Iwas

Kung kelan wala na ito, dun mo hinahanap-hanap.

She said:

"Pagkatapos mo aminin yun, siguro di na muna ako sasabay sa iyo. Gusto ko lang maramdaman mo yung sinabi mo. Alam kong mahirap aminin yung mga ganung bagay lalo na pag matagal mo na tinatago. Kahit noon, may kutob na'ko...pero ang basehan naman ay ang pagiging malapit mo sa 'kin. Hindi ko alam ngayon...ewan...basta iwas muna ako. "

After 2 days, she studied his theo131 readings...

He went home alone.

After 4 days, he offered her a ride home.

The Jinx Theory

Keep it to myself.

Let it burn, let it push me towards something better and greater.

Sa bawat higpit

Mr. Anniversary

5 hour breaks. Haha appreciating my 2nd life in ADMU. :)

nah!

The first time I felt "snow" was when I was a big headed and white-as-a-pig boy during a summer in my lolo and lola's house. I pushed a chair towards the refrigerator so I could reach the freezer compartment. I opened the compartment and saw the thick snow surrounding the walls of the compartment. I scraped a handful of it from the walls, piercing coldness inside my nails. It was different from the imperfect frozen water, those hard to get ice cubes trays, because it was soft and crunchy; it was snow!

yeah

he perks of a sex video scandal for Hayden Kho
-Sen. Bong Revilla will mention your name on his privilege speech. Or probably he'll bash your head like what he said to Alec Baldwin.
-Time 100's Influential People candidate next year. Kung yng nagkalat ng rick astley viral video nalagay, baka ikaw pwede.
-Bad publicity is still publicity. Exposure. Para sumikat ka naman kahit wala sa tono sa pagkanta at parang macho dancer ka sumayaw.
-Oprah will invite you to her show, then she'll praise you for your stupidity and eat you alive because she's Oprah.
-estimate Sunday showbiz talk show life: hanggang magsawa ang mga tao.
-TV patrol will censor your video during their showbiz segment...joke lang, mas gusto nila may nipple slip dahil opaque yng pixelized censor nila or naka zoom-out or zoom-in sa video yng camera.
-Karma.
-You'll learn from your mistakes. Like uhm...not recording your sexy time?

At the end of the Day, are these the things that really matter?
I doubt.

Abutan sana tayo ng ulan.

Gusto ko sana.

Pero mababasa ang bago mong t-shirt na binili mo sa Ali Mall.

Sakto may payong akong dala. Maliit nga lang.

Gusto ko sana.

Sa bawat hinga.

Nanaginip ako kagabi.

Nagholding hands silang dalawa.

Ako'y na sa malayo. Masaya. Sulyap sa aking nakaraan. Nalungkot.

Maynagtanong sa akin kung ok lang ako.

Sabi ko oo. Tumungo at tinakpan aking mga mata, di napigilan ang aking pagluha.

ok lang.

ok lang talaga.

as in ok lang talaga. walang sarcastic tone or kung ano mang figure of speech ang pwedeng ibato.

ok lang.

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thank God for the sunny mornings, the rainy afternoons, and the cloudy evenings.

hell shoot.

tonight will be hell.

shooting will take place at Bonifacio Global City.

Please Lord! I hope everything will be fine for the crew and the actors.

itulog na lang natin diba?

the weather is bad.

her nose itches when it will rain.

she senses rainfall.

As in wala.

Goals this year
1. 2.75 and beyond
2. 2 and beyond
3. FOCUS: Acads
4. Sacrifice: orgs.
5. Be a nice and perfect. (hahahaha)

Ayoko na magkwento.

gagawa ako ng pelikula na ang title ay

A week with Sunny.

and this thought of kableesh will end.

bahala na hahahaha!

Ano ba ang hinahanap ko?

It starts with myself.
Then other people (family, friends, lovers; yes all the labels)
Then you give value to them. More for her. Less for her. More for him. Less for him.

Sometimes ayaw talaga. Kahit anong pilit ayaw talaga. Di handa or wala lang. Wag muna.

Ayaw ibigay. Di mo matanggap.

Ok story.

Ok uhm...hmmm.

everything is fine.

I'm addressing this entry to whom it may concern.

So eto...

Mas malala pa sa violation report ko nung grade school ang mga nangyari sa mga nakalipas na dalawang linggo. Two weeks of not knowing your status in life. Two weeks of desolation. Two weeks of dying of regrets and guilts.

Yes, with the help of my closest friends...I'm recovering from an academic setback that will change my life in Ateneo forever.

I hate it. I hate this!!

Sorry ranting na ito.

A friend of mine: Kailangan mahalin ang course.

Tama.

Ok.

First. I'll miss my blockmates. My barkada in comtech. My friends. One of the main reasons why I want to go to school every single day. Na iimagine ko na di ako magpupuyat kasama mga blockmates ko. Di nako magsusuot ng formal attire during marketing presentations (even though i choke every presentation in front of my block). Di nako makakasomba kasama si jackie. Di nako matututo magedit ng premiere o magphotoshop. Di nako makakapili ng track. Di nako magkakaroon ng LS class. and nasabi ko na di nako comtech? :(

Second. THE COURSE! I like my course. Yun lang at walang ng iba.

Third. Ugh...

nakakalungkot...

yet di pa tapos ang lahat. di pa katapusan ng mundo. whew...

My only post till everything is fine.

those with wounded knees are the ones
who reach the top
and get to stay there.

Wala ng tama

Shit.

Kung ano man ang itapon sa atin.

First.
Summer is gone. Just like a comet. There it is.


2nd.
Hey. Tatlong oras na akong nagpapacute sa iyo, di mo pa rin napapansin ang bagong t-shirt ko. Pati ang bagong gupit ni Jojo ng Kristine's.

3rd
Stronger, better, and never.

4th
Ateneo. Ateneo. Ateneo. Ateneo.

Gabi-gabi na lang hahahahaha!

The Letter I Would Love To Read To You In Person

Ang liham na gusto ko sana'ng ihayag sa iyo.

Liham para sa isang kaibigan na nawawala. Hindi pa siya nahahanap hanggang ngayon.


You will always be the waiting woman.

SUMMER IS COMING

Gusto ko ibalik ang nakaraan kung saan magbababad lang tayo sa araw para magbasketball.

Sana nakatira ako sa antipolo para paglabas ko ng bahay tuwing gabi, pwede kong ituro ang orion's belt sa aking kasamang dilag hawak ang kanyang kamay.

This summer ko lang siya makikilala.

Basta kasama kita at basta suot mo yung balut (guy: baluuuuuuttt!!!) costume na sinuot mo nung birthday ko!

Let's spot the green tinge over the horizon. Taya ka kung hindi mo nakita!

Pendong Peace! Eh...balik na natin yun.

You're looking so pretty.

I have a friend who did random things like...

Amoy bengay... lumingon ako. Si ate weng lang pala.