it sucks

it really really sucks. :|

slowpokes don't live too long.

i'm a slowpoke.

...it sure helps

Tumiklop

a letter to

flying olives and capers go to

bad timing :|

italian sentence

aakyat ako sa bundok. lalapitan ang isang malaking puno. may ibubulong ako sa butas nya. at tatakpan ko ng putik. putik.

isang kwento sa isang malupit na pelikula.

habang naglalakad kanina pauwi, sabi ko gagawin kong cool at puno ng humor itong blog na ito.

tag-lish ang language and proper grammar :P

Ngunit di talaga maiwasan na eto, naging tapunan ng one-liners at stat messages na medyo weird sa aking hinahawakang persona.

drama ang loob nito.

ayoko na balikan yng dating entries...kahit masasaya ang mga ito.

sa tunay na buhay na lang ako ngingiti :)

in the mood:
you know, you call me by this name yet...i don't know. I'm not well composed.

bihag tayo ng alaala mo. - sinosikat?

Iniwan

Iniwan na natin ang 2009.

Oh yeah!

2010, baby...2010.

and

Ano ba laman ng blog na ito?

friends, events, love, relationships, dramas....

Ok lang!

muntikan na ako maluha.

as in muntikan na.

ang sarap maging tao.

letters and greetings

There are a handful of people that i want to thank and be grateful this year.

I can't greet them all by texting or wall posting...

it doesn't mean that he or she is less...it's just i want my greetings to them personal and intimate, casual and merry...nothing immediate...dahan dahan-tulad ng dati...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

To family...
To barkada...
To old friends...
To ACLC...
To Block R...
To LFC...
To Ateneo...
To Search-In...
To new faces...
To Love...
To lost love...
To cinema and pelikula...
To time...
To pain...
To smiles...
To drunk moments...
and pass out experiences...
To lost tooth...
To TnT's...
To good views...
To good byes and see you later...
To hello's...
To be with you...
To heartaches...
To Joy...
To everything in between stars and waves...
To where the day kisses the night...
To break-ups and dramas...
To second chances...
To lost friends...
To tickets we keep...

God bless and live on.

stop it.

strangers.

A letter

A letter to Juana.

This is where I live.

This is what I want you to know.

Unforgivable nights and wretched lines were spared.

How to start this letter?

A letter to Who.

...yellow pad papers, spilled inks. dots...unreported books.

Kahit ano pa ang ibato

Oo ganito.

Lesbian lovers/detectives or just platonic friends...

meddling kids of Scooby Doo...

gritty...mahiwaga at walang ...

blunders

QC Carnivals.

Sa susunod

Nanaginip ang mga bulag.

stuck in reverse.

minsan di na talaga patok mga linya ko

babae.

hahaha!

hahahaha!

Para sa aking susunod na pelikula...

Para sa mga naiwan at di pa nakakabalik...

Detectives...

Break-ups...

Secrets...

dogs...

missing cats...

less

Kung kaya pumatay ang kaniyang mga mata, ako na ang unang biktima.

Naiwan sa Kusina at iba pa'ng storya

During silence...

i was distracted. i just couldn't contain the feeling inside. the thought lingered throughout the week. i wrote it down. tired of it being a mental note, i took my blue exam book. and...

Excerpts

4th day, 3pm. Silence.

The sisters are praying.

Why should those city lights shine? Siguro function lang talaga nila yun.

~~~~~~

Si Bea at ang mga bulalakaw.

Ilan pa'ng bulalakaw ang kailangan ni Bea para makamit ang kanyang inaasam?

~~~~~~

Recess.

Sawa na ako sa caf food. Siomai...ayoko. KFC...tama lang. Wendy's...elite.

Lunch.

Magandang eksena:

Lunch. Mag-pinsan. Babae at Lalake. Buntis. Ama. Mahal ang isa't isa.

*Tag-ulan sa Tag-init

~~~~~~~~

During Silence...

Holding you again can only do me good.

Sabihin natin...

Wala na talagang pupuntahan ito...

and

kunwari ikaw na lang talaga ang pag-asa ko...

pag-asa ng mundo...

pag-asa ng mundo ko...

Paano ka pa bibitaw kung nakasalalay ang lahat sa iyo.

Sumasabay sa punit-punit na radyo.

This blog is dying. no...

will stop making their stories.

oh baby can't we just find the days when you...oh yes you....

we'll spend these times with...i don't know...watch a movie...

ewan...

getting some resolutions under these new solutions

my blog is living. this blog is breathing under the machine of faith, love, and truth.

Too tired to think...
Just happy to be silent...


Tapang. Lakas. Passion.

Parang pangalan ng mga political parties...

"Doesn't help to know that you're just time away
Long ago I reached for you, and there you stood..."

Trust me...and everything will be alright.

i'llhua;dhmfnewd3vefwfrhflalafododwoihuwy;rgive youanckadlr cradn,adod[ziDJBQDness.

ang puso ko'y tigang

magmamahal.

Two nights ago

Two nights ago was devastating.

Na-shake off ko na. haha! I'm proud and will continue making films!

lord...we need you. why?

Amoy chico...

Maghihintay muna ako gumabi bago maging malungkot ang bawat tibok ng puso.

We're making an ark...No! A bridge over a river! No! A home-made rocket ship! Impossible.

Hiccups...

Mahal.

wala na siyang minamahal. sa loob ng puso nya ay mga alaala na sumugat sa bawat sulok ng puso. bawat tibok mahapdi.

pelikulang basta-basta

bukas.

ilang beses

tatlo?

This feeling is just a feeling. All that I'm saying is just true but at the same time nothing is invested.

dalawa?

Kanino ba nahulog ang tingin? Oo, tingin lang. Pero hindi naman ganito dapat. Parang may tumitigil sa akin. Di tama ang katotohanan (mali).

Isa?

Sa huling mga araw ni Mindy, ayaw niya umalis ng bahay. Wala siyang gustong gawin kundi ikutin ang bahay at ang lupain. Sa kanyang paglibot, lahat ng bagay ay parang bago sa kanya. Siya'y nagiisa lamang sa bahay ngunit may nararamdaman siyang mga nangugulo.

Isang araw, meron siyang nakitang malaking pusa. Hinabol niya palabas ng bahay ang malaking pusa.

Isang araw, may kumatok...

Ikaw

My room doesn't have a window. I mean...Yes it has a window but not the over viewing wheat fields.

I have a feeling that i have no chance to break free from a decision that makes me grounded.

uhm..

Kung galit ang mundo sa iyo

Akala mo lang yun :)

Naglologos tayo!

Sali na!

This person is not into you. Pwede siya ang no. 1 fan mo pero di pa rin. Pwede sya tumawa sa jokes mo or makinig sa mga pangarap mo sa buhay, pero di pa rin. Mahilig sya sa gusto mo pero di pa rin.

smiles are just smiles.
laughs are just laughs.

Siguro sa makalawa...

Mag-aral tayo!

WUHOOOO!!!!! GUSTO KO MAG-ARAL!

Break muna.

Aso't Pusa

this cat possesses some magical/supernatural powers. Whatever you say to him, it will come true.

Iwas

Kung kelan wala na ito, dun mo hinahanap-hanap.

She said:

"Pagkatapos mo aminin yun, siguro di na muna ako sasabay sa iyo. Gusto ko lang maramdaman mo yung sinabi mo. Alam kong mahirap aminin yung mga ganung bagay lalo na pag matagal mo na tinatago. Kahit noon, may kutob na'ko...pero ang basehan naman ay ang pagiging malapit mo sa 'kin. Hindi ko alam ngayon...ewan...basta iwas muna ako. "

After 2 days, she studied his theo131 readings...

He went home alone.

After 4 days, he offered her a ride home.

The Jinx Theory

Keep it to myself.

Let it burn, let it push me towards something better and greater.

Sa bawat higpit

Mr. Anniversary

5 hour breaks. Haha appreciating my 2nd life in ADMU. :)

nah!

The first time I felt "snow" was when I was a big headed and white-as-a-pig boy during a summer in my lolo and lola's house. I pushed a chair towards the refrigerator so I could reach the freezer compartment. I opened the compartment and saw the thick snow surrounding the walls of the compartment. I scraped a handful of it from the walls, piercing coldness inside my nails. It was different from the imperfect frozen water, those hard to get ice cubes trays, because it was soft and crunchy; it was snow!

yeah

he perks of a sex video scandal for Hayden Kho
-Sen. Bong Revilla will mention your name on his privilege speech. Or probably he'll bash your head like what he said to Alec Baldwin.
-Time 100's Influential People candidate next year. Kung yng nagkalat ng rick astley viral video nalagay, baka ikaw pwede.
-Bad publicity is still publicity. Exposure. Para sumikat ka naman kahit wala sa tono sa pagkanta at parang macho dancer ka sumayaw.
-Oprah will invite you to her show, then she'll praise you for your stupidity and eat you alive because she's Oprah.
-estimate Sunday showbiz talk show life: hanggang magsawa ang mga tao.
-TV patrol will censor your video during their showbiz segment...joke lang, mas gusto nila may nipple slip dahil opaque yng pixelized censor nila or naka zoom-out or zoom-in sa video yng camera.
-Karma.
-You'll learn from your mistakes. Like uhm...not recording your sexy time?

At the end of the Day, are these the things that really matter?
I doubt.

Abutan sana tayo ng ulan.

Gusto ko sana.

Pero mababasa ang bago mong t-shirt na binili mo sa Ali Mall.

Sakto may payong akong dala. Maliit nga lang.

Gusto ko sana.

Sa bawat hinga.

Nanaginip ako kagabi.

Nagholding hands silang dalawa.

Ako'y na sa malayo. Masaya. Sulyap sa aking nakaraan. Nalungkot.

Maynagtanong sa akin kung ok lang ako.

Sabi ko oo. Tumungo at tinakpan aking mga mata, di napigilan ang aking pagluha.

ok lang.

ok lang talaga.

as in ok lang talaga. walang sarcastic tone or kung ano mang figure of speech ang pwedeng ibato.

ok lang.

##########

thank God for the sunny mornings, the rainy afternoons, and the cloudy evenings.

hell shoot.

tonight will be hell.

shooting will take place at Bonifacio Global City.

Please Lord! I hope everything will be fine for the crew and the actors.

itulog na lang natin diba?

the weather is bad.

her nose itches when it will rain.

she senses rainfall.

As in wala.

Goals this year
1. 2.75 and beyond
2. 2 and beyond
3. FOCUS: Acads
4. Sacrifice: orgs.
5. Be a nice and perfect. (hahahaha)

Ayoko na magkwento.

gagawa ako ng pelikula na ang title ay

A week with Sunny.

and this thought of kableesh will end.

bahala na hahahaha!

Ano ba ang hinahanap ko?

It starts with myself.
Then other people (family, friends, lovers; yes all the labels)
Then you give value to them. More for her. Less for her. More for him. Less for him.

Sometimes ayaw talaga. Kahit anong pilit ayaw talaga. Di handa or wala lang. Wag muna.

Ayaw ibigay. Di mo matanggap.

Ok story.

Ok uhm...hmmm.

everything is fine.

I'm addressing this entry to whom it may concern.

So eto...

Mas malala pa sa violation report ko nung grade school ang mga nangyari sa mga nakalipas na dalawang linggo. Two weeks of not knowing your status in life. Two weeks of desolation. Two weeks of dying of regrets and guilts.

Yes, with the help of my closest friends...I'm recovering from an academic setback that will change my life in Ateneo forever.

I hate it. I hate this!!

Sorry ranting na ito.

A friend of mine: Kailangan mahalin ang course.

Tama.

Ok.

First. I'll miss my blockmates. My barkada in comtech. My friends. One of the main reasons why I want to go to school every single day. Na iimagine ko na di ako magpupuyat kasama mga blockmates ko. Di nako magsusuot ng formal attire during marketing presentations (even though i choke every presentation in front of my block). Di nako makakasomba kasama si jackie. Di nako matututo magedit ng premiere o magphotoshop. Di nako makakapili ng track. Di nako magkakaroon ng LS class. and nasabi ko na di nako comtech? :(

Second. THE COURSE! I like my course. Yun lang at walang ng iba.

Third. Ugh...

nakakalungkot...

yet di pa tapos ang lahat. di pa katapusan ng mundo. whew...

My only post till everything is fine.

those with wounded knees are the ones
who reach the top
and get to stay there.

Wala ng tama

Shit.

Kung ano man ang itapon sa atin.

First.
Summer is gone. Just like a comet. There it is.


2nd.
Hey. Tatlong oras na akong nagpapacute sa iyo, di mo pa rin napapansin ang bagong t-shirt ko. Pati ang bagong gupit ni Jojo ng Kristine's.

3rd
Stronger, better, and never.

4th
Ateneo. Ateneo. Ateneo. Ateneo.

Gabi-gabi na lang hahahahaha!

The Letter I Would Love To Read To You In Person

Ang liham na gusto ko sana'ng ihayag sa iyo.

Liham para sa isang kaibigan na nawawala. Hindi pa siya nahahanap hanggang ngayon.


You will always be the waiting woman.

SUMMER IS COMING

Gusto ko ibalik ang nakaraan kung saan magbababad lang tayo sa araw para magbasketball.

Sana nakatira ako sa antipolo para paglabas ko ng bahay tuwing gabi, pwede kong ituro ang orion's belt sa aking kasamang dilag hawak ang kanyang kamay.

This summer ko lang siya makikilala.

Basta kasama kita at basta suot mo yung balut (guy: baluuuuuuttt!!!) costume na sinuot mo nung birthday ko!

Let's spot the green tinge over the horizon. Taya ka kung hindi mo nakita!

Pendong Peace! Eh...balik na natin yun.

You're looking so pretty.

I have a friend who did random things like...

Amoy bengay... lumingon ako. Si ate weng lang pala.

time and space

Please.

somewhere, somehow

jillian and the hungernauts

Jillian has died three minutes ago. She has to frame a memory before crossing over to the after life. She struggles to reconstruct a certain event which is significant yet she doesn't know why. Situations, events, details, information keep changing until a final version is produced.

Slow-mo time freezing moment

Isang mabilis na halik sa pisngi.

Cut to:

You. Walking towards him. Pausing for a moment. Smiles. Says...

Hay...

Kilig

Eh...?

Mamaya pa ako gagalaw.

TIGAS

I promise to be stoic, reserve, and strong.

So far away...

So far away...

LIGAYA

ERASERHEADS LIVE! THE FINAL SET

With Bi, Goots, Kiwee and Aba
Thank you Goots for the free golden tickets!


Liagaya talaga! As In!

Platonic

All i want is to be platonic.

Manibela

Siguro wala na talaga.

alam mo nakakalungkot talaga. Kung ano ang meron dati ngayon nawala. Tinabi sa isang sulok ng isipan. Nakalimutan. Nilumot. Hinahanap ko pa rin ang iyong pagkakaibigan. Pero hanggang tingin at ngiti na lang ba? Ewan. ewan. Di naman lahat makukuha. hmmm?

Ilang taon na ang nakalipas, sana ayoko pa matandaan ang nakalipas. Halina't sumama sa alapaap.

Aquathlon

Last January 24 2008, I blogged about joining the Aquathlon. But due to insufficient funds and conflict with the schedule, I wasn't able to walk the talk.

Pero kanina lang, nakajoin na ako! I would like to thank Ciara for giving me the reg form for Aquathlon.

I courted Kid to be my relay partner, he would be running 5km of Atenean earth. We had great fun. Kid was checking out swimmers while I was imagining a possible scenario of my awful finish.

I wasn't prepared for it. I was the last one to finish the swimming part of the relay. Kid and Ciara, theo classmate, were screaming, "Go Joseph!". Hearing their support (obviously Kid was encouraging me to swim faster to avoid humilitaion), I was motivated to finish strong on my last two laps but after a moment of intense all heart swimming (it only lasted for 2 seconds), I paused, walked a bit, then swam like a dog into the corner, finally ending the swimming leg.

Kid finished the running leg earlier. Technically, our team didn't end up last! hahaha! So yeah boy!

I would recommend for my blockmates and everyone to join Aquathlon next year! Super fun!

Thank you Kid for being my partner! And to all the people that I courted to be my relay partner, I salute all of you for tolerating my ambitions, dreams, and aspirations. haha!

The experience wasn't embarassing. This was a moment that I could say I walked the talk. haha!

and one more chance is always on cinema one.

di na tumatabla ang mga kantang ilang ulit pinapakinggan. Sana parang mga banda at singer na kumakanta sa likod ng love songs ang pag-ibig. Bigay sa pagkanta. Walang pake basta maihayag ang mensaheng pag-ibig.

Getting closer...

She wants love.
She wants him.
He can't.
Why?
He's not supposed to.
She'll wait until her time expires.
---
3logy

Sawa na sa drama.

Halina't tumakas na tayo :)

Pagod na ako...

ayoko na huminga.

Umaasa sa isang telecom

Umaasa... at sana...

Pre-Prod Blog Day 1

Tone

-touchy, fuzzy

Visual feel

-quirky fashion pero normal,

-surrealism. normal pero may mga iniba... Candy

-"...Joseph is surrealism trying to get a real feel." - mark's

POV

-"bias-free. It's like the camera is just presenting a story and that's it." - mark's

Characters

- cyborg girl: needs to be loved, in search of identity, cyborg, mukhang manika, chinita, borderline of kulit and aww, tipong "how can you not have a crush or fall in love with her" (maganda, hot, sexy), quirky fashion... Magaling umarte, subtle, can speak clearly, fluent in english and filipino.

-boy: in search of identity/purpose, gusto mukhang rey, unlikely boy, tamad sa buhay…magaling umarte, charming, fluent in english and filipino.

*Prospect Cast

Cyborg girl: Alodia, Ashley, Lysch, Anton's chinese friends, Karla

Boy: Rey…wala pa, Mikee Lee

*On female character

• "Joseph's girl needs to be loved and what not, has basic human wants but isn't completely human" - jopy's

Pegs

- parol (christmas short film during last year's uts), 2046, i'm a cyborg but thats ok, tokyo! korean music video, and true faith's make mistake no. 3 music video

Cinematography and DOP

-gumagalaw, gusto ko yng feel na ilaw ng breakfast

-mid shots, long shots, close-ups, tracking

-DOP: Anton and Teoxon

Theme(thesis)

"sacrifice for the happiness of other CAN be happy." - jopy's

Progress report on crew and equipments

-Ok yng camera, kailangan malaman yng sched. and bawal 2 consecutive days. Bayad...wala ata.

-Mic: naghahanap pa

-Crew as of jan. 16

Director: Joseph Teoxon

Writer: Joseph Teoxon

Co-Writer:

Assistant Director: Anton Angeles

Assistant Director: Carlo Chong

Editor: Carlo Chong

DOP: Anton Angeles and Joseph Teoxon

PD/Art Department:

Stylist:

Make-up Artist:

PM:

PA:

Misc.

- Fingers wrapped with bandaids

-Sala by Pupil- Music Vid (the girl's fashion)

-I'm A Cyborg but that's ok (wall design)

-touch -> kilig -> eye contact -> gyros spinning

-Eco's Bday

the love after the hate

Based on actual people.

I wish to stay forever.

Breaking his promises was the best thing he ever did during his tumultuous relationship with her.
They would fight on small things. Maybe because there weren't enough things to fight for.


She stays forever. He wishes to stay forever.

Underneath St. Francis of Loyola's statue, with night lights shielding us from the darkness, thoughts of unforgetting that you only see me as a friend. You shared once. Then the next day we met, we were apart. Only silence between us made my day because at least we're connected in some way. I kept pursuing your friendship. You responded with smiles, smirks, and what nots. I bared my closets. You showed me your silky hair legs. Actually, I made you insecure about it. Contact lens. Mixed tapes. Fish bowl.

for eve and toos.

jotting down notes, you playing on a Sunday afternoon.

maggie cheung. why sleep if chances are you could only see him?

swimming.

Why oh why i'm swimming slowly. stop. Floating...

maybe...

perhaps...

Pag automatic na ang luha...

Kakapit pa ba sa patalim ni Brocka?
Kakaba ka ba si De Leon?
O maghihintay ng tatlong taong para kay O'Hara?

Walang tigil sa pag-ikot. Wag ka na lumingon. ako'y lumiliyab sa tuwa. Puso ko'y sasabog. Madadapa lang ako sa pagkalito. Taranta. Tarantantantan!

The Girls of Summer will be coming back this 2009.

Pasti

There should be a ceasefire between different factions in the dystopian Philippine society. Young activists want to have their groups recognized by killing allegedly corrupt politicians. A religious miracle happened at the center of Manila. An flu virus is released by Activists are hunted down by the police. Some were imprisoned. The upper society of the dystopian Philippine society didn't care. - oh really.

Boy and Girl get separated during a raid. - drug pushers sila.

Still Images are used to show flashbacks.

She needs ugh ewan. focus.

tapat.

Ang puso pagnabasag masakit. Mga matatalim na bubog susugat sa iyong kamay na gustong pulutin ang mga pwede pang ipagdikit.

Pero di ko alam.

Wala yata akong puso. Di ko talaga alam. Anong babasagin kng wala namang mabasag?

Di ko alam. Di ko alam...

upset?

oo, medyo...
i don't know.

+/-

I had a dream. I was on Anonas. I was having a drink with faceless people along the sidewalk in front of Hightop Anonas branch. Fluorescent lamps kept the night glowing; blurred by weary eyes of mine. I saw someone walking towards our group.

The person's face was familiar. I greeted her. We talked. Kamustahan. Tawanan. But superficial things. During our conversation, she told me she already has a job. Late shifts. Customer service maybe. Superficial stuffs. We said our good byes. I hesitated to give her a peck because of the smell of alcohol. I kissed her cheeks. She smiled. I gave my best smile. I was happy for her. Alone and maybe waiting for another pitstop with her, I woke up.

The lamps were still on. Blurred. Glowing.

It was 330am. She texted me. I fell asleep.

malamig at di alam kung bakit...

Siguro kung naglalaro pa rin kami ngayon...ako yung guguho.

mga angulo

may mga angulo na...

pero tulad ng buhay, may iba't ibang angulo...

trining. pollux. pegasus.

i've been waiting

next time.

i don't but...

give up?

kung ganito lang ako palagi at...magulo ang kanyang isipan...

di ko alam...

ewan.

Hanggang mahulog ang mga tala.

it is easy to be free from all responsibilities.

Nagpapakulo ng sopas.

"oo nagaaway din kami." - Robert

"di maiiwasan. maliit na bagay. mababaw minsan. pointless and meaningless." - Anne

She gingerly nibbles her nail. Sips her coffee. Her lipstick smudges on the cup. She looks at her. Smiles. Her straight teeth. Her sad eyes. Coffee stained tissue napkin. Leftover oreo cheese cake. - starbucks.

Bakit lahat ng babaeng na iinlove ako puro naguumpisa sa letrang Z ang kanilang pangalan?
Si Zoraida.Si Zaturna. Si Zosimo.

A fragment of reality
The mother clutches on her daughter's pillow. She feels empty. Her hair is messed up. Her eyes, tired of crying, tells the gravity of her mourning.

"Kakagaling ko lang sa simbahan. Nagdasal para sa masayang Pasko na paparating. Ikaw ang natagpuan, nakahandusay, wala ng buhay." - Salamat.

Wigs

I'll bleach my hair
so you won't forget me.

Yey!

1. watchmen graphic novel
2. ateneo lanyard
3. ateneo t-shirt
4. e-heads anthology part 2
5. photoshop/lay-outing skill
6. calculus skills
7. megaman t-shirt

yun lang naman. superficial things. the thought matters. haha!

bastos ang tadhana

I believe that there is an instance in our lives that we want to go missing.

Famous people did it. Why not tayo!

Elvis
Amelia Earhart
Agatha Christie
Joc Joc Bolante
Garci

Boy: If...you know...nawala na tayo...maala pa ba tayo?
Girl: Siguro kung maawa sila sa atin.
Boy: Maawa saan?
Girl: Because of pity...Deep inside they know we like attention. So they'll just spare us some space sa utak nila.
Boy: We'll be just their memory?
Girl: Malamang.
Boy: A footnote in history.
Girl: Footnote amputa.
Boy: Tama lang naman yng analogy ko ah.
Girl: Mali kaya. Footnotes are meant to be significant.
Boy: So di talaga natin kaya maging significant?
Girl: Exactly.
Boy: Putcha. Eh bakit pa ba natin gagawin 'to?
Girl: Ewan ko.
Boy: Sabaw.
Girl: Oy. Wala ng bukas alam mo ba?
Boy: yeah.
Girl: So?
Boy: ...So? Di ko alam bigla. I'm having second thoughts.
Girl: Second thoughts. Nakakaasar.
Boy: Bakit naman?
Girl: Ikaw yung nagyaya tapos...
Boy: Alam mo kasi birds go with the same feathers.
Girl: Puta. Maling mali yun ah.
Boy: Ayun.
Girl: Changing topic.
Boy: Okay. Wait bigyan mo ako ng oras.
Girl: Wala ng oras.
Boy: Ha!
Girl: Basta ayoko na dito.
Boy: Awa lang pala noh?
Girl: Oo, awa. Sinasabi ko na sa iyo.
Boy: Ma-mimiss ko sya.
Girl: Kaya ba nagaalinlangan?
Boy: Medyo.
Girl: Akala ko tatagal din kami nung sa akin. Pero...
Boy: Bakit ganun ang relationships?
Girl: ?
Boy: I mean uhm...we enjoy everything in a relationship. She will be your inspiration. She will be your love. Your confidant. Your lover. Your bestfriend. You invest a lot of faith and trust, then both of you will find out that you're not compatible. Tanga natin.
Girl: Maybe may feeling ng regret after a relationship, tipong nalugi ka. Remorse maybe the right word.
Boy: Tama...Tama. Yung feeling na sana siya na lang sana during that time na kayo nung girlfriend or boyfriend mo.
Girl: No, not that. Masyadong selfish naman yun.
Boy: Ganon?
Girl: Oo.
Boy: Basta.
Girl: Ewan ko sa iyo.

one more chance to relieve the days

Standing on a hill that was once my school.

Iibigin ka hanggang mamatay ang araw at buwan.

a fight for nothing

Tatawanan na lang natin ang lahat ng nangyari sa ating buhay pagtanda natin tulad ng:

unrequited love: boy likes girl. boy cares for girl. girl does nothing. girl ignores boy. boy feels there is something between him and girl. girl thinks there is nothing.

well, tatawa na lang tayo hanggang maiyak tayo sa tuwa, then sa lungkot na naalala natin yun.

"wasting time on a saturday night, pondering little moments, mostly composed of grammatical errors, incompletes sentences, and wrong spellling...wrong."

Kelan tayo tatanda?

kelan pa kaya tayo tatanda?

Is it when you achieve a certain age?

Is it when you talk like adults; tipong having a facade that covers the ignorance?

Is it killing the child within?

Hahaha! Kelan pa...kelan pa...

Maturity, age, freedom, jobs, money, love, death....

"Relationships are detours." - an excuse to polygamy

Libog, asan ka?

Nawala...

Sexy Sky

We only love once.

After losing love's grasp, we'll be looking for distractions just to ease the pain.

We'll have husbands and wives yet they're just substitutes of lost love.

Yes we only love once.

Liquid paper ang katapat sa dungis ng buhay

Bago magumpisa ang paborito nating cartoon tuwing sabado nung huling dekada, magtiis muna tayo ng misa sa TV na ginaganap sa sa Mega Mall, pagkatapos maaliw sa Chinese opera.

Riddles stream from your smile.
Confused. Am i feeling the same?
Adored. Glances and forty winks.
Patay na patay sa iyo.
Naliligaw sa aking nararamdaman.
Moonbeams to guide me into your heart.
Let's kiss the moment, put down your smile.

Gusto
Sa bingit ng kahihiyan, ayaw ko tumigin sa iyong mga mata.
Mabagal at walang ginagawa nahuli mo akong tumitingin.
Nakakahiya. Nakakaluha. Naliligaw. Nangliligaw.

Dekada Cinemanila

Walang magawa sa bahay? Manood na ng Dekada Cinemanila!

150Php ticket price!
100Php naman pag estudyante! Show your school ID! (parang jeep lang ah)

I find these two films interesting...

I'm A Cyborg But That's Ok (Chan-Wook Park)



A girl who thinks she is a combat cyborg checks into a mental hospital, where she encounters other psychotics. Eventually, she falls for a man who thinks he can steal people's souls.
- IMDb

Cool title. Cool poster. Hanggang dun lang ba yan? Tingnan natin!


Saturday, October 25
Cinema 4
6:30pm I'm A Cyborg But That's Ok (105 mins.)

Sunday, October 26
Cinema 4
12:30pm I’m A Cyborg but That’s OK (105 mins.) Korea

Wednesday, October 29
Cinema 3
5:00pm I’m a Cyborg But That's OK (Korea) – 105 mins.

PVC 1 (Spiros Stathoulopoulos)


A woman and her family became the victims of an unusual act of terrorism. Unable to pay a ransom, the mother of three is turned into a human time bomb and is now trapped in a physical and mental circumstance from which she and her family try to break free.
- IFC

One shot lang ito! Full 90 minutes! No cuts!

Wednesday, October 29
Cinema 2
4:00 PVC 1 (Colombia) – 85 mins.

*schedules of screening c/o Dekada Cinemanila

Dehado kung dehado

and one of the most disturbing video ever.

David Archuleta is having a crush.
Clay Aiken is a daddy.
Nobody knows who is who.
Rico Maihoffer admires Sarah Geronimo.
Where's my Goldbar?
Jai Reyes in slow motion.

Tatahimik na lang at titiklop

Bawat sandali...

Despite the miracle that happened miles away from me, I gaze at your unsettling eyes; hungry for you to take notice of me.

Sa isang classroom puno ng arm chairs tadtad ng ari ng lalake, lumingon ako sa aking likuran para matiyak ang nasulyapan. Isang babaeng palayo sa dalampasigan, sabi ni Joseph. Di na ako nagtaka kunwari pa walang napansin.

Ba't ba tayo gutom sa katotohanan? Minsan di na kailangan mag-isip. Minsan di mo naman kailangan patunayan. Minsan di mo na kailangan malaman.

Isang babala: Jonas is making Karol shine! Oh baby! Oh baby!

Ah.....its ok to be envious because you know they listened to Him. :)

malabo kung malabo

malabo kung malabo!
tangina gusto ko na lang bumagsak!

wala akong makausap sa ganitong bagay.

ang labo.

I've been selfish. As in...

and I can't see YOU anymore!

malabo kung malabo...