sa aking puso sa aking naririnig at nakikita. Naroon ngunit wala sa iyo.

Walang katuturan...

Pahirapan blues

Yeah yeah... Kakatapos lang ng DLSU exams... hmmmmmmmm! Di ko masabi kung mahirap o madali, hintayin ko na lang yng results.

Project deadlines. Naasar na talaga ako kung bakit dumating pa ang bagyo. Sirang-sira ang schedule. Di pa yata matatapos ang mga projects namin.

Tuloy ang search-in this weekend. Isang floor lang ang gagamitin sa retreat house.

Malalamig na gabi, mainit na pagbubunyag. Mga kandilang lumiwiliwanag sa dilim. Ayan na tayo sa tatlong araw walang tulugan...

Interschool all-girl band competition...Argh inaayos na namin ang lahat malapit na!!!


We are next in line
Sing this song with me...
Sing this song with me...

Stainless Longganisa ni Bob Ong
Binasa ko ang mga huling pahina ng libro, nabasa ko ang mga advice nya.... Mangarap palagi nga raw.

Milenyo

Milenyo

Saktong binabasa ko sa 100 years of Solitude ay yung umulan ng 4 na taon sa Macondo... Feel na feel ko yng story dahil sa labas ng bahay ay hangin at ulan... Nakahiga sa aking kama, pinapanood ko sa bintana ang bagyo. Hinihinay ko ang isang puno na hinahampas ng bagyo na tumumba...

what a great thing to end september.... :(


Badtrip...

Hindi natuloy ang Circle 136
Walang signal ang SUN
Walang communication mula sa labas for 2 days...
Mi manchi alapaap...

Kabihasnan fair

4I and 4J are in charge of the special event on the night of Feb. 16! Hahaha oh yeah... working title ng event/contest/concert(?) namin ay:

Femme Fatale (band contest...with a twist)

stand up, be proud - mojofly

Nik nik

Isang gabi, kumikislap ang disco ball.... tila bumalik sa panahon ng doobie, nik nik, at chedeng...

hindi makalimutan ang saya...
Mga ngiti at tawanan bumubulong sa isipan...

kaibigan di ko makakalimutan...

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summer pa ito... hmmmmmm... retro...

Huling Pasada ni Mang Sergio Escolar

Huling Pasada ni Mang Sergio Escolar (ramblings)

Naniniwala ako na ang buhay ay hawak ng oras at ang tadhana ang nagpapaikot nito...




Hintayin natin bumuhas ang ulan na walang katapusan. Kamustahin ang lamig at dilim na dala nito sa buhay. Panoorin ang nabubuong sapa sa kalsada. Amuyin ang masamang singaw ng lupa. Pagtimpla ng kape at umupo sa bintana. Pakiramdaman ang nagtatagong mga maya. Mabasa sa talsik ng tubig. Ubusin ang kape at sumayaw sa ulan. Basain ang buhok, paliguan ang katawan na matagal ng sumisigaw ng kasayahan...

Crispylicious!!!!!
Anton and I watched Game One of UAAP finals. ADMU vs. UST! We were on the ADMU side but I prefer the intensity of UST in cheering. We observed that DLSU's cheers were much better than ADMU's and UST's! Hahaha that's the fact!!! Yeah, biased noh?

Oh! I miss the UAAP crowd!!! When I entered Araneta, I was overwhelmed with the yellow and blue colors of both schools!!! Haaaaay, if only DLSU was not suspended...

hahahah It's a heartbreaking loss for UST because ADMU won by a lay up buzzer beater!! The crowd became ecstatic and the whole coliseum rocked!!!

Shoot me in the back, we cheered for ADMU! My heart quivered when I shouted: "One Big Fight!" Arghhhh... guilt... passion... nostalgia...



Project:
One Sound, One LaSalle!
Oh yeah!!!!! Sana maayos ng maaga ito!!!

Scope

Line advertisment...

P500.oo

Full page...

P4000.oo

4J giving their money to Scope...

P102,500.oo + 12,000.00(Mikey's)

Double quota!


There are things money can't buy...

uhm in case of Scope...it's different.

xoxoxo

Recently, I've been eating a lot. Maybe i'm drowning my joy with food. Pizza ng Yellowcab, kare-kare ng Cabalen, limang sisig ng wok dis way, peanuts, chicken, dan eric's ice cream, dirty ice cream sa bun, buko juice, pasta, eat-all-you-can siomai...


Yeah yeah... 3rd honors sa batch... Sana matupad ang mga hangarin ko ngayon... Hmmmmm!
Among the carousel of fireflies,
Blazing through my broken dreams...

Black & White

Dinala ako ng aking tsinelas sa kung saan saan....

The Ateneo

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Blue Eagle... Help me Lord...

She

Alapaap

She is a big fish for all the lives she has crossed path with. May it be with her family, friends, or classmates; she shares a unique string with them that weaves everyone caught in its tangle to appreciate and treasure her. An anecdote I want to share is when she invited me and her friends to stargaze on her place. I can feel the magic that echoes throughout that one stargazing night; the string that makes her big fish to her family, friends, and classmates is her love.

Our paths had crossed many times yet we only got to know each other this past summer. When I went to a friend’s party, she was there and her beauty was truly mind-blowing. She caught my sight because her skin was white as a powder; she had big beautiful round eyes; her height made her stand-out among her friends. She had a very keen sense of her fashion. Maybe I was shell-shocked because I hid somewhere, overpowered by her looks, yet she found me. My impression of her back then was she is very shy but it all changed when I got to know her deeper. She had ups and downs on her personal relationships with significant people on her life. She got scarred from people whom she had placed her love and trust. I imagined how grave her situations back then. I sometimes wished I met her earlier and somewhat comforted her. A great friend indeed she was; I had opened my self to her. I trust her with all my heart.

As you can see, I got tangled on her string. She became a big fish to me. She held out her arms and grabbed mine. I refuse to let go because these hands would guide me through a long journey; and in this journey I would learn to love and face reality. I would like to share a moment which best describe the string she and I share, it was a dance: In the heart of the dance floor, everything was slow. I whispered to her about yesterday and the night we were having. Love songs after love songs, we danced. Our swaying bodies came closer and closer. I held her arm, i saw the pearl bracelet and the rosary bracelet. Her head on my shoulder. My other hand on her waist...and I closed my eyes. My big fish, my significant one.

Intramural Diary

"Pwede na akong mamatay..." Byron, after 4j won a do-or-die basketball match.

5 seconds left on the game. Jason dribbled the ball towards the hoop. He lost his balance, and went down on the floor. The opponent tried to steal the ball. Jason protected the ball then he saw Gerald running towards the hoop. Jason bounced passed the ball to Gerald. Gerald layed it up and the buzzer echoed throughout FMAC.

Parada ng daan daang lalake

Intrams Opening Parada... The glitz and glamour of testosterone jam-packed gym was a blinding experience of nostalgic passion...Muses of different beauty blossomed throughout the whole parade. Stampede may happen any moment when the lower years were cheering. Waves of Hurrah from ours, the seniors, had stolen the show yet the booming cheer of the freshmen plunged the whole Gym to a stoic mess.

Ah yes... Ang Parada...

Black Day

Black Friday and Happy Birthday

Support or protest? Oh yeah...

Emperador Poblador

Ang daming bawal sa mundo, sinasakal nila tayo...

SEX

Ang sex hinihintay hintay na mga kalalakihan noong sila'y namulat sa hubad na katotohanan.

Nakaupo lang ako sa jeep. Nakakahilo ang biyahe. Ang bilis ng pasada ng jeep. Mga tuyo na samapguita nakasabait, sumasayaw sa bilis ng jeep. Pinagpapawisan na ako. Tumingin ako sa mga pasahero. Mga nagtatrabaho sa opisina, mga kasambahay na inutusan bumili sa Farmer's, at kung sino-sino pa ang aking nakita, mga ordinaryong tao pero ang nakaagaw pansin sa akin ang isang pamilya. Kandong kandong ng ina ang kanyang anak habang ang tatay nilalaro ang anak. Tinitigan ko ang anak, magkahawig kami dahil malaki ang ulo niya kasi tanda ko noon walang magkasyang t-shirt sa akin dahil di makapasok ang ulo ko. Ikinupira ko ang itsura ng anak sa kanyang magulang. Mukhang di sila magkakahawig. Genetics at hereditary ang pumasok sa ulo ko. Napangiti ako, at napaisip sa buhay.

Pamilya. Buhay. Babae. Lalake. Relihiyon. Jeep. Love. Sex. Lust. Siya. Ikaw.

DRUGS

Sumasakit ang ulo ko pagkatapos namin mag ikot sa Lipa. Humingi ako ng biogesic sa office ng mga GK fulltimers. Kumikirot ang ulo, para bang mahuhulog ang aking kaliwang mata sa sakit. Gagana pa ng gamot after 15 minutes ang bulong ko sa sarili. Hinimas ko isang parte ng kamay ko malapit thumb. Sakit ang naramdaman ngunit sabay nawawala ang mga batok sa aking ulo. Hilot at drugs. Happy Sauna at Shabu. Special service at wata. Drugs.

Distorted images of colors and shapes...

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Bawal....

Hiwaga at Pangako

Hiwaga at Pangako

Huwag kang matakot. Andito lang ako para ikaw ay gabayan sa kadiliman na pumupukaw sa iyo. Akina ang iyong kamay at kumapit ng mahigpit. Huwag kang bibitaw aking mahal malalampasan natin ang paghihinakit sa walang karunungan.

Huwag kang matakot. Kasabay mo ako sa agos na ito. Matututo tayo sa hampas ng panahon. Di tayo malulunod sa iyak at sigaw ng nabigo. Aahon tayo.

Huwag kang matakot. Wala ng sasaya pa sa ilaw na iyong inaangkin. Wala ng tatalo sa iyong pagmamahal na sana ay walang katapusan. Sana ay nadadama mo ang kasayahan at pagnanais na makasama ka hanggang katapusan ng mundo.

Huwag kang matakot dahil walang katapusan ang buhay natin.

ayoko ko na

Pa-Cool and his Coleman.

Ang ingay ko sa classroom!

Eh di cool ka na?

Pumitik ako ng candy sa office ni Alma!

Eh di cool ka na?

Brown-out!

Eh di cool ka na?

Binastos ko yung isang teacher!

Eh di cool ka na?

Sa bagay...pwede na...cool nga...sa pananaw ng gradeschool!!!

GROW-UP!!! Seniors na tayo!!!! Wala ng cool cool!!!

A message to all F*cking miserable misunderstood seniors out there who are just floating deadwood bumping to each other making useless noise in the campus!!!!