Sugat Mula sa Bukang Liwayway

Spending my kiss and tell moments with you...

Rejuvenate by eating some tastey bread from the local bakeshop...

Binuksan ni Leslie ang mga mata. Ako ang nakita kasama si Henry at Jopet. Si Henry, ang matalik na kaibigan ni Leslie, ang unang nagsalita. Sinabi niya na tatlong taon nawala si Leslie akala nila kinuha na ng mga maligno at engkanto sa bundok ng Liwayway. Himala naman ang dulot ng pagkakaibigan ni Jopet at Leslie. May anak silang walang pangalan, nabuo ang himala sa gabi ng pagkalito ng dalawa. Tinitigan ako ni Leslie. Lumapit ako hinaplos ang pisngi. Sabay hinawakan ni Leslie ang mga kamay ko. Tinitigan ako. Niyakap ko si Leslie at humagulgol. Walang imik si Leslie. Tahimik ang lahat. Binasag ni Leslie ang katahimikan nang kaniyang binulong sa aking tenga. "Sino ka?"

Minsan may nagmamahal na gamu gamo sa lamparang nakalimutan ng panahon

TO my Bi, please Lord sana gumaling na sya para makauwi sa bahay niya kasama ang buong pamilya para magcelebrate ng iyong kaarawan. Sana bigyan niyo po siya ng lakas at sigla! Sana di naman malubha ang kaniyang sakit at bukas makikita ko pa rin syang nakangiti. Amen.



May dengue ata si Bi, bukas pa malalaman... sana hindi...sana hindi...Please Lord...Mwaah! haha couple pics...classic mga ganyan hahahahahaha!




And so they say: party like a rockstar because we are rockstars...



Ako si Joseph Teoxon, sawi sa pag-ibig. Buntis, dinadala ang anak ng pinakamalupet na gitarista sa balat ng lupa...



Idol ko si The Fortune Cookie, mas kilala sa tunay niyang pangalang Atoy Co. Mahilig ako tumira sa half-court kapag nagbebeck shoot kami ng mga kalaro ko sa Alimudin.



Sa Alimudin, may isang bahay na walang kuryente. Kahit nung di pa ako tinutubuan ng buhok sa kung saan saan, kandila at pamaypay na lang tuwing gabi dun sa bahay sa Alimudin. Kuwento pa ng nanay ko na sa bahay na ating pinaguusapan ay kung saan dati nakatira ang pamilyang Pumaren, of course minsan nakatira si Franz Pumaren sa Alimudin.



Isang gabi sa Ali Mall...



Nagkakagulo ang mga kabataan sa food court sa Ali Mall. May gig pala ang pinakamalupet na bandang Make Me Cry Mother F*cker. Make Me Cry Mother F*cker o MMCMF sa kanilang fans, itong banda ay dumaan sa lahat ng hirap ng buhay sa industriyang OPM. Originally sila ay alternative rock sabay naging hip-hop r&b band sabay acoustic senti nung sumikat si Paolo Santos, nagboyband, naging old school happy days genre, at ngayon'y hard-rock band!

Kainin sana sila ng buhay...

Minsan may dalawang taong nagmamahalan, sabay X'mas na pala sila'y nakalimot sa kanilang pinagsamahan. Merry Xmas text ng dalaga. Reply ni binata...!

Reply ni binata... "let me be the one to say nevermind and no problem. Censor my vague memory of endless nights of moaning and excitement! Never felt this itch of having you far from me. Thus i become nothing to be pondered. Hopeless to be saved by your messiah! Yet i believe in faith. Faith alone will drive me in believing everything's true."

sige... sige...sige

iwagayway ang kamay...


babalik tayo...

Hiling sa buwan: "Patawarin si San Miguel sa nagawang kasalanan. Ilang nawawalang kaluluwa ang kanyang pinahirapan. Pinako sa krus, binilad sa araw, pinalakad sa mga umaapoy na bubog; lahat ito'y naramdaman ng mga nawawalang kaluluwa. Patawarin si San Miguel...gawin siyang kampon ng demonyo...tanggalin ang kanyang mga pakpak at ipakain ang katawang di naagnas."

"Umuulan ng gloria. Nakabukas ang mga palad ng mga nawawalang kaluluwa. Hapdi ng kasayahan sa natagpuang gloria ang nararamdaman sa balat na niluto ng panahon sa kahihintay. Sa huli di sila magpapaloko, wala ng masisisi sa naranasan na kawalan."

Belo. Lobo. Pato. Bobo.

Si X tinamaan ni Y ng bato. Hinataw ni X si Y nang malupit sa mukha. Tumba si Y. Tinapaktapakan si Y ni X.

And you say?

Alleluia!

And you say?

Fuck you!

And you say?

Fuck you too!

And you say?

Make me happy. Make me crazy. Hold my hand. Join me! Lets go to the rooftop! Stand on the edge! Hold my hand tightly! Look into my eyes! Never take yours away from mine! Smile! Kiss me violently! Smile and leap off! Let gravity pull us down!

hammered, broken, repaired

Gusto ko lang matulog... araw ng kabobohan... wala akong natutunan sa araw na ito.

Giniba ako ng aking pakiramdam. Pinakawalan ko ang hinanakit. Umiyak habang nagluluksa sa mga bandaritas na nakasabit sa isipan kong walang tigil sa drama. Sa madaling salita, ako'y nasaktan, nagtampo, nagalit at nagpatawad.

Hay...

Ayoko na! Ayoko na! Gusto ko huminto! Bitawan lahat! Humiga! Pumikit! Matulog!

Malapit na pala ang pasko...

Regalo galore

Gusto ko makatanggap ng HD vidcam! hahaha...

TANGINA MO TRILLANES

TANGINA MO TRILLANES

NOON ka pa nanggugulo... Oakwood, pagtakbo sa senado (ang dami mong ginago, sinayang lang nila ang kanilang boto), sinabi na may mga witness syang hawak na ang Glorietta Blast ay lokohan lang, at ngayon... diyos ko... sana binaril ka na lang...

Nangsama ka pa ng mga kaibigan, si Father Robert, pareng walang ginawa sa aming parokya dati kundi dumakdak sa mga homily niya, at si Brigadier General Lim, marine general na walang magawa sa buhay, ayun lahat kayo kulong.

Ang hiling ko lang sana mapatawan ka ng tama, at maramdaman nila ang malupit na kamay ng hustisya.

Kelan pa naging tama ang mali... umiikot lang ang buong Pilipinas sa temang ito...

TANGINA MO TRILLANES...

Last Friday!

And we won...

hahahaha! sorry anton at h! hahahahaha! Di ko nabalita agad! Pero panalo tayo!

hahahhaa may next proj tayo! hahahaha! masaya ito! may shoot sa ortigas flyover! gabi!

*Eto na yng part palagi sa mga tv shows na naguunahan ang mga host na maisabi nila ang kanilang mga sponsors*

Salamat kay Anton, dahil sa kanyang magaling na editing (as in sobra), pagtulong sa pagkuha ng malulupit na shots at paghandle ng camera, hindi ko makukuha ang naimagine ko. Salamat sa pagdistorbo sa kanya sa bahay nila noon! Hahaha pati rin sa pagarte na naiihe! hahahaha! bow...

Salamat kay H, dahil sa kanyang napakalupet na pad sa Green Hills, sa 16 in 1 brotcha movies na nagbigay aliw sa amin habang chinacharge yng camera, at sa mala-Yul Servong pagganap sa blew hahahahah, di makukumpleto ang entry na ito! bow...

Salamat kay Lap, dahil kng wala ang kanyang suporta at walang humpay na pagkinig sa akin tuwing gabi sa mga concepts ko cguro naging gay romance sex romp yng entry. Dahil sa kanya may concept kami! hahahha thank you! mwaaaah!

Salamat kay Mark, hahaha for pushing me na sumali! hahahahha! Its an honor nga palagi...

Salamat sa blockmates ko! Si Nicola na tumawag pa sa akin, si tonio na ngakalat sa block na panalo ang entry, si dex na sobrang nakangiti sa ACTM GA, si marvin na binigyan ako ng malupet na pasa, si jepoy na kami'y naniniwala si Lebron James ang hari sa NBA, si Bianca na nagcongrats through ym, si Danica na nagcongrats din na may mga emoticons <:), si Nikki na sumayaw sa GA, at sa lahat tlaga ng blockmates ko for their support!!!

ACTM HAIRSPRAY 2nd GA

Salamat sa ACTM for giving me this opportunity...

MASTER LIST and "Piiiii B-L Tagarito!" Song

Minsan nakakalungkot sa umaga, bunganga ang sasalubong sa mga ganitong mga oras ng bukang liwayway.

Tuwing nagiisa...

Gusto ko nagmimisa tuwing Linggo nang magisa para walang gulo kapag kasama ang pamilya.

Maraming hiwagang nagaganap sa kwarto kapag nagiisa... Kagabi lang mayroon akong binabasa na nagpaantig sa aking isipan. Ito'y gumalaw, ang aking galamay. Binaba ang binabasa at tumingin sa paligid. Takte ang gulo, sabi ko. Inayos ko ang aking kwarto. Tinapon mga papel na ang mga nakasulat ay math solutions, formulas, at things to do list. Hindi ko tinapon yng pwedeng pang sulatan. Scratch paper.

At pagkatapos gumawa ako ng MASTER LIST! Hahaha the ULTIMATE THINGS TO DO LIST!

Yng una kong listahan, MY ATENEO LIFE, nabaon ito sa limot. Nagumpisa ako ng bago, ATENEO LIFE 2, at buhay pa naman. Pero itong MASTER LIST ko ang tatalo ata sa ATENEO LIFE 2 notebook ko! Ang MASTER LIST ko ay nakasulat sa isang sosyal na pad paper. Kinuha ko lamang ang pad paper sa isang Penmanship Worksheet ko nung Grade 7! Ang ganda pala ng hand-writing ko noon pero ngayon.... wag na! Sulat kabayo. Ang laman ng MASTER LIST ay mga gagawin para sa ngayong araw, bukas at sa hinaharap.

DUBBING SESSION

Nung bata ako, akala ko madali lang magdub ng mga tagalized animes or cartoons. Pero damnit! sobrang hirap!

Pumunta ako kay Lap kahapon at tumulong sa isang proj nila. Try nyo magdub ng Corpse Bride.. dapat iba iba boses, sakto ang timing and matalinghaga ang pagbigkas ng mga salita. Halos mabulol bulol ako...

Piiiiiiiiiiiii-B-L TAGARITO!
Kung kayo'y nanonood ng Basketball TV sa cable, siguro naisumpa nyo na o nakagisnan ang napakagaling na jingle ng PBL! Pakiramdam ko ito lang yng lyrics nito. Mapapaisip ka nga na napakagaling ng mga PBL players dahil sa plays nila, sabayan mo ng Piiiiiiiiiiiiii-B-L TAGARITO! Sinong di mapapatira ng three-points nyan! Sinong di mapapadunk nyan ng nakapikit! IBA TALAGA KUNG TAGARITO! Sabi nga sa mga one-minute interviews sa mga kilalang alumnus ng PBL, mabuting buhay at patuloy ang paglaganap ng PBL. Nakakatulong talaga ito sa transition ng isang player patungong PBA, sabay sa mga last 3 seconds magpapasalamat sila kay Chinito Trinidad! Salamat sa PBL kung wala ito siguro baka di pa matalo ng isang PBA Championship team ang NCAA DIV 1 champ ng US. Ay salamat pala kay Chinito Trinidad!

Shooting down bird songs and chasing stars...Muziklaban Mini Concert

ACTM STAR FINALS

Halos lahat ng block R ay todo ang suporta kila JJ and Raffy kaninang ACTM STAR FINALS! Silang dalawa at isang english blockmate ko, si Elise, ang mga finalists!

Kinanta ni JJ isang original composition ng kaniyang batchmate nung high school. Si Raffy naman ay Next in Line. Performer talaga si JJ, pang showbiz teen bopper, habang si Raffy Kumukundirana! hahaha!

But in the end... Elise won! Oh well all of them did well! Pero next time 1st place naman!


EMOISM BY TYPECAST

Sa wakas, narinig ko ang Typecast tumutog! Wahahaha! Swabe ang boses nila! hahhaha! Nang marinig ko ang...

"Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away"

alam ko na Typecast ay tumutugtog! Akala ko record lang sa MRT station pero nang marinig ko na medyo live ang dating, at naalala ko yng mga Muziklabang promo boards, sabi ko sa sarili: "TYPECAST!" <- hahaha its not their looks, but their music that will leave you breathless (exag)

Ever wonder ano ang last supper nyo?

If ever ano kaya ang gusto ko kainin bago mawala sa mundo...?

Salad! Kahit anong ready to eat salad! Yng sa kfc, mcdo, or dun sa australian guy na gumagawa ng salad sa Ateneo!

Gusto ko rin ng...

hmmm... BBQ! Baby back ribs! Beef steak! Lahat ng steak: t-bone, ribeye, salisbury, angus! lahat! hahahaha atkins diet! Sisig? Diyos ko... wag na muna...

Dessert?

Hmmmm turon (yng mahaba, malaman, langka) na may vanilla ice cream glazed with caramel and sprinkled with bits of yema! Cake... gusto ko ng cake! chocolate cake! Krsipy Kreme, original sugar glazed, mainit-init pa!

Inumin: Cerveza Negra ng San Mig...

Or....

Pinakasimple lang...

Pandesal na may butter at kape. Ididip mo yng pandesal sa kape... Hmmmm grabe... yun na lang last supper ko...

Bakit sa mga LRT station kapag naglalabasan ang mga tao, nagtatakbuhan sila?

Bakit sa mga LRT station kapag naglalabasan ang mga tao, nagtatakbuhan sila?

Bakit sa grade school, ang mga noisy boys nililista sa black board at tinatally kung gaano sila kagulo?

ex. Bad boys
1. Teofilo - III
2. Popoy - IIII
3. Miguel - Ewan

Bakit sa mga tiangge pinapaspas nila ang mga binebenta ng pera na kababayad pa lamang sa kanila?

Bakit kailangan magside comment ang mga tao habang na sa loob ng masikip na MRT?

ex. "Cool lang magVfresh ka muna"
"Ang sikip! Pumutok na ata tagihawat ko sa pwet!"
"Uy nakaRexona!"


Reg/Enlistment day!

So bawal ang tsinelas sa mga SOM students!

While I was filling up the regform in ctc205, a Regcom person said to me that i must wear proper attire! So I went to the C2 people and borrowed one of their crew's sketchers! Perfect fit! Hahahaha! So comfy without socks I said to myself: Damn, I like a pair of these! (TAKTE ENGLISH AMPUTA!)

riding home without you beside me

i look back at the days when you join me going home. i never realized it could be the fondest memory of my life. That single moment everytime we were on the same ride, your corny jokes always crack me up. I don't know if i was the only one laughing at your jokes. Laugh. Smile. Listen. Laugh again. I was happy... hopefully you were.

the saddest person in the world...

*sigh*

bukas...

mamaya...

sa umaga...

tanghali man...

Umaaraw...

Umuulan...

homily ni father...

Kahapon. naghomily ang aming pare sa parokya... tngkl kay zacheus, isang tax collector, na gustong makita si jesus...

Sabay... he criticized born-again christians and protestants on how their ministers give less importance in "pagsisisi"of sins. The priest cited a situations like there's one guy who stole P2m from the city then he confessed this to a priest. When the priest said give it back to the people the guy reacted violently and said i'll switch my religion to born-again christian because there you just accept Jesus as your savior then say Alleluia everything would be fine.

I felt uneasy when i heard the homily. The priest started mocking on how a christian minister talks. Then when the priest explained the criticism to the kids he acted childish, mimicking a child's voice. I was embarassed for him. The priest said that's why many celebrities or artistas, rich people converted to being Christians because they don't wallow too much or sincerely guilty on their sins. Its disgusting...

How can he say that to an another belief... there's no respect...

Yung mahina...

Before...

After...

Hahahahahaha...

Halloween!

Lap and I saw "Lust, Caution", a film by Ang Lee, in Shangrila Cineplex. The ticketseller checked our id's because the film had been rated R18! The movie was hyped because it won Best Picture in Venice Film Festival! So...

For me the plot is a simple story of an assassin who falls in love with her target, and add some intense scenes. But the craftmanship of Ang Lee makes the film super worthy to watch! As in! wahahahaha! Pero... hmmm...

Kahawig ni Kim of PBB teen edition yung lead actress...Asoge baby!

More lust! Less caution!

Halloween TRICK or TREAT! hahaha!

Lap and I went to Valle to meet up with Anton and other DLSU people. Trick or Treat with kids of Kuya Center! Our kids were Christian, Andy and Julius! Hahahaha!

Super fun talaga! Village kids and pre-teen girls wearing devil thorns... hahahhaah!

Denatured Alcohol

Susmaryosep...

mukha kang airball, tira ng tira pero kapos palagi!

Piyesta ng natural gases sa amin, kasama ko ang aking minamahal na kababata na si Glenda. Inaalala ko ang nakaaan. Mahilig kami lumangoy sa kawalan. Matulis sya tumakbo sa damuhan.

Bistek, at corn beef ang madalas inoorder ko sa canteen ng nanay niya. No rice, nagpapayat.

Sa sinehan na tagbebente lang, kami'y nanonood ng mga lumang palabas nila Rosana Roces, at Robin Padilla. May isang gabi puro palabas ni Nora Aunor kasi birthday ng artista. Pinilit ko si Glenda manood pero ayaw niya talaga, naalala niya siguro na binibiro ko na kahawig niya si Nora Aunor.

Tingin sa kaniya, halik sa panaginip, dulas ng dila... wala bang bumabalak na iuwi ang isakama ang dalagang si Glenda aking kaibigan? Baka ako. Dati. Yata. Ewan.

Bahala na.

IT SUCKS

EXECUTIVE CLEMENCY GRANTED BY PGMA TO FORMER PRESIDENT ERAP ESTRADA!

Funny...all those years of judicial process were all wasted in a single well-negotiated decision of PGMA...

Para saan pa ang lahat... ngyn ko lang naramdaman ang pagkayamot... bastos ang buhay....

GUSTO KONG ISIGAW!

HAHAHAHAHA! PUTANGINA! PUTANGINA! BAKIT GANON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may magagawa pa tayo...

THIS IS FREEDOM!

THIS IS FREEDOM!

TRYING TO...

TRYING TO...

TO DO LIST:
*magpakipot sa manong guard
*magpacute sa mga lalake sa amin
*just flirt with the cute school girls of Belarmino High...

TO DO LIST:
*Be your prince charming
*Save you
*Buy milk and honey for my lovely monay

TO DO LIST:
*catch a shooting star
*make love under the moon
*kiss a lost foreign princess

TO DO LIST
*make my own holiday!

Damn right this is freedom :)

Silence, an endless whisper

Mirador, Baguio 10/14-19/07

I was gone for 6 days because I went to Baguio and had my silent retreat with fellow ACLCers.

The retreat was WOW! Seryoso, haven't felt like this since Search-In Days! If Search-In is a slice of heaven, then Mirador is heaven...

During the retreat, I wrote down notes, reflections, and thoughts.

Hahaha! Nakakatamad itransfer sa blog, plano ko pa naman gawin yun pero.... it might spoil the experience. Hahahaha!

I wish my loved ones can experience this kind of retreat...

Moments:

*the first day mass, unforgettable.

*confession with Fr. Vic De Jesus, after giving me absolute forgiveness the sun suddenly appeared.

*passion and death

*5 days of Silent

*First time to shop in Baguio

Gayuma sa ingay

...silence

totoo pala yun

Aldwin: "Kahawig nya si Dora..."

Me: "Ah! Hahahaha...onga!"


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A Friend, FATI!

great night...great beer?
Hahaha! Great night for a great person!

Kinakabahan

Kinakabahan....

mahirap talaga magmahal ng syota ng iba... kanta yun ah!

Kinakabahan...

INGAY!!!!!

Silent retreat for 5 days...

On October 14...

Kaya limang araw ako wala sa sibilasayon... baguio! (sana wala namang mangyari na masama)

Sa ingay ng nakaraan ang aking pangako ikaw'y iwanan!


INGAY!

When I was a young boy, I want to be an archeologist like Indiana Jones! Then my mom told me "walang pera" in that profession. So I said to myself i want to be a eye doctor like Jose Rizal! But I realized while watching a video of doctors operating an eye, that i'm coward and my hands shake. Highschool came, I said I want to be a lawyer but I attended a Career Day session with a lawyer alumnus. The alumnus said that to be a lawyer it would take a long time. Boring. Mukha din syang bored.

Bla-bla-bla!

Eureka! After blowing a condom, I said: "Why not be a distributer of condoms!" Change the package, make it hip and cool, make it look fool proof, advertise it, make a launch party and condoms won't be taboos anymore! I was 13-years old. After 5 years, take a look in the condom industry... Asia's face grazes upon us asking if we want super thin or dotted..............................


Hentai
An excerpt from Wikipedia:

Hentai anime and manga allow elements of sexual fantasy to be represented in
ways that would be impossible to film. This may include portrayals of sexual
acts which are physically impossible, unacceptable in society, or run
counter to
social norms. Examples include extreme bondage, creatures with
tentacles, and
other fetishes. Western audiences gained exposure to Hentai
anime and manga
primarily through the Internet.

from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hentai

Two months ago we went to Quipao, my friends bought japanese dvds like 16 in 1 (parang gameboy bala). They didn't buy Hentais because they're for kids. Hahaha.

Hentai was a big fad in gradeschool. Evangelion, Blue Girl, Dragon Ball Z, Sailor Moon and even Popeye had their hentai versions. Nasty. But times changed yet what i saw in Quiapo, hentais are still the same. Still nasty!

Sa ingay ako nakahanap ng katahimikan... Sa katahimikan ikaw'y sana'y makausap.

October 14

JIZZ WHIZZ

Lasting flavor only my tastebuds can sense.

T*NGINA MOMENT

dumbfounded, gusto mong makwento sa sobrang t*ngina ng iyong nakita, narinig, at naranasan...
eh di chunane, kwento mo naman!

REMEMBER?

someday...

letting go will be fun... promise...

GALAW! GALAW! GALAW!!! - do what you want, what you love!!!

Quit your job! Drop-out! Love someone! Cry! Laugh!

wrong will be right....

Today... i'm starting to let go of regrets! embarassment! hate!

If you hurt another person, do something about it... apologize...take the risk...

I did it for you...

Today.... be honest... say want you want... be heard!

When my pet rabbit died, my brother and mourned for 9 days...

Identity...

my bum is numb!?

Dora the Expolorer

Where will we go?

Silence...(0:01)


Silence...(0:02)


Silence...(0:03)


Silence...(0:04)


Silence...(0:04.98)

Left! Bamanos!

Blue's Clues na babehhh!

My first ever finals in Ateneo is next week! I'm hoping that me and my other blockmates will be exempted in ES!

I've been experiencing hell week and maybe i'm already in the 5th circle (shoot, di ko binasa Dante's Inferno during High school!) anyway... bombardment of these 'tions': presentations, barok recitations, lcd reservations, and wishing vacations! Hahahaha....

Nakakabobo noh!? Hahahaha jetetetetetetetete!

Circles and circles

Bop-Bop-BOp...dan-dan-badabeepbadaboop....

Daylight, he took of his rusted armor. He layed down his sword, breathed deep, and looked over the horizon. Three days plagued by rain, three days forever ridden by time, three days!






In three days, all would be a memory. Three days....never would he feel this moment of satisfaction.

SEARCH-IN Circle 140!

Buhay...buhay...buhay....Yes?

Pinutukan ng Search-In Juice!

PUTANG IN A GLASS!!!!

SEARCH-IN RETREAT NA!

Circle 140

september 28 to 30, LSGH Retreat House

SI is bringing sexy back! Machismo and bravado! In light with being a La Sallian, take part in witnessing our dear young brothers take part in a life-changing experience they'll never forget!







Romance...



Everybody loves romance; especially women.



Romansa tulad ng:



Suprise her with a bouquet of flowers; sampaguita and gumamela galore!



Serenade her! Clear your throat (Hmmrrrmrmr!), warm-up (do-re-miiiii), and sing: "Love hurts..."



An innocent touch of her shoulders, hair, cheeks, stomach, hair, hair, hair, asoge...



Smile, look into her eyes...



Whisper sweet nothings...



Pero!



What if lahat ng romansang ito ay ginagawa ng isang hindi mo naman gusto? Kadiri... especially the whisper part...



Kadiri to the point of puking... Its ok if he/she is your type but the thing is he/she is beyond your preference...

Kasing ganda ni Zorraida at kasing gwapo ni Jestoni



YOU MAKE ME GO GAGA REMEDIOS THE BEAUTY!

Lagi kitang kapiling

Competitions and auds!

A handful of my blockmates and I went to support Raffy Hidalgo's audition. Before going up to room 211 of SOM, we saw the girl in boots, imagine she's wearing black dress then partner it up with a pair of bright red boots. Multitudes of images passed by my day dreaming eyes and these are: Farmers market, WANG WANG of ambulance, flash flood... arrrgh! DRESS CODE anyone?

JJ auditioned first and gave the panelists of ACTM idol his TORPEDO Gloc-9 version and LIGAW by his batchmate in Claret. Hehe astig...

Raffy's audition was great! Hahaha! Hindi sya pumiyak and bakit naman sya pipiyok! hahahaha! After the auds he was with Lester, he too auditioned and damnit he's from the Ateneo Glee Club, hopefully Raffy would be part of the Glee Club!

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!

Cj, Marj, and Nicola saw Smoke Circles! hahaha! Thank you for the support!! BI! Je t'aime!

Smoke Circles, our bluescreen entry, won BEST SCREENPLAY! Hahahaha! MWAH to Corals! hands down to Fiel, Di, and Anton for sharing their talents! Hahahaha! And to Jules and the other henchmen for the action scenes! hahahaha! Oh yes!

Lasalista Nostalgia

Nostalgia...

Even with the great excitement of being in The Areneo(conyotic version) Way, I miss LSGH!

BumiBIG time ang La Salle! 50 years of animo teaser/trailer meron sila! Alumni Homecoming in February Here we go! hahahahaha!

Kasalanan ng DLSU win ito over Ateneo kaya ao nagkakaganito.

I remember my highschool days when i would get free gen admission tix and go over the bakod during the game! Hahahaha!

Malaswa

He looked at me straight in the eye. He picked up a big cucumber from the cooler... and punished my inner carnal instinct with his sadistic pretentious caresses, only to be succumbed by his big cucumber!

I gaggled. He laughed.

I sliced the cucumber and we made a salad.

hehehe

Lahat lahat lahat...

Palaging umuulan... palagi...

Nakita nya ako... humngi ng lighter sa basang nyang yosi...

katawa dahil alam na naman nya di nya kayang sindihan kahit ilang beses nyang gawin...

Tumingin sya sa akin...Ngumiti...at kami'y naging magkaibigan...

Hanggang rurok ng karnal aming naabot, sa aming nagiinit at pawis na katawan kami'y nakatagpo ng kawalan...Nahihibang...

Di ko mapigilang isipin sya.

Nagsulat ako ng tula sa dingding ng kwarto. Di nagtagal nawalan ng espaso masulatan sa bahay. Tadtad ng tula sa aking pag-ibig ang buong katawan...

forever she is to be...

If my love for her has an expiration date, let it be 10,000 years...

showing love in the most extraordinary manner

i'm in love...

she forgotten me...

Di kita mahagilap...

Di ka mawala sa aking isip...

bakit mo ako niloko...

you promised...

i'm a playboy...

lolita on prowl...

don juan and his lovers...

perfect love...

eroctic love...

forbidden...

orgasmic...

neurotic...

lost...

regret...

hate-love...

suicidal...

break-up...

heart breaks...

crazy...

talk to me, and discover love when you were gone....

Welcome to the Russian Roulette Club

So ayun...

Tahimik kaming dalawa ni Raffy nakaupo sa tricycle. Ang ingay ng motor ang aking naririnig. Nakatingin lang ako sa krus sa dashboard ng trike, walang maisip kundi ano ang gagawin bukas. Tuloy ang labas ng pawis ko dahil sa pagod. Biglang nagsalita si Raffy: "Hindi tayo makapagsalita..." Napangiti ako... Natalo pala kami...

This post is long overdue...yet the losing streak has begun.

So ayun...

Tapos na ang laban. Kinuha ko agad ang mga bag ko at nagmadaling umalis ng Ateneo. Gusto ko kalimutan ang nangyari kaya nanood ako ng Tribu kasama si Lap.

STOP THE SPREAD OF LOSING!
Sayang pa man din porma ko...

dslu-admu

4:00am
-lap woke me up

After the game, I am so tired.

4am hanggang 12 pumila ako for 2 SRO Upper B tickets...

Tulog...tulog...tulog...dead.

ike

nakakaasar lang na tangina talaga sa isang gabi...

isang araw pakiramdam mo lang kuntento ka na pero pagkatapos ng 24 oras mawawala pala...

tigang...naririnig ko pa ang hiyaw...

putangina talaga...ganun kabigat ang ? kaysa mga masasayang pakiramdam, pangyayari...

ano ba ang tinitimbang....

naasar lang ako...tumingin ako sa tala...binubulong ang kanyang pangalan na hindi mahagilap...paano kaya kung ganun ang nangyari...

palamig san mig, isang lunas sa uhaw.

lumipad ka sa isang pulo basehan ang paglumot ko...

Give me more...

Je t'adore....

je t'adore....

I'm not good enough, gagawin ko naman... gagawin ko naman..

hintay...

hintay...

hintay...
schedule...studies...kaya kaya kaya...

Short term goals/objectives!

*Sept 5 to 19: Save money for cellphone repair and load!

*Sept 6 to 13: Follow-up/Interview security guard of Araneta Coliseum! (God Help Me)

*Sept 6: Start Phytoremediation Group Paper for ES!

*Sept 25: Due date of Group Paper

*Sept 10: Organized second draft of "Duty Bounds Them" feature arcticle.

*Sept 5: Start planning for the oral presentation of Acid Rain!
ES news research/report preparation

*Sept 20: Presentation day of oral presentation!
ES report day!

*Sept 18: Guidance consultation w/ Abet Go

*Sept 27: Final checking of Plant Care porject

*Oct 4: Plant Care project due!

*Oct 1: Feature Article Due!

Negotiate

Head shot

In the back alleys of Tondo, a young man loads his gun. He is watching a hostage drama on TV of an abondoned sari-sari store when his cellpone rings. He answers it and immediately ends the conversation. He glances on the Tv screen, the hostage taker has just shot point-blank a negotiator on the head.

He begins to walk. Approaching his destination, he hears cries from a girl, shouts from men and sirens from police cars. He faces a wall and climbs it. There when he looks down he sees the hostage taker pointing his gun on a girl. The young man gets his gun and points the barrel on the head of the hostage taker. He shoots and instantly the hostage taker dies.

Gec's debut!!!!

Gec's Debut!

She's living her dream, to be a popstar! Keep on watching my show, ang message ba naman sa akin ni gec!!

Hahahahaha! Buhay...

hahahaha i love it!

Bongga from the start till the end!!!!

Ang galing! Hahaha! Happy 18th Gec! We miss you!

pics by izell!

Oras ng Himala

Sa Oras ng Himala

Cge...

Buhay Atenista

Nakakapagod sa Ateneo pero wala ka namang ginagawa masyado!
Lipat building...lipat...lakad...lakad...kulang na lang si Juan Sumulong bumisita sa amin.

Facility wise, di ko alam parang kulang binabayad namin...pero lib and computer and other stuff ok!

Student council di masyadong ganun ka intense...para lang high school...

Homey ng dating sa Ateneo...kulang na lang nakapangbahay lahat...

Kapag ok ang weather, mag Havaianas ka! Kung hindi, Islander ang katapat niyan... Pinangbabasketball nga eh...

Big thing ang orgs dito!

Kulang na lang halikan ko ang pusod ni Ginoong Salazar, para maging panakip butas sa walang kamatayang boredom na natatamo... pero magaling syang guro...

Hindi ko mamememorize ang song for mary...period!

Trike, ang mahiwagang trike... gusto kitang sakyan...

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Bold stars!?

Saan na si Katya Santos!?!?!

Eh si Aubrey!?!

Si Maui!?!?!

Ayun...masaya...hubo't hubad sikat sa yagballs ng kalalakihan

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Peace!

Hahaha... sana...

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Ikaw ang droga! Ako ang Himala!

Kaibigan, kahit isang tunay na ngiti pagbigyan mo ako!

Ako ang drama ng iyong buhay!

Rants!

Gusto ko maging aktibista! Katulad sa Buwan at Baril!
Makibaka sa drama ng buhay!
Fight for a cause!

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Diyos! God! Lord! Love!

I have something to say! Be it i cannot hold! When I pray I hear myself murmur... no words of outright love coming out from my tongue.

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I'll be your judas messiah!

buhay baboy! eto na! eto na! ETO Na!

Para umunlad kailangan ng diskarte! Diskarte!

Its not your college or the money you'll inherit from your parents that will make you succcessful in life!

Definitely not math or filipino!

Or even english! Wondering why many businessmen are learning Mandarin?

The secret is...


Diskarte!!!

Midsem grades

I got my midsem grades...


I got a solid:


2.5

A far-out cry from 4!
Filipino teacher J.Salazar's grading system is a puss... He gave me a D!

Step-up boy! Hahahaha i'm hearing "lose yourself"...

Supot!

Supot!

I am narrating this story because it has shocked me on what it is to grow into believing one has to exhibit machismo to be accepted.

When I was a young boy studying in La Salle Green Hills, my classmates were asking me if I’m already circumcised. I lied of course! But pesky classmates and bus mates of mine kept on asking me. I don’t want to be called supot! I felt that I’m ostracized from the school society; especially they had suspected that I’m still uncircumcised! I felt that I’m not a man. I can’t exhibit supreme control and security of my young boyish life. All I can say I was dirty and I’m not man enough!

So I took the initiative to be circumcised. Of course there was doubt and fear in my mind; does it hurt? Yes! What if it would grow again? Sue the doctors! Am I man enough to face the needle and knife? Yes! The next thing I knew, I’m in the surgical bed, and the doctors were laughing and keeping me calm. They were cutting and sewing the skin when the doctor said: “Lalake ka na! Sabay natin I-try ito!” I was shocked that someone professional like him can comment on doing the deed of men! Machismo was exhibited! It struck me because the machismo, the supreme feeling of being man, was indeed upon me at that moment! Finally I was initiated to the world of men! And the doctor’s words were my confirmation of the password having its surgery!

This experience of mine happened last year. Joke.

Many years later, I realized that the machismo I have after being circumcised was just insecurity and peer pressure. The real machismo in my life today is how I carry myself in handling real life situations and responsibilities.

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Bakit kaya gusto nilang malaman kung tuli na ako noon...pedophile

The Debut

I'm alive.

Feel my hair.

Caress my skin.

Look into my eyes.

Smell my scented neck.

Kiss my lips. Pin me down.

Rip my clothes. Moan my name.


Nagaway na naman sila. Si Anne nagtampo. Ayun nagpakalasing. Kung sumayaw parang ang bagal ng buong mundo. Gewang ang pwet. Kembot. Pikit mata. Paki ni Anne sa kanyang problema! Aaaaah! Sarap ng buhay!

Nagising na lang si Anne na nakahiga sa upuuan ng kotse. Masakit sa mata ang kislap galing sa mga ilaw ng poste. Sinilip niya kung sino nagmamaneho. "Siya pala", ang bulong ni Anne. Ngumiti siya at pumikit. Sarap ng buhay...


She was there, Joe's ex-girlfriend; lights bouncing of her shoulders; her slender back keeps on teasing him; guys keep dancing with her; what an eye sore for the Joe. Regret haunts him.

Joe took his eyes off her. He glanced to her ex-girlfriend's sister; she's young, morena, has almond eyes, and has gotten her sister's best asset: legs. He approached her. They had been formally introduced before. He chatted with her. He noticed that her ex-girlfriend's sister taps her arms rhytmically with the music. He asked her to dance with him. She agreed.

Joe left the party. He got the sister's cell phone number and texted her. She replied.

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Ibaliktad man ang mundo, di natin ang alam ang nangyari pagkatapos umalis sa debut.

Ang Boyfriend Kong Ghetto!

GHETTO LOVE...
NOW SHOWING: ANG BOYFRIEND KONG GHETTO!
(jologs na movie na sure hit sa masa!)

TAGLINE: GHETTO KNOW WHAT'S TRUE LOVE! AYT!

SYNOPSIS: Bakte, a ghetto "yoh-yoh!" hip-hop loving guy, has fallen in love with Sunshine, a sophisticated urbane girl. Bakte tries to court Sunshine but due to their cultural difference, he has to jump hurdles that hinders him to be with Sunshine. Courting Sunshine has taken a big toll on Bakte's authentic of being a "ghetto" loving pimped-out motherfucker filipino thus Bakte has gotten an identity crisis because of the discrimination and prejudicial perspective of the Filipino society on him. Will Bakte find his true self? Will Bakte and Sunshine's love live amidst the cultural clash? Hahahaha!

Magpapalakas

Palakas

Late na naman. Hugas kamay... hindi pwede! walang soap!

Pansin ang umaga...makulimlim...

Late...

To cynical virgins of my dreams

If only my sigh can bring back "oh yeah" days!

rainy days

Hapon sa buong bayan, sumisingaw ang init sa bawat patak ng ambon. Kahel ang langit, naghuhudyat ng malakas na buhos, ang ambon patikim sa lupang uhaw. May tatlong magagandang dilag na ang suot lang ay daster, nagtatanggal sila ng kanilang sampay dahil malapit na bumuhos ang ulan. Nagmamadali sila kunin ang lahat ng makukuhang damit nang bumukas ang langit at hinulog ang pupukaw sa init nilang nadarama. Binitawan na nila ang mga sampay. Para silang naghahabulan, naglalandian, habang tumatakbo patungo sa puno ng mangga. Basang basa sila. Sumisingaw ang lupa....

Masarap kumain: brownie ala mode of flaming wings

Aalis

Sa mga aalis ng bansa...















ingat at see you again...

William Hurt - funny

The aftermath of DLSU-ADMU game...

I heard stories of my blockmates on their enthusiastic cheers for our current alma mater. Its unavoidable to cuss on your opponents especially your bitter rival. Its ok tlaga. As a matter fact I'm guilty of cussing too. But the weird thing happened, the remark/cheer "...Tangina LaSalle" struck me the most. I got hurt, hahaha. Mushy it was, i really got hurt. I'm still a Lasalista; cut me and i will bleed green (tsss di ko nakuha ito sa isang tarp or statement shirt, haha taga CSB pa ang nagbitaw ng line na ito).

The FEU-ADMU game... DLSU trumped over UST, great game! FEU versus ADMU( Eagles got massacred)

I had fun cheering for La Salle! I was cheering for La Salle for the past four years, hehe because i only discovered basketball during grade 7, and I know the hype and pageantry involved.

I got hurt with the comments of my blockmates regarding on how La Salle shaved their head because they want to make papansin. For me their act of shaving the head was just to wake them up on their losing streak to ADMU (sayang, pero ADMU won still) and UE (massacre). Many teams had already done the act of shaving their head. Ewan ko ba, nasa dila ko na yung sasabihin ko nung comment dun, pero ok lang...

About La Salle filing a complaint on players? Hay... politics and bigotry over unsettled matters. Nagaamuyan lang ang lahat sa tinatagong baho. Naamoy na ang LaSalle noon pa, na-suspended (SUSPENDED! - ateneo crowd), bumalik...tara na, amuyan galore!!!

kaluluwa at ang ibong asul.

sana ikaw ay nasa tabi. kapangyarihan. sociopath. alam ko masaya ang buhay. eh yun ang gusto ko. pero ano ang pinili ko ay ikaw. huling hibla sa buhok, ikaw ang nakuha ko. buhok, base sa buhok. Ilang lingo nagparamdam, iba ang buhay ko. sana nagamit ko kasi gusto ko gamitin. ayoko maagnas sa lupang asul na walang katuturan. maging iba. maging isa. maging wala. bahala na. sana talaga. lungkot halong ligaya, guilt, regret at walang utang na loob, tangina nila, kailangan nyo pa bumalik. sayang...sayang....sana makita nila kung sino talaga ako....wala naman ikahiya. sana makita ko kung sino talaga sila. sino ba tlga sila? magpakita kayo! nagtatago lang kayo sa maskara. wag mahiya. tumikol at umusad sa harapan ng reyna. Hinabol ako ng bobo, kinain ako ng barok, minuya ako ng english, puctha nahiya sa pagsabi ng meet, sweet, the, a, an, lead, led...hiya, barokish faker. di ko kaya, ako'y nahihiya... Baka i'm living in the past, shet, garnering past achivements... ayoko ayoko ayoko...

What do i really really really really want?

ikaw at ang mundo. i want to defy gravity...

Sure!

Sure!!!!

DLSU vs. ADMU, the most awaited game of UAAP and the most hyped-up, is still what UAAP basketball is all about!!! Scrappy plays and a lot of fast breaks!!! Cheers and jeers!!!

Thanks to bryle, UPPER B kami!!! I miss the vibe of Araneta and the pageantry of both schools!!! I hate it when Ateneo crowd continued the wave started by DLSU. Its like both rivals rubbing elbows with each other to compensate the bitterness between them! Hahahahaha!

Sure!!!!

Engelbert Humperdinck
Fine man. Terrific Singer. Experience him. Experience 40 years!!!!
August 19! 7pm!!!



Sure!!!!

Hey. Hanggang tingin na lang ba tayo? Heheh anyway bid tayo!!! Bid me! Bid me! I am yours for one night! One night...one date...one movie...one dinner...one...one...one hundred fifty pesos starting bid!

Sure!!!!

I'm a hype. Thick fabric of blueish entity binds me to pretend i'm part of birds. But sure thing, my hype has answers to parties i can't feel. If there is smoke, there is fire! I'm the smoke! So where's my fire? Favor or not! Don't be a shade among the colors society bestows on you! Be different! I'm a hype.


Sure!!!

Yakapin mo ako! Ayoko ko ng umalis! Ayoko na! Takot ako sa dilim!

If only i can read between the lines! (close reading skills)

Namamagamaga

Ewan...

Muling ibalik...

The other day while waiting for Ms. Unson, i'm with nicola. We were doing errands, and we talked about things. Tsk! Putchang things hahah hindi definite! haha anyway commercial lang yun.. Continue! Yep! I realized i wasted a ship that doesn't sink! Hahaha driven by vanity? Pero... hahaha ayun! its ok... i think i'm a grown boy? Literally or figuratively?? Hahahaha its more fun before... let's bring it back? Hahahaha...

Philip - cigar!

Marj: Ang laki ng muta mo!

Joseph: (shet)

Yep! Absent again! No individual grade for litt! Damn! Sore eyes!!!!! Ingat nakakahawa tlaga ito!!! Its more painful if a higad attacks your eyes! Shet... painful! O_o

Sore eyes!

Thank you baby for visiting me today! Hahahaha! Sorry baka mahawa ka :( Thank you... mwah!!! je t'adore!!!

busted na bago pa

Lonely whimsical rainy day...

I felt lonely, around-around the campus of Ateneo i wandered. i looked up and like specks of light, rain drops trinkled down from the sky upon my face.

Don't cry sweet child of the innocent lie. Vanity just made her round. She performed her best illusion on you. She took your heart, kissed it, made it bleed until you saw her finest illusion of beauty and sex. Vanity created your downfall child of the innocent lie.

Make me sad! Throw your best punch and smirk! I'll giggle for you if you want!

Seroyoso
Kelan pa ba?
Bukas!

Wala lang...

Suprise LAP! Baliktad L ko :( haha thanks mj!

Wala lang...

Kuamain ako ng tonkatsu nung break. Ang nipis ng meat, medyo makapal yung breaded crust. Nakibite si nicola, may kuonting kanin pang kasama, at si nixee. Tama. Mukhang sawa na ako sa Bento Box. Iba naman!

Wala lang...

Nagtaxi papuntang LSGH kasama si Ricci na bagong gupit. Muntikan na kaming mabanga sa bandang santolan. Gasgas at dent ang inabot ng taxi. Nakarating na rin kami sa LSGH.

Wala lang...

Walang respeto. Puro hiritan ang mga seniors na inners. Mukhang clueless ang mga juniors. Nakakahiya kasi sigawan fest sa orientation. It should not be like that. What would the participants think kung ganun pala ang Search-in? Hahaha respeto at this is serious deep shit. The first retreat since the suspension, it should be a blast. Kumakapa pa ang mga bata pero i believe in them.

Wala lang...

Anton! wahahaha! mukhang malinis! good boy look! hahaha marlo...

Wala lang...

Spin the scissor. Medyo kinilig ako sa mga aminan. Ang daming tanong na nasa dulo na ng dila pero di matanong. Human nature. Kahiyaan. Pakapalan. Pagkakaibigan. Hindi pa hinog ang mga tao. Hintayin baka sila'y tulad ng hinog na mangga, di na kailangan ng bagoong kasi'y sapat na ang tamis.

Wala lang...

Busog to the bones! Circles or corners. Desires and dreams. Careful what you see. No facade can hide your true self. No smiling mask can hinder you from running away. Please wait. Please wait.

Wala lang...

Secrets. They keep a person interesting. We all have secrets! Don't you?

Wala lang...

Wag natin isipin. Enjoy life nga! Enjoy the food! Enjoy! Walang inhibitions! Just be sensitive and be true! hahaha!

Sa dulo kita iibigin

When boys talk about girls

Wag ka ng mahiya! Dahan dahanin mo lang smooth operator! Iyong pakay? Love! Pag-ibig! Tunay na halik sa tunay na pag-ibig! Paano na? Hindi ko alam, ikaw na bahala! Pero bilisan mo! Ayun may kasama na syang iba! Takbo smooth operator! Abutin ang di kayang maabot!

Basketball
I sprained my right ankle during PE class. I can't walk. I tried to play scrimmage but it was painful. Hahaha maybe its karma for wearing Havaianas...

"Pathetic.", my sister said when I went upstairs using my butt.

What do you really really really want?

I attended the ACLC Orsem yesterday. i didn't get OP because the people their were friendly and my cousin, Ate Corina, accompanied me. I even saw Jamaican Jandrik, fellow ACTM'er and PE classmate, for the 3rd time during the week.

When we were having our anticipated mass, a former ACLC moderator shared his experience on the org (or the way of life). He said he is now super happy even if he's jobless. How's that possible? I asked myself. He answered: He can do what he really really really wants! ACLC opened him to seek his true self and finding God in the process. I remembered Search-In and at the same time i would want to experience SI retreats again! I'm a blur, I realized during his sharing.

Defy Gravity! No one's gonna break you down! These words echoed and went inside me.

What do I really really really want? I'll answer it...

My mom's birthday!

We ate at Volare! Cheap pizza! hahahaha... Bought my first Havaianas! Oh yes! Finally my tita bought THE GODFATHER's REVENGE! HAhahahaha! Super!!!!

Happy Birthday MA! I don't know her age bummer... :(

Bread and butter no. 3

"When two strangers fall in love, its gotta be magic!" - kantakantahan

"Or..." - kantahan acoustic edition

"When two strangers fall in love, its gotta be body chemicals brewing up some ecstatic concoction!" - the scientist in lab

Perpekto
Him: What's my flaw?
Her: You're perfect!
Him: Look at me!
Her: You're perfect!
Him: My flaw is I'm perfect!
(background music playing: Little Drummer Boy)

Transformers
Kailangan manood!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN! KISS MY HEART TOO OPTIMUS!!!!

Break it to me gently girl...
Paano na! Walang takas ako sa kanyang mga alisunod na titig! Paano na! Tukoy nya aking puso! Dahan dahanin, hanggang mawala...

The Results are in

Damn bagsak ako sa Diagnostic test sa math! Basic math! Sure summer na ito....




Oh well...life's funny!






Hahahaha nice nice nice...

The Debutante

Alex's 18th

Everything went well for the debutant. Gusto ko talaga pumunta sa mga birthdays kasi its a celebration of life. Super duper duper love it... kailangan mahalin bawat araw, buwan, taon!

Anyway

Happy 18th to Alex!!! It was her night, nobody can steal the stars away from her. Fall in love with the moment. Never forget the memories...

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Pic by Fatima

Hahaha hinintay ko pa i-upload ni fati yung pics from the debut.

Mr. Celophane

Flirting is you...

The flirting game.

Once I was riding a jeep when this guy keeps on glancing on me. It was disturbing because he might be a holdapper and planning some bad deed on me. Then he took something from his bag and came out a fan; he started fanning and he's gay pala.

He was checking me out... putcha...

The flirting game

Attraction. Eyes meet. A split second gaze captures her. Eyes part away. She avoids. You want it don't you? Eyes meet again. A split second gaze becomes a stare. She smiles. She wants it. She wrinkles her nose and squints. Cute.

Rocking the boat!

ACTM PARTY!! Dan-dan-dan!


I've won a free Cali jacket from the ACTM Freshie Party!
Now I know how does a varsity player feels! Haha the thing is i'm just sporting Cali's brand.



Wait there's more!



Choose your own adventure! UAAP Edition!

Turn to page 69 for La Salle... Turn to page 150 for Ateneo...

If only we can understand the meaning of our choices?

Let's get a little deeper! Ah yes deeper pa! Deeper! And - YES - that's the spot! The spot of all spots!

As a former LSGH boy (still a true GREEN LSGH boy), I cheered, cried, Rektikano'ed, spelled LASALLE three times, cussed the filthiest words ever spoken, joined waves and raised my arms for my alma mater! For me its always sweet symphony trinkling down with green and white that all i see during UAAP until now...

Which side will you choose when DLSU and ADMU has a match? That's a difficult question, maybe for others its a no brainer! Its like having a new girlfriend after breaking up with her in just 24 hours! Ouch! Anyway let's see my option... puctha, isang sagot naging marami..

1. Ateneo side, but wearing green.. the point?
2. Ateneo side, after the match sabay green shirt... hahaha makuyog ata ako nun
3. La Salle side pero naka blue... jombag agad
4. La Salle side, green suot... nyek!
5. Wala... Kill Joy!

Anyway, basta... After the dust settles, I'll pump my fist and raise my head up high because i'm experiencing the best of both worlds!

We're part of the machinery that fuels the fad. You and I! Crazy basketball lovers! The fancy and glamour of school pride! The thundering cheers! We're all part of the hype!

Oh yeah baby!!

Ningning na walang patid sa paghimbing

Awful day for her... If only he made himself a fool he would see everything in black and white! WAIT! Damn lucky fool...je t'adore...well beyond his facade a lush garden of thorned flowers blossom and perfume beautiful mistakes of my affection.

Whisper it...

yes...

uh-huh...

hmmmm...

Really?

Sir did what?

And then..?

Gosh!

Well, he has HD for her!

So what's "news"?

She invited him to her condo!?!

*sigh*


Ningning na walang patid sa paghimbing

Wag ka sanang magising aking ningning
Hindi batid na ikaw maghasik ng lagim
Kundi ang liwanag na taglay
Ihambing natin sa tulog na halay
Tahimik, masarap, walang katulad

People trying to be people

The Search-In Formation Seminar!
There are only 9 Core members. There is no Community Council. The program is different from last year. Coy, Rjo and RP have spearheaded the somewhat intense training for the participants. Only a handful of young alumni have facilitated the Seminar; it has become a semi-reunion for Search-Inners of batch 2007. Guest Search-In Alumni have visited and shared their experience. Funny it is like they just met the day before. Change have been made. Search-In is under the CSD. Search-In has made its stance. It is ready to prove all none believers, skeptics, and bitter rivals of what made it one of the longest retreat program and flourishing community/brotherhood of LSGH!

What lies ahead for Search-In? Will the Core Group achieve its target of 6 cirlces? Will they make an impact in LSGH? After the storm and its controversial twirls, would the juniors join Search-In? Who will step-up among the senior inners? Questions waiting for answers and damn after a month we will see!

Dapaing Bata!
Ok lang kung nagpapatawa ako pero hindi sya comedy. Kailangan ko ayusin ang paglalakad ko at walk with poise. Be confident. Swing it. Strike a pose. Nyek! Modeling na sya!

Campus Romance <3
Dahan dahan nilapit ni Jonas ang kanyang mga labi sa naghihintay na kabila ni Criselda. Nang nagtagbo ang dalawang uhaw sa ganansya ng isa't isa, biglang lang nawala parang bula! Nagising si Jonas nagiisa sa lamesa na kanina lang ay puno ng mga kablockmates. "Putcha!", ang sambit ni Jonas, "Iniwan ako!".


Campus Romance Second Time Around!

Dear Ate Musha,

I'm confused! I don't know if he likes me! The way he talks to me and those kilig glances he makes when passing hand-outs. When our eyes meet its like somebody poured hot water all over my body. When I ask help on my homeworks he is always there. He offers me a ride home. Awww he melts me. He is perfect!

But sadly, life is harsh. The other day I was about to hand him my notes when I saw him holding hands with his girl. He introduced her to me and to add insult to injury he kissed her good bye. I was dumb struck!

Why!? All signs lead him to me but I'm confused! Yes, we just met during Orsem but I know this is love! Maybe one sided but if there's a hope there's a way! I don't know if he's sensitive enough to know that i got hurt. Maybe being a good friend might be a start. Its a good foundation for any great relationship. Basta I'll wait for him. He will realize soon that I'm his true love! Can I have your take on my situation Ate Musha?

Yours Truly,

Joseph

Nagkadarampa

Officially today is the last day of summer!

At INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!


Sa lahat ng kalokohan na naganap sa nakaraang mga araw sa buhay nilang dalawa nakatagpo pa rin ng kapayapaan ang isa't isa. Malamang ang pagtataksil ng dalaga na naganap nung isang gabi ay isang sugat na walang hilom. Sino mang makatuklas nitong kasalanan walang takas sa karimlan nitong dinulot sa buhay ng binata. Nagkulang ba ako na mabigay sa iyo ang lahat? bulong ng binata sa umaapoy na kasalan kanyang nakita. Mapapaliwanag ang dalaga ngunit di na pinyagan ng binata sya magsalita. Umalis ang binata. Bawat tapak niya's nagiiwan ng kalungutan.

Ngayong siya'y nagiisa. Kapayapaan dinadanas nya sa pagiisa. Niloloko nya pa ang sarili, pilit nyang tinatakpan ang katotohanan. Siya pa ang naloko. Siya pa ang ginago. Masahol pa sa naagnas ang kanyang dinaramdam.

Humiga sya, pumikit at pinakawalan ang isipan. Amoy pa ang pabango na ginagamit ng dalaga sa kutsyon. Dating ito'y nagpapaantig sa kanya pero ngyn ito'y isa palatandaan ng kinamumuhian nyang pagmamahal. May kumakatok sa pintuan. Dumilta sya at pumunta sa saradong pintua. May kaba sya na baka ang dalaga ang bumisita. Binuksan nya ang pintuan. Tama ang kanyang hinala.

I'm sorry, ang wika ng dalaga. Halatang umiiyak ang puso ng dalaga. Hindi sya nagsinungaling sa kanyang sinabi. Alam nyang nagkamali sya at ito'y kanyang pinagsisihan. Kaawaawa ang kanyang itsura. Hindi nagsalita ang binata dahil nya kailangan. Napuno ang panahon ng katahimikan. Kapayapaan sa butas ng karayong kanilang sinasabuhay. Bago pa makapagsalita ang dalaga para mawari ang katahimikan, sinara ng binata ang pintuan.

ORSEM: Soundcheck

ORSEM

Its ok to be true. Jologs kamo...

To the sound of life, we give no inhibition on chasing our dreams once in a blue moon; but that once in a blue moon started during ORSEM.

With all the hustle and bustle of college life especially Ateneo's, ORSEM was a great sampler of all the fun an Atenean can muster throughout his/her college life. ORSEM had shown us how to break barriers of the new world that awaits. Questions were answered by the different talks given and assured us of our aspirations. Physical fortitude was a requirement for all because of the sweat-filled running - actually for Block R its just power walk - and the tiring heat. Its just a reminder for us on how hard some times college life would be.

ORSEM gave us one heck of a show. Big thanks to the ORSEM Committee for welcoming us with a bang! Super duper thanks to Ate Daz, Ate Face and Kuya Edwin our TnT's! Our TnT's guided us on our campus tour. They led us through different dimensions of Ateneo. And they took care of us like passionate shepherds. Thanks again!

Be yourself, dance on the rhythm of life...

Amoy Europe

June 5, 2007

Ateneo Freshmen Registration

Isang malupit na bicho bicho sa nawawalang pawisin.

Moments
Sinabi ko na sa aking sarili na ang aking gagawin napaglakad mula Ministop ng Katipunan hanggang sa loob ng Ateneo ay stupid. What the hell ang sabi ko naman. Ok lang yan, pagdating ko doon saktong 11am. Pero mali ang akala ko... nagmatigas ang ulo kaya pagdating ko ako'y pawis na pawis.

Nung kinukuha ko na nag Regform ko, may natapakan akong basa sa floor. Pagkita ko suso pala!!!! Nakakalungkot...na mababaw... Basag ang kanyang shell at nagtutubig ang floor.

Familiar faces. Nakita ko mga batchmates ko sa LSGH. Mostly honors ang mga pumunta sa Ateneo. Pero may tao di mo akalain nakapasa. Simply amazing!

Ricci was a good help for us freshies from LSGH. Hahaha super fun!!

Korean Dad
When Ricci, Anjo and I were resting, a Korean dad started a converstaion with us. He asked simple questions just like a curious kid. He even slapped me on my lap and laughed. Hahaha its ineteresting he said the tuiton fee of Ateneo was cheap compare to his son's 6 week module.

Muling Ibalik Ang Tamis ng Pag-ibig!

To what great extent will our love achieve...? Faint onward this weary heart! Proclaim the pain and suffering! Heed the claims of truth! Let it flow and wash away the scabs of memory! And yet vanity will fulfil the gaps left by these absurd words... I love you...


Anthems of the weary broken beat by joseph teoxon

I guess this is the end? he thought. He woke up from his dreary life; his everything. The truth hurts. He faded away from the halls of past glory reluctant to return. Past champions were his wellwishers waiting to have a glimpse of him. His stoic presence plunged his defeat yet his screaming selfish heart staggers from reality.

For the last time she browsed through old pictures from a distant memory. She had forgotten the smiles painted on her friends. Colors were just shades of grey for her. She stared upon a boy on a picture. They both looked handsome and beautiful. She loved him before. Colors faded...

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Ukinam! Umeemo ako dito ah.... hahaha ei still sad... hahaha hindi! Brooding...

Ang Huling Pasada ni Sergio Escolar

INT. HALLWAY - GABI (monochrome)

Sa ekesenang ito, hinahabol si SERGIO ng dalawang kalalakihan na may dalang mga baril.

LALAKE 1
Hinto!


Nagpapaputok ang Lalake 1, hindi natatamaan si Sergio


SERGIO (V.O.)
Bastos ang tadhana. Minsan swerte, minsan minamalas talaga…


Lumilingon si Sergio, tumatago at patuloy na tumakbo


SERGIO (V.O.)
Kahit anong sabay sa agos ng tadhana –


Nagpaputok ang mga kalalakihan.


SERGIO (V.O.)
Patuloy ang takbo at pagtago para di malunod sa hampas nito


Palapit ng palapit si Sergio sa kaniyang pupuntahan

SERGIO (V.O.)
May punto sa buhay na gusto mo na lang huminto –


Huminto bigla si Sergio; nagulat ang mga kalalakihan at naghanda para bumaril


SERGIO (V.O.)
At harapin ang lahat; ang katotohanan; ang tadhana


Sabay lumingon si Sergio, at may putok ng baril; nagdilim ang paningin.

Soul Searching

Kumakapa ako sa dilim nang may naabot akong sinulid. Itong sinulid patungo sa kawalan...

"Soul Searching" (taglish rants)

Something's missing. Friends and foes are in college already; most of them are in DLSU and CSB. This boy is still in limbo, he's waiting June 5 to enroll in Ateneo. Grabe sobrang lungkot! I feel talagang naiwanan ako. Eto na naman yung sakit ko... I'm itching for some action! Senseless last days of summer!!! I miss someone, I feel empty, I feel useless, I feel fucking bad...

I hate the advertisment by Informatics. It is stated like this: "If you didn't go to Ateneo or La Salle, where would you go? Go abroad!". I don't know if this is exactly what is stated but certainly this is the jism of the advertisment. I hate it. Super hate it. It's bothering me because it's a low blow. I feel hopeless...

Gusto ko tumawa! Ayoko malungkot! Ayoko magpaiyak! Ayoko mangtampo! Gusto ko adventure! Gusto ko masaya! Gusto ko gumalaw! Gusto ko tumalon sa kawalan!!!

Blunt and honest. I don't want to end up as a call center agent. Damn talaga! I don't have any against the business because it has pumped new blood on the economy! Pero kung iisipin what happens to the course you took up!? One example that haunts me is a contestant in Game Ka Na Ba. He took Economics in UST and now his job is in call center. Edu Manzano asked him if he's planning to pursue a job related to his course. The contestant's answer was: no. The point is I want to pursue my passion and dreams! But reality will sting us back...

Itching to make a jump of a lifetime in Ateneo...

Hahaha styl'n and din'n...

Search-In Formation Seminar 2007

Inviting all incoming senior inners!!!

Join Formation Seminar 2007!

It's aim is to train incoming high school seniors to be

responsible in the continuing of the Search-In community and

program.

Start: Jun 9, '07 07:00am, Saturday
End: Jun 10, '07 8:00pm, Sunday
Location: LSGH Retreat House

Participant's fee(incoming senior inners): P 1099

Facilitator's fee(young alumni): P 200

For details and confirmation contact Seph: 09227311494
Bryle: 09154130581

Thoughts on Piracy

Thoughts on Piracy

"Sweet mother of pearl!" - from Pirates, the award-winning movie of its kind.

Immoral it seems yet embraced by society.
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Someone asked a priest; "Father is it a sin to buy pirated cd's?". The priest answered, "Saan yan? Makabili nga!".

I first saw The Passion of Christ on a pirated DVD when it was being showed in theatres. Mr. Medroso, formerly taught Christian Living and currently the Prefect of Discipline, brought the DVD for our CL class.

It is ok to download songs and complete albums of your favorite foreign artists. Buy only originals for OPM's. Help the industry kamo.

Meet Joseph. He likes foreign movies and has a wide collection. The only problem is he can't find rare movies like Waterloo, FireBush69, Asian Penetration, and Bubblegum Kitty Kitty Bukake Brothers on local video stores. After he discovered Quiapo, he never looked back. He is now a bonafide connoisseur of these movies and an envy of his friends.

Don't speak english if you're buying fake shoes in GreenHills so you can haggle effectively.

Feed My Asian Delights

What's the difference? Oriental? Yellow fever? Rice attack? Is it their eyes and mysterious long hair? Maybe its their white porcelain skin? Chinita...

It is a hysteria created by Zang Ziyi and promulgated by San Chai for the masa. It is already a fad in the Philippines. Sandara Park and Kim Chui are examples. Shampoo commercials feature chinita. We are influenced! Out with the mestizas and morenas, here comes your chinitas.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

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We never thought... (rants...)

Sa kaduluduluhan ng kabaklaaan ng aking kinagisnan...

Pagsisi aking napuna...

sabi nga: "Malupit sya baby! Malupit sya all night"

kung sino man nagibento yan, nakatikim ka na ng malupit... we all know naman tulad ng betadine at hair.

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May nararamdaman akong masama sa upcoming formation seminar. Medyo hush hush ng kuonti... Sana hindi pa rusty tong bata na toh.

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Gained Weight

When i was in 2nd year my weight was 145. During my third year i had a steady weight on 150 to 155...

My weight now is 167 to 170...

Now i'm regretting what i said on my past entry.. Yipeee! I want to be Mark Henry! Sarcastic..

Basketball twice a day will save me... and eating healthy...

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Our Canon Power Shot A410 is sick

It started during my graduation... I took a picture then the pictures were all white...

Must repair it...

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Honest to goodness

Kinakabahan ako maging Atenista...

Senseless Romantic

In a far away dream, she bid for his true love. She had her love kept throughout her life until now. Whatever happens she would get what she dearly waited.

Her heart swept her to a small church. It was ger dream to be married on a small church. As she entered, the bell tolled of joyful harmony. Doves were flying. Petals of her favorite flower scattered on the carpeted floor. Yes, everything would be perfect.

In front of the altar, her true love stood. As her eyes met his, she melted like how a candle melts. It was unendng fantasy. She was never afraid of their future. She imagined their kids and the painful ecstacy of their labor. She imagined the love. She imagined the passion and pleasure of his touch. The enchanting spells of their arguements would be followed by melodious reconciliation. Assuring whispers of sweet nothing would echo throughout their shared bed. Yes, everything would be perfect.

Her true love saw her. She smiled and glanced behind her. There stood the bride. A beautiful lady she was; her skin white as the evening haze of the moon; her eyes smile everytime she steps forward; her silky dress curved with her pregnant tummy. Her true love smiled at the sight of his bride.

Yes, everything would be perfect.

Wanted

Bitawan ang lahat!

Sumama ka na sa isa sa mga pinakamalaking contest sa balat ng lupa!

Mas malupit pa sa lotto at bingo! Halina't sumali!!

Hanapin isa isa ang mga gwapo at mucho macho na mga kalalakihan, para bang Easter Egg Hunt, at itawag ang mga pulis at TADA instant pera!

Isipin mo maghahanap ka lang ng mga tao, at millions ang makukuha mo! Walang sablay ang contest na ito!

Kung may umaaligid aligid na di kilalang tao sa iyong tambayan o mukhang may tinatago sa kanilang apartelle, wag mag alinlangan! Tingnan ang listahan at baka makajackpot ka! Aba baka sya ang hinahanap hanap mo!

See Posters and Ads for Details.

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Poll watching!

The first A on BAYAG!

Yesterday former LSGH boys volunteered to protect the votes of Green Hills. They poll wacthed, counted votes, made love to LSGH facilities, delivered ballot boxes, ate lunch, talked to old school mestiza lolas, saw Ipe, smelled Marvin Agustin, ate jelly snacks, FAK, BARNAKOL, and became a part of history!

pic courtesy by anton

Nasty Entry

Rumors are twisted truth.

I read an entry on stories (nasty rumors) about private high schools. I read a portion about LSGH. There was a story on LSGH boys turned masturbation into a sport. Just like any sports, there were particular events like pabilisan, paramihan, and palayuan; I don't want to go on the details.

I can't believe it! Where was I when these happened! I might have joined and won 3rd place! Hahaha just joking! For real, I might get disqualified...

source: http://www.thatgirlwasme.com/2007/01/26/school-bukul-stories/

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Hear-say stories!

I heard a group of students had an experiment on rumors. They would spread a rumor and see how fast would it reach them.

Tulian

"Achieve your peak and the only direction you will be going is down" - ewan

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Tuli

Maybe, just maybe he's tired of holding-on. Tired of the passion he dearly grasp from the start. But then again, it is his only love. It is his only will and committment of what life gave him.

Exhausted and beaten, he gathered himself. His vices kept haunting his defeat. Lost was his date during his heartbreak. Doubt was his mistress when he tasted mistake. Regret was his f*ck buddy; nagging for his attention. Nevertheless, he remembered, the Passion was his true love; his slice of heaven; his loyal wife his eyes feast on everynight. He never knew all would be lost. The reason? The fatigue of time consumed his desire; his only drive of his dreams and visions.

It is his will and committment. Lost, Doubt, Regret and Passion make his life. He is spunned around the intricate web of bliss. Never again to be broken to million of pieces because of his only prayer is waiting to be answered.

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Happy Birthday!!!!

Cheers to the May Celebrants! Hiram! Benjie! PK!

Ah yes, the smell of sweet flesh of celebrants!

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Pig-out one time...

Kung kelan pa sya nawala

Kung kelan pa sya wala, dun lang natin nararamdaman ang kawalan. Isang butas sa bastos na tadhana. Hindi tama sa pananaw ng marami...

Maraming tanong humihingi ng sagot pero di kayang ipaliwanag...

Pero sana sa kawalan na ito, matutunan natin ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan. Umaaraw, umuulan. Kahit anong mangyari tuloy ang kayod at tuklasin ang bawat segundo ng buhay.

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Hard lessons left to be understood...

Shock...helpless...fucked. I felt these emotions.

I can still hear Mrs. Felarca's plea...

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Kung kelan pa nawala...

I believe to attain immortality (in a Catholic's view) is to do good and plant a memory in every soul you may have touched. Sounds chessy noh? But that's my view on immortality...

A memory...



"Pwede na akong mamatay..." Byron, after 4j won a do-or-die basketball match. Knock on wood.

5 seconds left on the game. Jason dribbled the ball towards the hoop. He lost his balance, and went down on the floor. The opponent tried to steal the ball. Jason protected the ball then he saw Gerard running towards the hoop. Jason bounced passed the ball to Gerard. Gerard layed it up and the buzzer echoed throughout FMAC.

from: http://sephyandchoky.blogspot.com/2006/09/intramural-diary.html


Thanks Gerard...

Search-In Returns

Search-In....




Returns....










Damn right!!! We're back in business!!! I miss the days... Yes to life...

Gerald Felarca 1989 - 2007

Gerald Felarca, our classmate, died...

Shit...

We won't forget you...

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Kakagraduate lang namin...

Putangina....

Fucker...

wala magagawa itong pagmumura ka... putangina ang labo...

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Perl... ang dami mong iniwan na magagandang alaala, maraming nagmamahal sa iyo... kung na san ka man... You're in a better place...

May One

May One

Joseph woke up early. He tiptoed downstairs silently, not to wake up his cousin. He stretched his lazy body and drank a glass of water. He put on his Chucks and went out of the house and jogged for 20 minutes. While jogging, he inhaled through his nose and exhaled from his mouth. He passed by houses of his friends. He jumped over poop left by dogs. He ventured to unchartered streets and alleys. He felt great, damn great.

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Joseph remembered The Rock. The Rock always referred or introduced himself in third person. Example, The Rock would give a cheap pop (by saying the name of the city, a wrestler will be cheered for it) - "The Rock has come back to [name of city]!".

The Rock... Haha pagkain ng baboy...Joseph made a corny joke... Shit super egoistic nito ah...

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When Joseph was working-out at his local gym, he got pumped-up by the playlist being played on the gym. His favorites were Enveloped Ideas and Salamat by The Dawn and, "I just can't get enough...".

Yes its true he is the king...Buko King!

"I'm bringing sexy back..." - Justin Timberlake, from Sexy Back

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Totoy Mola is Jay Manalo's first role in sexy films.




According to Wikipedia...

The film Totoy Mola, was his first lead role in sexy films. Playing the title role, his character is a man from the province endowned having a very huge, horse-like penis. He moved to Manila, after he accidentally killed his girlfriend by attempting to penetrate his big penis to his girlfriend. In the city, he meets two women and in turn loves both of them. Without any skills, he became a male prostitute and the main macho dancer in a gay bar. Because of jealousy one of his girlfriends, cuts Totoy's penis. In the end, eventhough he doesn't have his penis anymore, the other girlfriend accepted him still.

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Yellow Statement T-shirt: "Mola Ka Na Ba?!"